Monday, August 29, 2005

   .....
yup so nothin's new here.i'm bored as usual.i talked to my cousins on the phone last nite.2day i got a letter from skool.i got into a suck house with a boring house master.i want to be with my friends this year just like i was last year.it sux>< skool begins on the 7th and i still don't have my skool bag.the 1 i want has inuyasha on the front.it's a courier bag and i will get it!i gtg.take care for now^^
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Thursday, August 4, 2005

   nihao!
it's been kinda sucky for me so that's nothing new.my aunt came back from china and brought me a postcard from my cousin akashi.when i looked at it i noticed that he spelt my name wrong.the z in my name is really pronounced so it makes an s sound.so he thought my name was spelt like this:syou lee.i was laughing at that cuz i thought it was adorable.he's in highschool and he doesn't even know how to spell my name.he lives with his older brother and younger sister in hongkong.i only see them every other year so that sux.i'm going to see them next year.or at least that's what my cousin says.i trust him.if he is to lie to me i will make his life a living hell.he knows i don't joke around.sansan is always telling him that.oh i almost forgot.i finished my celestial boy and i started a new comic script yesterday.ii don't know what to name it tho...gtg.l8tr dudes^^
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

   zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
this is soooo boring.there's nothing to do...
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

   hey.
so i've improved on my drawings and poetry.i'll post them up when i get a scanner.so how is everyone?i'm doing well.i'm still working on my celestial boy tho.it's getting good.i want to post it but i think it would be oh so long.there's this funny scene where the two main characters have to bathe together.i cracked up while typing it.i gtg.take care^^
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

   so,
i guess it's over.i still will always luv bobby as a friend.i read his message and i cried.he's been so sweet about it.i appreciate that in sumone.we hopefully can still hang out as friends.that's if he wants to.i can't believe he's cool about it tho.i hope he doesn't h8 me.i'll always have my shouldre open for him to cry on.he can also talk to me if he has a problem.hopefully we'll becum even better friends.^^;
well,he wants me to be happy.i hope he becums happy too...i wonder who'll he go out with next...
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

help
i don't know what do do.i went dancingwith a guy that i think is hot(franky)i have a bf tho.i am happier with franky than i am with my bf.well sumthing happend that nite that caused me to do sumthing w/ him.i think i still love him but i don't want to hurt my bf.i want to tell bobby that i only want to see him as a friend,not as a bf,but i don't want to hurt him.he pmed me telling me that if he didn't haqve me that he would have hung himself a long time ago.i'm a suicidal and this has happened to me before w/ a different guy and i was hurting myself.i really don't want him dead but i want myself to be happy.please what should i do?i cry all the time and i'm sooo depressed.i'm stuck in the middle.
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Monday, July 11, 2005

   boy oh boy...
it is sooo hot outside.i'm burning.i saw my poem on poetry.com.it was weird.i am sooo glad skool's out.thank god.um yeah.i heard that escaflowne will be cumin on adult swim sumtime in october.i can't wait.gtg.^^
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

our sins
god has given us life
pure and innocent
we have a life
but is it pure?
is it innocent?
we have committed many murders.
suicides included.
because of those crimes
how will we ever give god our life?
for it is bitter and cold
those crimes we have committed
are unrepairable
for they are now
our sins
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it's death
i cut my wrists
and start to cry
i feel no pain
i want to die
i hold my breath
as it touches my back
it's death
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