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Thursday, August 26, 2004
hey
hey u know who u r who told me 2 tell my shrink about my parents well to let u all know these r not my birth parents so I told my shrink and he told my REAL parents (YEAH!!!) and their coming out here but i would have 2 go w/ them SHOOT my life is SO messed up!!! shoot!!! well I'll figure something out!!
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hey
hey if ya'll read below and will talk 2 me and help me please PM me or MSN IM me my email for that is pippins_girl13@yahoo.com and if u have AOL IM u can talk 2 me my name is Frodos Kyo Gurl and u can email me at estansseelessar@yahoo.com so thnx please read below and help thnx EVERYONE!!!
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ok
k, u guys i well now explain what's happenin'. ok first I got 2 go 2 the renissance festival it was fun except from my depression pills and the heat I got sick, (almost puking) plus with my "condition" ( where I can't smile or show emotion) I could laugh but not smile or show the right emotion and everthing was SO funny!! then when I got home I had 2 clean the WHOLE house in 2 hrs b4 my parents would be home. but i got so sick and fainted 1/2 way though cleaning and when the rents got home they YELLED at me 4 FAINTING!!! then my mom wouldn't let me drink any water because I "didn't deserve it" plus I had soccer practice then on Monday (all this b4 was sunday) and we were suppose to have 2 practices but u had 2 pick ONE 2 go 2 and my mom made me go to both and I got REALLY REALLY REALLY sick!! then I found out Marik (my bf) might have 2 have his arm surgery and fix it because when he got stabbed he got hit in an artery and it keeps opening and bleeding!!! ( almost bleeding him to DEATH!!!!) K then yesterday I 4got 2 take my meds and I got really sick and was puking every 5mins and I still got YELLED at and had 2 finish my chores. also we had 2 put my horse 2 sleep that I've had since I was born!! well thnx you guys for ACUALLY listenin' to me and for caring I REALLY REALLY appricheate it!!!!
side notes:
1) if u wanna know my "condition" and depression is gettin WAY WAY WORSE!!!
2) Marik (my bf) well.... *starts crying* well he might NOT make "it through"
3) i got a DAGGER and a letter opener at the ren festival and they're REALLY pretty and sharp
4) now my condition is SO bad I can't smile at ALL!!!!!
ttyl
~~*~~*~Princess Estansse~*~~*~~
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
k guys can't talk *runs screamin' and cryin'*
can't talk now I'll finally right it LATE 2night
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Monday, August 23, 2004
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I'm on a slow computer right now but when i get home or lata probably when my folks r sleepin' I'll explain thnx 4 caring
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hey
hey guys CAN'T talk right now i can't i'm cryin' SO SO SO hard I''m shackin' but I WILL talk 2 ya'll 2morrow I PROMISE!! well ttyl!!
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Sunday, August 22, 2004
hey ya'll
hey everyone guess what I get 2 go 2 the Ren festival 2day!!! YEAH!!!!!!!! other than that though my life SUX!!!!!!!!!! it's been extremly bad 4 me this weekend well I'll tell ya'll lata it's 2:oo am here g2g 2 bed !! well ttyl!!
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
hey everone
well thank you all for trying to help thanks keep it up i feel a little beta w/ u guys but still can't show emotion well hey I have to go 2 the hospital because my bf is there they have to look at his arm again they might have 2 give him surgery so i guess I'll ttyl but keep up caring about me *huggs everyone* i love u guys thnx!! well PM me or something if u wanna talk THANK YOU!!
*bows*
~~*~~*~~Princess Estansse~~*~~~*~~
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hey
good lord as I thought I was getting beta I just craked and now I feel so bad i feel like I'm going to puke and i just wanna laugh and smile but I can't no matter what well ttya'll lata!!
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HEY!!! *smile* i write because all ya'll know I can't really
if ur confused about me smiling read my top post from yesterday my life is so messed up but 2 day until the ren festival!! HORRAY!!! *wink* guess what my bf scared the crap out of me like an hour ago like 12:00 am here he was outside on my porch-thingy and I walked out there to find him and he didn't make any noise so i didn't think he was there and then he walked up right behind me and scared the crap out of me by tapping me on the sholder now I think it was funny but at the time based on everything going on I just cried!! well hey I g2g to bed it's like 2:00am here so I got to sleep waking up at 4:00 every morning doesn't help anything!! well ttyl!!
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