Wednesday, March 21, 2007

   better
hey guys, i'm feeling better than i did yesterday. so that's good; i'm so excited about military ball, which is the big dance in ROTC. i gets to wear a pretty white dress and get my hair all done pretty, so i can't wait. since me a my boyfriend are taking a break for a week, i'm going w/my best friend and we're just going as that, friends. he's cool though and i hang around him alot. ^^ like the new bg? i do! i'm a huge tohruxkyo fan, they make the cutest couple in the whole world (besides sakuraxsayouren, they are the number one cutest couple!) so yah. that is all of my day so far, (tho i also jacked a jack skelington beanie from my friend and i've been wearing it all day along with a naruto glove. ^^) and that is all. i can't add a bit of the fanfic today cause i'm in english right now and i think my teacher is giving me the evil eye so i think i'm going to go now!! toodles!

twink out!
haseo
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

   sadness and fanfic
i'm very sad, i found out that my boyfriend (that i really liked) kinda cheated on me kinda. so i was sad yesterday, and i don't know wat to do!!! *sob* this is why i write so many love stories, cause i always want that kind of romance!!! anyhoo, here's the fanfic.

A Feeling Never Felt Before
Chapter 2, part 3

Hatoko was so surprised that she almost fell of the branch in which she was sitting on. Those eyes, that hair, that face!! Was this one of the guys she was supposed to fight?! O_o

The man obviously didn't see her (or take notice is a better term) and started to leap from tree to tree, only not seeming to notice...

WAM!!!

The man hit his head on a tree that was hidden and he fell like a fly. Hatoko immediately (though not knowing why herself) rushed over to help him.
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Hiei could feel the soft grass underneath him and the the cool wind brushing against his face. He blinked, and for a second, confused.

"HIYA!!" Hiei jumped as a pair of bright brown staring straight at him. It was a young boy; with dark brown hair that matched his eyes pulled up into a black bandana. His shirt was a dark grey tucked into a pair of dark jeans. His smile was bright, and from teh sound of his voice he guessed the boy hadn't hit puberty yet.

"The hell?"

And that is all!!!
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Monday, March 19, 2007

   blah and fanfic
today feels liek crap; spring break is over and my happiness is gone *tear* but at least i got to see my friends! ^^ i tackled most of my friends, specially my friend scott, he was really tan cause he went to the beach. i changed my bg again, i'm in a furuba (fruits basket) mood, and i have three bishies in teh show.
main one (and fav): kyo sohma (cat)
second fav: hatsuharu sohma (cow)
third fav: shigure sohma (dog)

and here's a snippet of the fanfic, i'm in class so it's hard to post!!!

A Feeling Never Felt Before
Chapter II, part 1

Author's note: Two months afterwards Hatoko was informed that she [Howl] was going to be a part of Team Toguro, for the dark tournament. The tournament was going to be in seven months, and she was going to go to Tarukane's to see her oppenents in the match as Howl, hiding in the shadows. This is where are Hatoko [Howl] is now.

Hatoko brushed her hair back from behind her ears and she scanned the tops of the what seemed like an endless ocean of green trees. She was happy for once that in this mission, though still in her hated getup, she was only going to be watching; spying in the background. She wondered whom these people were, and why Sakyo and Toguro (heaven forbid! She hated both men) took an interest to them. Then she glanced down as she heard the dead leaved crunch beneath someone's feet.

This someone was clad in all black that matched his frizzy black hair that was spiked up. A sword was on a leather strap that was across his back. He looked around, and then in the direction of Hatoko.

Hatoko was startled, and she almost fell off the tree branch in which she was crouched upon. She'd recognized those eyes anywhere. Those eyes in which had burned a way into her mind for nine years. Those glassy red eyes that seemed filled to the brim withe overflowing sadness. The boy who helped her all those years ago.

The is all for today! I hope u guys enjoyed it!!!!! ^^

twink out!

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

   a whole lotta stuff and fanfic ^_^
hey everybody!!! today has been certainly...hetic? maybe to say the least. i had to get ready for church, and i slept in and that was awful...truly...i hate being rushed. but anyhoo....i added a new video to my site. i do NOT own it, but it's pretty damn funny to say teh least. ^_^ i love it alot! it's called "NARUTOWNED" and i have to say it's one of the funniest videos i've ever watched (besides a yyh dub over of "if u wanna be my lover" now that one was priceless, but unfortunately youtube took that off...T^T). and now for fanfic!!!

A Feeling Never Felt Before
Chapter I, part...3 i think...

Hatoko collapsed, the vivid image still fresh in her mind [the flashback is over]. She cursed and hit the ground with all her might, causing the earth below her to explode. She wanted to forget it, to feel as if it was like any easy mission. But she couldn't; killing someone she didn't know, sheading their blood, it didn't bother her. But seeing someone, the only one she'd ever cared for, dying because of her, when she was the cause, was like driving a knife into her. And the more she thought about it, the more that knife twisted.
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Sakyo glanced over at the old mahogony granfather clock as it chimed for 12:00 a.m. Hatoko, or should he say Howl, should've been back by now.

"SAKYO-SAMA!!!" a scream echoed in teh vast empty hallways. 'Speak of the Devil' he thought, a wide smirk starting to adorn his face as Hatoko stormed in. He chuckled.

"Someone seems angry," he commented, crossing his legs and staring innocently at her. Tears streamed from her face, as she hit the closest wall.

"God****n you Sakyo! You knew the whole damn time! Didn't u!? You knew he was my friend!" she screamed, her tears pitter pattering on the wood floor like a light rain. Sakyo shrugged.

"And if I did? What are you going to do about it?" he questioned, his eyes cutting into hers. Hatoko flinched at teh knife like words. She then became quiet and muttered something of a "mission complete" threw the satchel of money on his desk and stormed out of the room.

Chapter I end.

So how do y'all like it so far? it's been harder as i said before cause i've kinda been going at the top of my head, simply writing wat sounds best at the time. then i get mad later as i read it and want to change it! lol. i have to say tho this is one of my favorite fanfictions, simply because later i add a decent amount of humor, tho to me i still keep the story dramatic and serious. kinda like the show itself. ^^ that's why i really liked yyh. and if anyone was wondering, hatoko is alot like myself, and is based kinda on how i feel about things. and there's actually something behind her name! ^^

Hatoko Williams

I got the name "Hatoko" from angelic layer cause i had just started to watch the show and i loved it so much.

"Williams" is my very best friends from my old school last name. She was very similar to Hatoko, and kinda a small inspiration.

and that is all! sorry if i bored u!!!

twink out!
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

   hey guys
no fanfic today, sorry, i might be able to post a bit later, but today is my mom's birthday and i have to cater to her all day long! (like i haven't been doing that for the past two days...=_=) but still, she's my mommy and i'll do wat she asks. it's a very sad day tho cause Jaguar said (or her roomate) said that she's going to be out cause she hurt her leg aand she won't be on for a month!! *sob* i'm very sad...but anyhoo, talk to u ppl laters!!!

twink out!
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Friday, March 16, 2007

   Weird and fanfic
hey guys! well, i lived through a whole day of driving around in a car and going into dumb old stores. it was retarded; but i guess it made my parents happy so it wasn't a total waste...maybe...today we're just going to a quick outing to teh mall...i'm probably going to be bored out of my mind, but that's okay cause mom said i had free rein when we got back! ^^ well, i'll try to make this fanfic a little bit longer than the last big, especially since i seem to be typing faster than i normally do! ^^

A Feeling Never Felt Before
Chatper I, part 3

Hatoko brushed her long hair from her eyes, still staring. She wondered how long Sakyo was going to make her do all of this, if he was ever going to let up. She looked at her hand; though now it was clean, only moments ago it was covered in a fresh coat crimson. She shivered.

She thought about what her father would have made her do at this point, or if her father really cared about her. Hatoko's thoughts ventured as far as thinking about her nonexistent mother, a woman she'd never seen before in her life, nor even heard about. Hatoko reached for her back pocket and grabbed a simple gold watch; the only heirloom she had, despite her wealthy father. She shrugged, and hopped up from the ground, realizing then that the soft grass had been wet, and now her butt seemed to be drenched.

'Wonderful' she thought, trying to dry it, failing horribly. She looked at her bag and realized she'd acutally brought her normal clothes with her. Though she couldn't change in a public area, not with the satchel of money and the feds everywhere.

Hatoko frantically looked around for anyone, and she meant anyone, that could be around. But the forest was strangely quiet tonight. No birds, no sound of winds chimes, nothing. It was as if everything had died...she sighed; what bit of humanity she'd ever had seem to have left...'Jacob was right, I am a demon...'(note from me: all flashblacks will have *around them* because i don't have italics, just a note)

*"Please, stop, don't hurt me!!" the man scampered back like a beaten puppuy, his eyes wide with fear. Howl took a step forward, and his lips parted into an evil grin.

"Sorry man, gotta do my job," Howl shrugged, looming over the man. The man cowered before him, tears rolling down his cheeks. "but...if you tell me where the money is now, i might just make death quicker for you, it would save me so much trouble..." Howl explained. He thought then that the man was going to tell him, only--

BANG!

If Howl had stood where he just had a split second ago, there would have been a hole the size of a golfball in his left shoulder. Luckily, Howl saw the gun, and tried to take the gun from him, and it ended up shooting the diamond chandelier. Shards fell, and one even glided down Howl's cheek, blood trickling down. The man, who's arm Howl held fiercely, spat in his face.

"God****n you demon! Who sent you!?" Howl was taken back; demon? Howl hit the man sharply across the face, sending him into the back wall. If Howl was to get that money without killing everyone...he'd need a hostage, and this guy would do, only he needed him alive. As Howl went to pick him up as well as the gun, the man (whom he thought was unconsious at the time) grabbed his leg.

"I know you...you're William's girl...remmeber me? I'm the boy you played with in teh summers..."

Howl's eyes widened; suddenly remmebering the boy. His big smile, his happy go lucky attitude...he shook his head. He was the mission right now.

"I don't know who you're talking about..." Howl said, his voice still masked as a man's. The man shook his head.

"I know you, I know you're eyes. You're Hatoko Williams. You're in Sakyo's hold now, aren't you?" Howl didn't say anything, but his gaze turned to the man's eyes, Jacob's eyes, if he remembered correctly. He collapsed.

Sobs came from Howl, who was no longer hiding her gender.

"I'm sorry...I really am..." she sobbed. Jacob had been her first friend, her only friend, in years...her first crush, everything for a time revolved around him. She would wait eagerly for summer to arrive, not for school to end, because she stayed at home and studied, but for Jacob. The visists ended when she was thirteen and he was fifteen. Through her fingers, she saw he still had the same dark hair that was neatly cut, and the same jade eyes. Only now he was taller, more filled in, and would've been able to been called handsome, if he wasn't covered in splatters of blood and bruises.

She heard the glass crunch as Jacob crawled his way over towards her. He placed his warm hands against her cold back. She flinched; and tears were shed, and Jacob fell.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

   mad and fanfic
oo, my parents piss me off ever so much! i mean, they feel i have to go "family bonding" at like every second! first it's "let's go do retarded yardwork that'll burn in the heat anyways like it did last year" and "let's go on a retarded roadtrip to a winery so we can taste wine! o, and u two can't bring anything; ipods, gameboys, ect." piss me off man! i swear!!!but enough of my ranting. here's a snippet of the fanfic! ^^ it's not going to be long cause i have to get ready. =_=

A Feeling Never Felt Before
Chapter I, part 2

Howl sighed, and threw his arms behind his head; though careful not to undo his bandana. The mission was easy, too easy for his taste. The leather satchel was filled the top w/the old geezer's money and Howl had made sure he'd framed it on the butler; whom Howl slyly snuck 1000 dollars into his bank account, making it appear the man was after his master's wealth. Pariatlly anyways.

Howl looked up at the frothy night sky, and flopped down onto teh fluffy grass, lying is head back. He wondered how long Sakyo was going to make him work like this. He reached back for his bandana and pulled, and out come the long brown locks.

Hatoko hated being Howl with a passion.
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

sorry
i know i hadn't posted in a while, but i've been at my friends house (still am, she's acutally now part of our happy family of theotaku! her name is kaname luver, and she's kickass! so visit her site if u will! ^_^) ukm, right, i just finished watching sleepy hollow, it was a good movie, and jonhny depp is a really good actor. well, sorry there is no fanfic today, but i'll try and post later! laters!

twink out!
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sorry
i know i hadn't posted in a while, but i've been at my friends house (still am, she's acutally now part of our happy family of theotaku! her name is kaname luver, and she's kickass! so visit her site if u will! ^_^) ukm, right, i just finished watching sleepy hollow, it was a good movie, and jonhny depp is a really good actor. well, sorry there is no fanfic today, but i'll try and post later! laters!

twink out!
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Monday, March 12, 2007

   OMG!
my hiei fanmanga is already up! (it's teh same thing as the fanfic u've been reading!) and i just added it! heheheh, i hope u guys check it out!!!!!
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