Sunday, May 27, 2007

Hi
Time: 5:37am

Not that much time to post so I'll make this short. I woke up in the middle of the night last night, I had a table set up where I was reorganizing my Naruto cards binder along with a glass of ice tea. I wake up, accidently send a pillow flying towards the glass and it spills on and ruins some of my Naruto cards. '-_- hehe oops. Anyway, that's all really in less then five minutes I have to get ready for church.
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Saturday, May 26, 2007

Hi!
Time: 8:55am
Listening: N/A

Hello everyone! I'm getting my time back and I really don't have to do much. This is because of the fact that I need to be working 2 hours a day each day and need to get two lessons done so that is why. Oh yeah! I am also using my youtube account...(finally)...:


*was taken on my cellphone camara*

What else happened today? Oh yeah, I'm gonna see if I can visit everyone today, yeah, since it's summer and everything I can go by sites. Anyway, I'll talk to you guys later. *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!@?-/The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja\-?@!~

Listening: My Heart Strings Come Undone by Demon Hunter
Time: 9:01am
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Friday, May 25, 2007

First day of summer
Nothing much going on other then I've been watching TV, sorting my Naruto cards and have been online. Yeah, I got a media award and a presidential academic award at the assembly yesterday. Yeah, that's all really.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Decreased Internet Time FTL!
Time: 4:59am

My internet time got decreased, I had it for so long to! (at least a month, it's really rare when my dad takes away internet time [how he punishes me and my brother when we do something bad]) CURSE YOU stupid Ultimate Ninja! :-( Yes, that was the game that I was playing when I was slacking off on my chores and my internet time got decreased. What's worse is that I'm signed up to take an algebra class over the internet this summer. And, my dad's going to make it harder to earn back. I was good though and before I went on the internet I did some chores ^_^ Anyway, wish me luck on earning it back. By the way, FTL=For The Lose. *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!?@-/The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja\-@?!~
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Monday, May 21, 2007

4 more days...
4 more days and I'm done...no more school for ElvenNinja. ElvenNinja is very excited. Anyway, that's all I really wanted to post. Hope you enjoyed this exciting, yet random, tidbit *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!?@-/The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja\-@?!~
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Thursday, May 17, 2007

Disappearing...
ElvenNinja's gonna be slowly disappearing for awhile...why you ask? Well, I finally broke down and told the counsler at my school EVERYTHING (I didn't tell her absoulutly everything, I told her 99.9% of all of it) that has been going on inside my head for the past three years, ended up crying and the counsler called my parents in (because apparently they haveta call the parents in if a child is thinking about causing harm to themselves). Anyway, this emotional breakdown happened after I finally told my Social Studies teacher about these two guys picking on me for like the whole year. So yeah, the resolution that was decided was that I'm gonna get counseling over the summer, from the highschool youth pastor at my church (1. Because I know her better then some random counsler I've never met before, and 2. Apparently she's taken classes on counseling and is certified to do it and what not)

Then it was suggested that the thoughts to inflict harm on myself and my low self esteem etc. were caused by something. I pinned it on the music I listen to, but then I think my parents think it's Naruto. I'm starting to think so to...so, I'm gonna be laying off it (and possibly the internet all together). I'm thinking possibly once a week (like Friday or Saturday or something) would be good if I just use the internet watch anime etc. on that one day.

So yeah, I'm gonna start this next week, I'll still be talking to all of you. Wish me luck with this.

(I'm also gonna try laying of the manga reading [I kinda have though, been reading one title and it being Skip Beat!]. I'm gonna see if I can finally finish all of the Lord of the Rings books this summer)!
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Poems and Tagged
Yes, I got tagged by The Grantinator anyway here are my facts:

1.) I write freeverse poetry
2.) I have a poem in the poetry contest at my school.
3.) I'm nervous about my first year of highschool.
4.) I'm going to be on the drill team sophmore year.
5.) I got like seven cavities filled in one sitting.
6.) I have a sweet tooth.

Anyway, I tag Grantinator, Fluffball, Nighttime-Neko, Chimarah, squeker 1, and CrescentSunHanyou.

Now I was wondering, would you guys be intrested if I started posting some of my poetry?
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Monday, May 14, 2007

As it turns out...
Well, she was cutting but was convinced to stop. This is how it was when I called her:

Me: *crying* I'M SORRY! I'M SORRY! DON'T KILL ME!

Heh, I think though that telling the counsler was still kind of a good thing so that she doesn't do it again and she could get help with those problems that caused her to cut in the first place. *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!?@-/The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja\-@?!~
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

   I'm so dead...
Time: 5:23am

Remember how I thought one of my friends was cutting? Well guess what? Even though she told me she was she isn't. I can either assume two things:

1.) She is perfectly fine.
2.) ElvenNinja has been lied to.

I'm hoping it's the first 1, because if I've been lied to...well none of ya'll have seen me angery...really angery anyway. *slinks back to Mirkwood*

~!?@-/The AwEsOmE Elf Who Is A Ninja\-@?!~
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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Well...
Time: 3:44am

Well, I told someone about my friend, the guidance counselor at my school said she'd tell the guidance counselor at her school. I'm just really afraid about if my friend finds out. I'm just really worried she might do something worse...am I being to paranoid? @.@

Time: 3:45am
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