To all my friends out there:
^ That's true.
Sunday, July 1, 2007
I feel broken inside.
My boyfriend and I broke up. Between the distance and my doubts about next year, I just couldn't stay with him. Now that I think about it, it was the right thing to do. I'll meet other guys and have my heart broken, and I'll break hearts. But oh well, at least he'll be better off. He probably doesn't understand WHY I broke up with him, but he doesn't need to.
How's everyone else?
Friday, June 29, 2007
I have NO time to myself at home anymore. My mom always invites people over and I have to stay outside with them. It really ticks me off.
Three days in a row now, and it's the first time I've been able to get on the damned computer.
How are the rest of you?
Monday, June 18, 2007
I'm so tired of pretending everything's ok. My tears are starting to show and my smile's fading away.
My mother's been rejecting me lately. Nothing new. She told me to get the hell out her house, so I'm waiting till I get enough money so I can move out. I hope she knows that when I leave I'm not coming back. All she does is make my life a living hell. I've been turning to friends latley to talk to, I don't want anything to do with my family.
I'm like two different people in school and at home. In school I act happy, plastering a smile on my face and acting like everything's fine. Reality? My mom hits me for stupid reasons, I cut myself, and people I know and love died.
Hope everyone's lives have been better.