Saturday, November 15, 2008

   And an enemy aproaches!
Should I crush it to dust? Should I smash his hopes into a pool of his own blood? Should I break his bones, one by one? So many choices, so little time...
Maybe I'll just what I always do, and make him comprehend that he is nothing compared to me. That I'm the best option there is, even with my faults. And do this from the top of my hat ^^
Yeah, he will hate me. I think they always do; the chance of him understanding how little he knows about everything is close to zero... But anyway, this kind of people deserve to suffer: having their shitty lifes, thinking they know what friendship is, believing that his common dreams will be fulfilled... I might not be the best person to do it, but if not, who will?
I have all the weapons I need with me. My mouse, my keyboard, and my mind. Even if this isn't enough, I have my body, my mouth, and every cell screaming for a chance to be useful.

The only thing is, there are still things I must do before taking any action. Will my presence be enough to change her feelings? Will my words make her heart warm? Will my scream reach out from my masks and land into her open arms?... Only future will tell, but I don't plan on crossing my arms maiting for it.

After all, I have that power. I still don't know if I have the willpower to use such explicit manipulation on someone. But there is a motivations, and a good reason, so I think I could use it as a final resource, to end things once and for all! But then again, I feel that if I use it, I could become addicted by the feeling of power and control over, well, anyone. Anyway, there are reasons for me to drop this subject, but i really have to say, from the bottom of my heart, that I don't want'em to happen. It's been too long since I had this urge to destroy and anihilate a being.

Oh yes, the anger. How can people like this still exist?! Anyway, I'm convinced that his pseudo-hapiness of ignorance will soon fade. I will take the light from his path, leave him into darkness, and laugh out loud. I know I'm capable of doing it, I already did something alike from so much less... I hope he gets prepared soon, because Gnuoy is coming, and he won't leave anything behind!

And I have to say, I love it! This rage, this anger that poisons my veins and makes me more of a brute than anything, those thoughts that bring me to see my enemy lying on the floor, bowing to my presence! How could they even want to defy me?! I could even have mercy on them, because they didn't know who they were messing with; but I don't want to. I want to break his hopes like thin bottles, and waste his thoughts. I'll have Anon at my side, because I am Anon. He fights blidly, and I know his weak spots. How far will I go to exploit'em? This just depends on how long he will stand. The more the heavier, and he shall know the meaning of despair, anger, hate, and ultimately leave the battlefield as a looser, but maybe stronger.


Hmm, I might have been a little selfcentric on my words here, but I just wanna store this moment for eternity, so I can remember it when my quest is complete ^^

So, time to go to bed now... Farewell to myself, and anyone who joins me on this quest. May C-chan rest calmly before the storm arives ^^
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