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Saturday, November 10, 2007

   "I wear a belt of batteries, so I wont float away"
Soi Fon
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First of all, Im sorry pirategaara for not having ANY time AT ALL this weekend to submit your shit. i didnt know I had to go to my dad's house this weekend because NO ONE notitfied me at all of my schedule for this weekend. I didnt even have the time to finish my meme(dont ask), which is sad cuz when I did have the time yesterday I spent it pretty much on that only.

Well today my dad took us to Martian Child, it was a wonderful movie and it made me cry. My dad made fun of me because of that even though later he said it took a lot to keep him from crying too. He probably forgot he even laughed. And since we were at the mall and dad had some money he let my sibs and me get some beanie babies. I got a sister for my dragon Magic, her name is Scorch. I know, Im lucky that my parents let me buy stuff a lot. But whenever I buy something Im grateful, but after I get stuff I feel emptier for some reason.
This empty feeling has been taking over me A LOT recently.

Im not really happy at all. I hate almostr everything to an extent because everything's always diappointing me. Especially those fucking "fans" of mine. its like I dont even exist anymore. And the people who do pay attention to me, keep on bugging me somehow, it's like I have PMS ALL THE TIME. And now Im thinking about my fucktarded ex more than ever! Which makes absolutely no sense at all. And lately I just cant stop crying, I dont know why. Im even crying right now.

and now it even seems like Im enjoying deviantart more than theOtaku and I fucking HATE deviantart most of the time! I swear I dont know what the fuck is wrong w/ me. no matter how many times Im told Im depressed and shit I still dont even know a single thing about what Im feeling and why. You'd think it was just because Im a teenager but its not, I know at least that much. i just wish someone could help make me feel better and that I didnt hurt anybody so much.....dammit....

Oh and to those of you who know UzumakiKitai, I dont think she can really come to her account on her anymore. Im not sure but right now she doesnt have the time. Dont expect her to thew update or even visit. Shes really busy. But things are going good for her. Shes seeing a guy and she had a good birthday party from what I could tell.



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