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Thursday, May 17, 2007
Disappearing...
ElvenNinja's gonna be slowly disappearing for awhile...why you ask? Well, I finally broke down and told the counsler at my school EVERYTHING (I didn't tell her absoulutly everything, I told her 99.9% of all of it) that has been going on inside my head for the past three years, ended up crying and the counsler called my parents in (because apparently they haveta call the parents in if a child is thinking about causing harm to themselves). Anyway, this emotional breakdown happened after I finally told my Social Studies teacher about these two guys picking on me for like the whole year. So yeah, the resolution that was decided was that I'm gonna get counseling over the summer, from the highschool youth pastor at my church (1. Because I know her better then some random counsler I've never met before, and 2. Apparently she's taken classes on counseling and is certified to do it and what not)
Then it was suggested that the thoughts to inflict harm on myself and my low self esteem etc. were caused by something. I pinned it on the music I listen to, but then I think my parents think it's Naruto. I'm starting to think so to...so, I'm gonna be laying off it (and possibly the internet all together). I'm thinking possibly once a week (like Friday or Saturday or something) would be good if I just use the internet watch anime etc. on that one day.
So yeah, I'm gonna start this next week, I'll still be talking to all of you. Wish me luck with this.
(I'm also gonna try laying of the manga reading [I kinda have though, been reading one title and it being Skip Beat!]. I'm gonna see if I can finally finish all of the Lord of the Rings books this summer)!
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