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this is me my name is matt i am an emo boy
i play the acoustic guitar and bass guitar currently i am looking for other band members for all of mine have left *sob* anyways i live the emo life i write songs and poetry and i cry alot to get this strait i am not much of a guy i am male but it is easier just to think about me as a girl anyways i love emo music and for bands i love thursday, the early november, senses fail, taking back sunday, bright eyes, death cab for cutie, the get up kids, fallout boy, sugarcult, midtown, blink-182 and box car racer, the juliana theory, feeling left out,hot hot heat, vendetta red, the ataris,brand new, the decandents, the ramones,but i'll stop there
in my free time i of course indulge in anime (love naruto) and i also like philosophy in more of my free time i enjoy the night ...midnight and i walk and stare at the moon and the stars from the swings at the rec center across from my neiborhood(yeah i spell like that) and i love the rain, foxes, bunnies and for dislikes anyone who thinks that they are better than anyone else people who think that money is eveything (it most certainly is important but isn't everything)

"love is hard to grasp but it is working on it that makes it truly rewarding"







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Friday, December 17, 2004


omg its been forever
well to those of you that care to keep me as a friend or the other that are still on and posting here is my life ......i do not sleep , i hardly eat i work at sonic drive in (if you call it work) i am still lonely and sad so sad even i be gane to cut on it well i have given up on haveing lots o people and have focused on my two person acoustic/electric band "its only wendsday" if any one steals it i will have to hunt you down with all of my ninja prowess and steal it(yeah i'm such a ninja that i can steal names) its mine got it well yeah the band is mainly two acoustics but for mix the second guitar is elsectric or i play some form of bass or piano ...i also have to sing so keep that in mind ... well most lately my head has been killing me i have emptied a bottle of alive and it still won't stop and to add on to that most of my limbs have started to ache, i tell ya its hell well that is a quick(yeah i call that quick) update of stuff lately hopefully soon i will be able to post my purevolume.com link so you can hear and example of my work (the music one not the sonic one) ...try to get me on aim if you wanna talk and lj is always there bye all..........
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Saturday, October 30, 2004


   no cookies
well i disabled cookies on my laptop so if anyone want to know whats going on im me or read my livejournal s/n heart_over_mind
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Monday, October 18, 2004


just say when
you could stop the pain just say now and i will leave this town
just say...
just say i love you
and that you need me and finally
to be what it is love in true form
fellings so hardcore

these words brought to you by this emo kids loss of blood

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Saturday, October 16, 2004


   consider me gone
insanity must feel something like how i am feeling so much inside and i won't come out my songs are really looking bad it is so sad really i need someone to speak to

life it really is to hard to handle i suppose that my new shirt i bought makes lots of sense now its a bayside shirt its says "life suck?" and on the back it says "kill yourself" it is so great some one ... make me feel important make me feel needed

"maybe i am a faggot american" what do you think?

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Saturday, October 2, 2004


   homecomming = paycheck
its not that i don't want to go a litt5le part of me wants to just blow off work and party... but i useually just beat the crap out of that voice he's such and idiot plus he has a mexican accent... (i wish he'd just get a job)
prolly the worse is if people come to sonic like before hommcomming then i will have to see them ... and that would make me cry and goddammit i can't cry at work they are already not likeing me for being bi-sexual that would prolly get me fired

"why did i ever think that we would be good"

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