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Wednesday, August 25, 2004


ok
k, u guys i well now explain what's happenin'. ok first I got 2 go 2 the renissance festival it was fun except from my depression pills and the heat I got sick, (almost puking) plus with my "condition" ( where I can't smile or show emotion) I could laugh but not smile or show the right emotion and everthing was SO funny!! then when I got home I had 2 clean the WHOLE house in 2 hrs b4 my parents would be home. but i got so sick and fainted 1/2 way though cleaning and when the rents got home they YELLED at me 4 FAINTING!!! then my mom wouldn't let me drink any water because I "didn't deserve it" plus I had soccer practice then on Monday (all this b4 was sunday) and we were suppose to have 2 practices but u had 2 pick ONE 2 go 2 and my mom made me go to both and I got REALLY REALLY REALLY sick!! then I found out Marik (my bf) might have 2 have his arm surgery and fix it because when he got stabbed he got hit in an artery and it keeps opening and bleeding!!! ( almost bleeding him to DEATH!!!!) K then yesterday I 4got 2 take my meds and I got really sick and was puking every 5mins and I still got YELLED at and had 2 finish my chores. also we had 2 put my horse 2 sleep that I've had since I was born!! well thnx you guys for ACUALLY listenin' to me and for caring I REALLY REALLY appricheate it!!!!

side notes:
1) if u wanna know my "condition" and depression is gettin WAY WAY WORSE!!!
2) Marik (my bf) well.... *starts crying* well he might NOT make "it through"
3) i got a DAGGER and a letter opener at the ren festival and they're REALLY pretty and sharp
4) now my condition is SO bad I can't smile at ALL!!!!!


ttyl


~~*~~*~Princess Estansse~*~~*~~

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