L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
This is were it ends for now. Sorry I haven't commented ot posted lately, but my exams are coming up. I don't know when I'll be back, all I know is I will still submit art here at The Otaku.
If I make it to college, I will have to move and I don't know if I'll have Internet access again. Thank you all for your support!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Music mood: The Corrs ~ "Rebel Heart" Current time: 1:18 P.M Current date: 4th May 2007
Hy everybody! I was really busy these past few weeks. Just finished a project, the exam is coming up and I will get a degree soon. But it's not an important exam... The real important ones to me are this summer!
Sorry for not commenting and not visiting you guys, but lately, like I said I was really busy.
Anyway, I've just made a wallpaper, non-anime this time and I want to hear your opinions anout it, of course!
I found these lovely images on Foto-Decadent and just had to create something.
The wallpaper is called "Broken fairytale...". I know the title is kind of pathetic, but that's the only thing I could come up with...
Here are the two versions I have created ( it's the same wallpaper, but in different shades of color):
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Music mood: Simply Red ~ "Sunrise" Current time: 11:34 AM Current date: 17th April 2007
Hy everybody! Sorry I haven't updated, but I just didn't feel like doing that.
My break is over and school has started again.
I'm trying to study hard for the exams I must take this summer, but I don't feel like studying at all. It's a common "desease" in my class if I may say so.
I hope you like my new layout! I really do and it's all about the spring atmosphere.
I just discovered something interesting: there are only 30 days left until my 19th birthday. I can't believe it! Time really can fly!
Anyway, I'm listening to an awesome song! I trully recommend it: Simply Red ~ "Sunrise"!!!And the singer is british I think... I'm really starting to think that I do like british/irish singers a lot.
I guess that's all for now. I'm also working on a new poem and when it's finished I'll make sure to post it. Have an awesome week everyone! Good luck with school!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Music mood: September ~ "Cry for you" Current time: 2:13 PM Current date: 7th April 2007
Hy everybody! The spring holiday is here!
I want to wish everybody a "Happy Easter!!!", eat a lot of chocolate and sweets!
I'm glad that I'm on holiday, school made me feel really stressed.
But now I'm ok. And on Monday I have to start and study for some subjects and finish a project so it's going to be a really busy holiday for me.
No poems this time, I'm not torturing anybody with them anymore. You guys deserve a break!
Tonigh I'm going to church because it's Easter of course. I must confess I'm not a religious person, but once a year I do go to church.
Well that's all I had to say or post or whatever... Enjoy your break and have an awesome week-end!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Ok... Music mood: U2 ~ "Window in the skies" Current time: 2:53 PM Current date 1st April 2007
So no comments on my last post... Everybody is really busy these days I guess. I am too, so I can't complain.
Anyway here is a link to my last post, if anybody wants to read it: last post.
I have a new poem I've written while listening to Westlife's latest album. I've discovered I have developed quite an interest towards Irish/English singers lately. Weird... I'm just so tired of Beyonce, Nelly Furtado, Justin Timberlake etc. They all sing about their glamourous life (which aren't that glamourous at all...)and honestly they really bore me to death.
But enough of that, here is my new poem:
"Secret Violin"
Secret violin
Trapped behind glass,
Your magic is not lost
Only sealed forever...
The song of life won't surround you anymore,
Betrayed and alone,
The light you reflect
Touches my heart and fills it,
Strangely, with hope...
Frightened heart of mine so pure like light
Ribbons of love surround you,
Ribbons of hope fade arround you,
Ribbons of truth you've lost,
The world has punished you
To stay trapped forever...
The same light lives
In your eyes and your heart,
The one that I adore,
My endless mistery,
The one I wish I could embrace forever,
The one I wish I had the right to love...
What can I say? Another masterpiece! I'm jocking. I'm a modest girl. Have an awesome week-end everybody!
Tomorrow I go back to school, back to all the hard work again.
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Just ok... Music mood: ABBA ~ "The winner takes it all" Current time: 12:10 PM Current date: 29th March 2007
Hy everybody! Guess what? I have a fan! And her name is Sailorsilverstar. Can you believe it? She sais she likes my Sailor Moon wallpapers very much and all I can say is that I feel really proud.
I had no idea!
This week has been really relaxing, since I only went to school on Monday, Tuesday and yesterday. Still I have to study every day, because as you all know this summer I have several exams.
I feel so tired! I wish I could take the exams now and finish it all! But I will survive.
I have a new poem! Of course I do. But first thank you all for the kind comments on my last post. It means a lot to me!
Here is my new poem:
"Why can't we, why can't I?"
If I could write what's in my heart
I would need so many words...
To find the right ones
I would have to search all my life
For something that I've lost...
Why do words betray us?
Why do dreams escape through my fingers,
Like fragile butterflies in the hand of "Time"?
Why do I always think of you?
Why can't I?
Can't we escape through that
Secret window, we only know?
Or maybe step on the other
Side of the mirror?
Why can't we?
I'm just a doll without a soul
Another window over your bed
Another chair in an old theatre,
Another dream that has no place
In your head...
I'm afraid to be the same...
A different me, every time I cry
A different me, every time I die
A different me, only for you...
Why can't I?
And my post ends here. Have an awesome week my friends! Maybe I'll put up a new post this week-end if I'll come up with a new poem, or maybe not. I really don't know.
All my best wishes!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Happy! Music mood: Celine Dion ~ "A new day has come" Current time: 2:21 PM Current date: 25th March 2007
Hy everybody! A week has passed since my last post... I missed you all!
Now the special reason behind this post is: Thank you all for the 1000 hits!
Really: thank you! thank you!
I never taught this day will come.
Ok, I have a new poem! But first my question is: which poem did you like the most so far?
To read each one again if you want to, here are the links:
1. "Broken Glass and Broken Mirrors"
2. "The Unknown"
3. "Ideal Love"
And here is my latest poem:
"Mask of Heartbreak"
No one can hear my music
And no one can dance like me
Lonely mask betrayed by love,
Betrayed by it's own hope...
How can I lose this song?
How can I create my own,
When I'm surrounded by fake laughs
And dancers with darkness in their hearts?
I embrace each one of them
And they only hurt me in return
Old and new bruises,
The same pain and heartbreak
I wish I could transform
Into red roses...
I'll dance until
I can't feel my own heartbeat,
I'll dance until
I'll fall on my knees,
I'll dance until
I can change my tears
Into endless and unforgettable dreams...
Please dance with me,
I want to feel your embrace
Mask of happiness
So untouchable and so fake...
Sorry, if this post was too long. Have an awesome week-end everybody!
Thank you all for the kind comments!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Creative! Music mood: Brian Adams ~ "Everything I do (I do it for you)" Current time: 1:07 PM Current date: 19th March 2007
So, it's true. I hate my last poem, but I can't help it. I wonder if it happened to some of the great artists I know? I guess not. Since they were great and I'm just someone that pretends to write poetry.
But I like to write.
And as you all guessed, I have a new poem to post! If I could describe my own inspiration, I would say it could be a little child that likes to play with my mind.
But I just love playing with words and feelings. There isn't a more interesting game in this whole world, I must say. For those who don't understand what I'm talking about, it's just a metaphor, I don't like to play with people or situations!
Here it is:
"Ideal love"
You are not what my eyes see
Or what my mind tells me,
I'm afraid you are just another soul
And see how my wonderfull words
Turn into long lost enemies with cold hands...
Their frozen touch
I can't feel anymore,
Since I'm already frozen
In this lost world...
I have to play the same game,
I have to turn into a ghost
And put on a mask
I fear the most...
But aren't we all ghosts
Or simple masks of life
What difference does it make
Since we can't reflect
Something we use to have
Something we use to call "Light"?
I don't dream of your smile
And I can't hear you voice
The man I see in front of me
Is just a shadow of what you could be...
But my heart is full of hope
And so I create a new "You"
From nothing more
Than simple lies and words...
And you can say that I've lost my mind,
But I don't care...
The man in my dreams
He only has your body,
He only has your eyes
He's only an "ideal love"
And nothing more...
I hope you like it! I've been also working on a new wallpaper, which I won't submit. I just made it for fun. It features one of the main characters from a series called "Paradise Kiss".
Click on the thumb if you're interested:
Thank you for your kind comments! Have an awesome week-end everybody!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Full of inspiration... Music mood: The Corrs ~ "Miracle" Current date: 16th March 2007 Current time: 2:28 PM (Romanian time)
My inspiration is the most weird thing in my life that I could never understand... For example, today I was washing some dishes when all of the sudden I had this new lyrics in my head. Just two words: weird thing.
I really like my new creation, but I'll give it just two days. I know that after two days I'll start hating it or thinking that it's another pathetic poem, just I like I feel when it comes to my last poem "Broken glass and broken mirrors". I can't help it. Why do you think that I didn't finished the story I use to post? Because I ended up hating my characters. In the real world neither Kary or Brian can trully exist. I wish they could, but they can't.
I'm sorry, I have this bad habit of practically judging my own actions or creations.
I'll stop right now. So here is the new poem, I would love to hear your opinion my dear critics:
"The unknown"
I close my eyes,
It's just the only way I can see you
Endless dream and eternal light,
Weren't we born from the unknown?
My life,
Strange puzzle full of hopes
One piece finds it's rightfull place
And yet, another one falls
Into the unknown...
The mistery of your embrace,
A feeling I still wish I could adore,
A word we call "Love"
All falls
Into the unknown...
Today I dream and hope by myself,
Tomorrow I will lose all my beliefs again
Only darkness, fears and tears,
Will lose themselves like always
Into the unknown...
My heart, my mind,
My passion, my hopes,
All surround you
And fade once more
Into the unknown...
I want to fall,
I want to hold you hand,
I want to fade,
I want to lose myself,
Into the unknown...
Thank you everyone for the comments on my last post! And SweetD that's the most beautifull compliment I have ever received. Really! I just had to tell you. I read so many times... Thank you!
Sorry I haven't commented lately, school is keeping me so busy. But the week-end is near and I promise I will comment on every single post!
My post ends here, I have to study at math! Have an awesome week-end everybody!
Peace and luff,.
Lory.
L O V E ___ B E R R I S H ! _________ designed by Chibi Graphics
Eternal Hiatus...
Hy! How about a strawberry? But first... Lory left forever... Only I stand here alone, guarding this place as she asked me to. But luckly she will still submit, her work here, on The Otaku! Please visit her portofolio, I promise you won't be dissapointed!
And Lory asked me to say "Thank you!" to all the wonderfull people she met here during this lovely years!
Where am I now?
May, 9th 2008 17:55 PM
Currently working on: Some new wallpapers. Latest great movie seen: Might not be my latest, but it's worth mentioning "The comunist raid" ( translation from: "Marele jaf comunist"). Conclusion: romanian directors rock! Latest album downloaded: Maria Rita ~ Maria Rita (genre: brazilian jazz) Latest books bought: "Written on the body" by Jeanette Winterson & "Yours sincerely, Surik" by Ludmila Ulitkaia Latest book read: "Time traveler's wife" ~ Audrey Niffenegger. Conclusion: dought at first I tought I made a wrong choice, it turn out to be a really great book. Latest great events: My life is boring at the time, no great events for now. Latest mundane events: This week's tests, furture predictions indicate low marks. Future plans: Comment more on posts, I know you all hate my laziness!
Current mood: Fine... Music mood: Sailor Moon R ~ "Otome no policy" ( "Maide's policy") Current date: 10th March 2007 Current time: 6:21 PM
Spring is finally here!
I don't even know why I've mentioned that, but anyway...
I really missed you guys! I hope is everybody is doing great. Me, I'm just fine, a little tired and feeling strange.
I know I haven't been visiting any of your sites lately and I trully apologize.
Still I've been submitting wallpapers that if you are interested, you can check out anytime.
Now, I have a really important news to mention. Lately I've been writing poems! Can you believe it? Of course, I know I sound stupid.
But I can hardly believe it myself, since I never could write poems in the first place.
Now the trouble with me is, I write them and after a few days I hate them. Yes, I think the last poem I wrote is kind of pathetic, but I'll post it anyway.
Here it is:
"Broken glass and broken mirrors"
Broken glass and broken mirrors
Hide lost blue feelings
Wrapped around a never ending
Fantasy called "Time".
Broken glass and broken mirrors
Trapped away forever my one true dream...
Only love reflected by ilussions
And a lot of tears...
Broken glass and broken mirrors
Pieces of enchanting masks
I leave behind...
I wish I could cast
An endless spell over my secret path...
Broken glass and broken mirrors
Reveal the mistery of your soul
An unseen story that has never been told...
Broken glass and broken mirrors
An unforgettable immortality
Wrapped around my hidden dreams
Now I turn around and find
All my past fears trapped in
Broken glass and broken mirrors...
Ok, this post is getting too long. So I'll end it now.
Not until I'll post some avatars I did a few minutes ago, feel free to use them:
If you managed to read it all thank you very much! Have a great week-end everybody!
Peace and luff,
Lory.
And the singer is british I think... I'm really starting to think that I do like british/irish singers a lot. 
