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Life has always been so cruel to me...but I tend to take it as it comes, and never ask questions. There has never been anything I have excelled at, and I don't think there ever will be. I am alone, and cherish the silence. I hold no one close, and hope to never. I expect no sympathy from you, or from anyone. Call me what you will. Think of me as you may. I am not emo, nor goth, nor geeky, nor preppy, or any other pointless and childish label. I am who I am and there is nothing you can do to change it. I probably have the lowest self esteem you'll ever know. I find that everyone is above me, never below...It's rude to do such a thing, anyway. I am gay. And no, I do not have a lisp. No, I do not think everyone hates me(like most gays do.). I am gay, and there is nothing else to say about the matter. -_-' Please. Do not expect art from me. Ever. I am here merely as a fan, never as an artist. I find each and every one of you brave to put your art on display to the public, but I am saddened when none of you realized the critism and hate that comes along with that.

Your Fan,
Failure By Design.

Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso....



Wednesday, November 7, 2007


How It Feels To Be Alone and Not Believe.
It's been far too long since I've been on here. It's funny how school can stress someone out so bad. But when you try and get practically perfect grades...You can't help but act stressed. But it isn't as if I have any distractions. With the lack of communication between my so-called "peers", it seems all too easy for me. But lately...It hasn't. There's a new boy at my school, and he is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. Whenever he's around it seems like my heart instantly drops. He's so...So breath taking. I didn't think there could ever be anyone so gorgeous. His mere presence, even the sound of his name makes my brain so scrambled and I can't think straight. He sits infront of me in English. That might explain an E or two. Sometimes he'll look back at me, and simply smile. What an angelic smile it is. Gosh. It's so hard to explain him in words. If only I could draw. But I don't even think a drawing could capture his amazing-ness.

Wow. I Really Need To Get A Grip.

Your Fan,
Failure By Design.

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Saturday, August 25, 2007


Everything Can Change Just Like That.
Hello all. This is my first post, so I suppose I must introduce myself. First off, I recommend you read my top intro. There is so much to say about my life, but in a short paragraph, that is where I sum it up. But anyway, to continue. My name is Adrian. I am 17, and about to become a Junior in High School (I sadly failed a grade.). I guess you could say I have friends, but none too close. Music is my savoir, and I am into anything that hasn't been played on MTV. From First To Last is my favorite band, most deffinately. Though I still think Sonny Moore is an asshole for leaving. I love anime. But usually don't watch the shows, though I do read a LOT of manga. Though I sadly do not draw. So I am here to support the brave and talented.

Hm. I Think I might have told you too much..
I suppose I'll go.

Your Fan,
Failure By Design.

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