Thursday, February 9, 2006

   Go EDISON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey everyone! our 8th grade boys basketball are going to state!!!!!!!!!!! the game is on saturday, we have a fan bus that's going to take us! so can't wait.
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Tuesday, February 7, 2006

   my life to do whatever i want
well...it turns out sam was just playing a joke on me, he never wanted to go out with me. well...as you can tell at school i still love sandy and he will wait for me to go back with him. i will always love him. so i was thinking go back with him, cause he is everything that i wanted in a guy: sexy, tall, nice, funny, likes me for me, loves me no matter what i do, .....and the list goes on. but i thought if i go with him again, all of my friends which i love as family will ignore me cuz they have no clue what it's like in this postion. but then again it's my life...not there's. they should let me do whatever i want in my own life, i know there just lookin out for me but it's like let me live my love life. also he's going to a differant highschool so it's like i'll never see him again, ao this would be the last time to go with him...so i should take it.
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Monday, January 30, 2006

   don't know what to do or where to go from here
well...my love life isin't so great as you can tell by the first post thing on my site. now the up-date on that little story is right now sandy's not getting expelled which i'm happy about that it's just that i don't know what to do. meaning by that my friends say i should just be friends with him, but i can't. i still love him and it would be weird to do that. he wants me back but...i don't know. the last thing i would want to do is up set my friends, they've been with me through all of this, they put up with me crying every 2 months when i cry at school cause it was relationship problems or something else. i own them, i want to make them happy but at the same time how do you get over your first love? how do you know to move on, to find someone else? i really don't know. my life sucks. i'm confussed on what to do in this problem. also this guy sam asked me out but i don't know if i should say yes, cause i still love sandy. god, why does life have to be so confussing?
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Friday, January 27, 2006

   the worst day to come yet
hey everyone, as you can tell by the title of this post friday wasn't a good day. it started off in 3 period english, i sit next to my bf sandy. well we were talking in a note,(which we always do) and he said that i shouldn't worry about him. now this is a guy that i've been dating for 4 years now, and when he says that somethings up. lately he's been getting in trouble alot in school like: walking out of class, skipping, getting dr's, suspentions, and the list goes on. 4th period comes around and our dean mr. harden comes in and tells sandy to come outside of the classroom to "talk" with him. 15 minutes later sandy(my bf) come in grabs his things and tells the whole class he's suspended again. now this was only the start of the worst day ever. anyway back too the story, i'm mad at sandy cause he said he wouldn't give up on school, but yet he did so he lied. well lunch comes around and i get in line with one of my friends jessica h. when one of our teachers that knows sandy and i have been going out for like forever to them, says that i should go to the end of the line. when i do i saw sandy and i said to someone i didn't want to talk to him cause i was alittle mad at him. well i decided like 2 minutes later that i should go talk to him, well when i went to go talk to him he just started to walk away from me, and i know he saw me. so i stopped him and i said why did you lie to me about the school thing. he just walked away still, so i hitted him on the head(not hard). so then i sit at the table i'm post to be sitting at and, i was already crying, i told my friends what had happened. well there was a rumore saying that he had left the building to go home and get his stuff cause he was leaving the state. now, i wouldn't normally believe this but it sounds like sandy would do this. so i started to cry alittle harder. then next( like i need more bad news) sandy comes back in the lunch room and told one of his friends to tell me that were over, meaning he's not my bf anymore. then i saw him run out of the lunch room. that is when i lost it completly! after school i went home and checked the answer machine and i found that there was a message from him saying he didn't mean it, and stuff like that. now my question to him is why would you say that if you didn't mean it, cause you know i'm going to believe him. well that was my day at school. i hope who ever reads this had/has a better one then i did.
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