myOtaku.com: Hotaru and Rini
Sunday, October 2, 2005
Current Mood: Broken
Please... help me... I'm so broken. They think they can't hurt me. They think they can walk all over me. They're wrong. They've hurt me so much. I can't bear it. I can't bear to wake up and look in the mirror, only to see the person they broke, the person they killed. They ripped my heart in two, and I can't put it back together.
They don't care what pain they cause. It's all about seeing me cry. And that's what I'm doing. I can't stop. It makes it hard to see, hard to type.
I don't want to go back. If I go back, they'll be there. I wish I could be home schooled. It'd make my life so much less painful. I wish I could cry and share my feelings, but I can't... No one really understands the real me.
It felt good to say that, but it wasn't enough. I'm sorry for the burden. Ignore this if you wish.