Thursday, October 20, 2005

   hi everyone1!!!
mmmm otaku.
hows everyones life goin? good? goooood. ive been really depressed but decided not to bitcha nd moan in the this blog...like i usually do. ^-^ so a suicide attempt later annnd...flameys gets lil happier!
im so messed up that way...
m, school is..going?? my minds kinda like..rrrrrr....during school. no thoughts. doin good in all class save french. omfg. DAMN FRENCH TO HELL!!!! not that i dont sleep through the class but w/e. o0 0o whhaatttt they make me get up early...
dates dates dates. i really hate boys. horny bastards. -.- welllll...maybe not two boys...^^ sorry ill stop with my naughty thoughts right now.
kaze finally gave me ceres to watch. ...gr i dunno if i mentione this last post..youll al hear it again. WORST VOICE ACTORS EVERRRRR. at least the english has 'em.
bobobobobobobo- dude.....seriously....dude...
eexxxxcatly.
j'adore mon petit garcon.
^-^ love to everyone.
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Saturday, October 1, 2005

   new arrtttt!!!!
i gave amaki atleast 4 new pictures to put for youuu!!!! ^-^ including a new selfportrait because my old one 1-suckkkkssss 2-loks nothing like me! welp, the art should be up soon. i also have two new yaoi charcters (that are not featured...in fact..noone of my imagination is there. mostly its these two nameless people who are in love. odd...) peter...and..norman i think.. i have no idea why those are there names but they are adn i like them. ^-^ so there. love peace and chicken grease!

heartache is getting better btw. drowning myself in other guys. dad says the onlty reason boys even talk to you is for your boobs. and you know what i said? your just jealous im friends with guys. and he had no reply. haha! flame the allknowing and sexy stikes again!!! buwahahhaha.
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Friday, September 23, 2005

   ....woh...
and im single again.....
mutually....
but still...
emtpyness...
and tears...

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Monday, September 19, 2005

   is that smiley face throwing up?
home sick. watching lotr. trying to find something to eat, the allure of the internet too strong. homecoming was fun. snuggled with rachels older borther after. ^-^ i <3 snuggles. anyone wanna buy my some panera broccali and cheese soup right now? pllease....
gonna watch grave of the fireflies as soon as legolas becomes to boring.

fuck. annnd the head achy crampy nausea is back. T.T

later taters.
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

   fuck that shit.
ugh. i hate picture day. i dont wanna go to picture day. no.no.no.no. no picture day.

anyway, tired as fuck. how are pajama pants a distruption to a learning institution??just seriously...answer me that qestion with no bullshit...

you cant. the MAN just doesnt want me to wear my pjs to school cause of the energy crisis!!! ha!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!

*cough* got a cold somehow. the live in NE ohio you know, colds. thats where they originated i think. hell, cold should be the anme of our region.

bah. humbug. ^-^ more drawings....still no scanner T.T
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005

   sooooooooooooooooo
i love high school
i love mr torma
i love block scheduling


no comments makes flamey sad...:(

anyway. i keep having these revolting periods of sadness when my stomach flip flops over and over. i should write...alot..about it.
^-^ be happy!! my scanners almost hooked up. that means pretty pictures for you all!!!
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

   ....HEELLL NOOO
tomorrow i start hs bitches.
*scared*
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Monday, August 22, 2005

   im sorry im talking about him so much
so he tells me this chick likes him and since she found out that he has me she hasnt talked to anyone and i guess has gotten really depressed. i told him it wasnt his fault but hes still al depressed.
ok. wtf.....
i have all these guys hitting on me all the fucking time(like tonight)(im not meaning to sound like a totalk bitch if i am) but its fucking hard ok? all my friends can flirt and shit and im like...i love him so much..and all these guys like...i dont know...
is this normal anyway..how jared feels? are guys supposed to have this remorse..??
*confused*
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Friday, August 19, 2005

   ummm boy trouble...
ok....this is wierd..i have nt gottena letter from jared in forever and even though he said he sent a present and letter for my birthday(more caring about letter, im not THAT high manentence) there hasnt been a site of it. and then there are these girls on myspace telling him that they love him. ok. i tell my bi friend matt that i love him but he hasnt a significant other, jared knows matt, its not that big of a deal. but these girrls.....ughhh..
i cant deal with this. its getting me depressed.

little girl, so pretty when you cry
sometimes he whispers back a lullabye
He'll rememberin his dreams
your silent tortured screams
though he doesnt see it
your smiles only dimly lit
you wonder if your love's in vain
shouldnt he sence your pain?
you try and tell the boy
but he'll just be playing with a toy
poor little china doll
we'll know soon if you'll break as you fall.
-tanya sai
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Sunday, August 14, 2005

o0 0o
i had a dream about mega matt. and how i had to live with him at meijers. wierd.
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