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the best song ever Killing Loneliness by HIM
Hallowed be thy name-Cradle of filth

I'm waiting in my cold cell, when the bell begins to chime;
Reflecting on my past life, and it doesn't have much time;
'Cause at 5 o'clock, they take me to the Gallows pole;
The sands of time, for me are running low...

Mother fuckers!

Running low...

When the priest comes to read me the last rights;
I take a look through the bars at the last sights;
Of a world that has gone very wrong for me...

Could it be that there's some sort of error?
Hard to stop the surmounting terror;
Is it really the end or some crazy dream?

Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming;
It's not easy to stop from screaming;
Words escape me when I try to speak...

Tears, they flow; but why am I crying?
After all, I'm not afraid of dying;
Do not believe that there never is an end...

As the guards bring me out to the courtyard;
Somebody cries from a cell, "God be with you!"
If there's a god then why does he let me die?

As I walk, all my life drifts before me;
And though the end is near, I'm not sorry;
Catch my soul, it's willing to fly away...

Mark my words, believe my soul lives on;
Don't worry, now that I have gone;
I've gone beyond to see the truth...

So when you know that your time is close at hand;
Maybe then you'll begin to understand;
Life down there is just a strange illusion...


The song about my life lol

Birthplace:laknovehigkeai GRAND RAPIDS
Current Location:cockford (rockford)
Eye Color:silver
Hair Color:black/brown
Right Handed or Left Handed:both
Your Heritage:what the fuck
The Shoes You Wore Today:my sexy converse
Your Weakness:depression/sexy chicks
Your Fears:my father.....
Your Perfect Pizza:i hate pizza
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:to stay with my darling
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:shut the fuck up cunt!
Thoughts First Waking Up:why am i here?
Your Best Physical Feature:my eyes i guess
Your Bedtime:fuck that shit
Your Most Missed Memory:haha im glad to get rid of them
Pepsi or Coke:COKE
MacDonalds or Burger King:MACDONALDS bk sux
Single or Group Dates:single *wink wink*
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:BOTH
Chocolate or Vanilla:Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:both
Do you Smoke:yes
Do you Swear:yes
Do you Sing:no i scream
Do you Shower Daily:yes
Have you Been in Love:yes
Do you want to go to College:idk
Do you want to get Married:yes
Do you belive in yourself:not really
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:haha EWW
Are you a Health Freak:fuck off no im not
Do you get along with your Parents:nope, i hat emy dad and i havnt seen my mom since i was 3
Do you like Thunderstorms:YES i like to run around in them
Do you play an Instrument:
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:yup
In the past month have you Smoked:yup
In the past month have you been on Drugs:yup
In the past month have you gone on a Date:no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:i despise themall cep for hottopic
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:YESSSS
In the past month have you been on Stage:yup band
In the past month have you been Dumped:yup
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:yea hha
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:yea
Ever been Drunk:yup
Ever been called a Tease:yess
Ever been Beaten up:yes :(
Ever Shoplifted:yup
How do you want to Die:myself with my woman in my arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:actor/screamer for a band
What country would you most like to Visit:ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:silver or very ery dark
Favourite Hair Color:black
Short or Long Hair:either works as long as its not a boy cut
Height:doesnt matter just can tbe taller than me
Weight:fuck weight! it dont matter!
Best Clothing Style:EMO PUNK FISHNETS HOOKER yummy! hehe
Number of Drugs I have taken:too many to count!!
Number of CDs I own:tooooo many
Number of Piercings:lip, ears, eyebrow. (snakebite, which is two on lip)
Number of Tattoos:none yet
Number of things in my Past I Regret:100000000000000000000000000000000000000


Friday, December 15, 2006

   call me creepy...because i am...hahaha HER GHOST IN THE FOG!!!
"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But on, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snos
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An imquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog

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Thursday, November 9, 2006



uhhhh lettttts think...



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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

   hmmmm what the fuck?
yea im bak...ugh ive got a stupid bitch chasing me and she looks like a fucking muddy bull frog! lol but omg shes so gross and she smells like tuna and sex!!!!!!! she just cant wait to "get in my pants" which she never will because im very devoted to my girlfriend Ashlee. so yea...uhh what should i do about this problem??

i know!!

BECOME UGLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol ill shave my head (well trim it down first) get rid of my earing and lip ring (even tho i just got it done -_-) and wear work clothes to skool instead of studded belts and baggy pants and


i could never do that lmao


Much love


P.S like meh dolphins?? they're sexy huh?? lol

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