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Thursday, December 7, 2006


Yeah











Its been a while i`m not post huh?Well i`m not very busy but i just donno what to write.Anyway i got myself new friend from Singapore in runescape yesterday.Well we know each other when i making a joke about killing Santa.Then she send pm to me and as me to add her as friend..So yeah we chatting from 7:30 pm till 2 am.She`s 13 and she`s the youngest in her family and yesterday we exchange our pic though just for fun...Anyway christmas is coming but i still didn`t find suitable gift for you guys.Sorry.Well i guess that`s all....ja nie.

p/s:I`m being a naughty boy in that game cause i asking the girls to be my gf and yeah already got 5 in that game..lol.







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Tuesday, December 5, 2006


uh i`m too lazy to update

So yeah its been two days i`m been playing game that i haven`t play about a year.It is runescape.At first i`m don`t want to play this game too much but yeah finally i`ve play this game the whole day.It is online game.I`m ended up playing this game and flirting on everyone lol......anyway have a nice day guys

here`s the website if u wanna play
www.runescape.com ETERNALDARKNESS

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Monday, December 4, 2006


Yeah

Yeah i`ll upload later...... ETERNALDARKNESS

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Sunday, December 3, 2006


I`m back.....

Yeah good news.....instead of deleting this site,i think i`m just gonna closed it for a year.The reason is i would miss you guys if i delete this site and next year(2007) i`m gonna have thhe most important exam in my life.....If my results is great which is all A`s,my dream might came true...To go to japan of course and studying about anime and stuff...^_^.I`m too dumb to got all A`s so i have to study hard next year and try to gets 10 A`s.....Yeah one more year until i finished my highschool life......So after that exam finish i`ll come back to MyO..so don`t delete or be gone till next year.....Huh yesterday was my eldest and lil sis birthday though.It should be a happy night but i`m just got depressed and mad...I got a lot of pressure if there are to noisy....X_X.Plus today i`m being a bad bro and son.Today i`m just wish all of my family would die..or just make me die.It is very depressing day and the whole day i`m cursed my family though....am i bad?The one i should love the most is my mom,because she work hard for us(me and my other 5 siblings)since she got divorced.Even when my friend ask me do i love my mom,i just answer "I don`t know...maybe ya,maybe not.".I never shown that i love her at all because i`m donno if i love her or not.I am a bad son huh?Actually i hate my mom,my sis,my bro,myself and my family.I wonder why though?No wonder why i`m wanna be a manga-ka,it is because i like fantasy more than reality.That`s mean i love fake than the real one huh?Even sometimes i`m tired of this boring life and feel like wanna kill myself.But everytime i tried it never success,its too hurt.....Yeahh as you can see i am depressed right now....i might been gone from MyO about 10 months ago(i guess) but thanks to Chisu-chan i`m not.She`s the one who make me stay here and thanks to her i meet you guys.She knows me well though,even when i`m lying or not but she always got me wrong.Well what can i said human aren`t perfect right?Anyway that`s all for today ja nie Minna

Today special thanks to:
Chisu(for 10 month ago) and SweetD,you guys make me stay here Congrates

~Eriol~

Song of the Day


Quiz of the day
1.Would you hate the person you love?
2.Do you always said i love you face to face with the person and will you?

my answers
1.Ya i hate everyone but the person i love i donno
2.No yet but one day when i`ll find my true love

Quote
~Your kindness save me from drowning in darkness~

Confession of the day
-Ok actually Elli is my friend and not my gf.I`m asked her to pretend to be my gf.The reason is to be an excuse to stop me from bother my ex-gf because i am egos.So don`t get angry or mad..gommenna guys,but yeah the way we met was like i told you.....Seriously not to make my ex jealous ok.Seriously.I`m not the person who`s like to pushed other people........

Pic of the day
~Good guys in Death Note
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Friday, December 1, 2006


I`m not gonna be here for 2 days though



This is one of the reason i`ll leave MyO.Those people by their nicknames up there used to be my best buddies in MyO.But by a lil misunderstanding and my egoist,now we aren`t friend anymore.My egoist have make me hurt someone of them.Even i don`t want this to happen but it cant be turned back.No matter how much we tried to be friend again,it`ll always failed.That`s why i always change my site though.It is because i can`t forget them and you guys of course.That`s why i`ll not create other acc,because if i created other acc i`m just end up run away.Everytime i have problem i always run away and not faced the problem myself.I got to be mature now that`s why i`m gonna stop this.I don`t want to run away anymore.SO ^o^ i`ll be here until christmas.I hope i could get some great memory in MyO before i leave.Ok ja nie minna.Aishiteru........ ETERNALDARKNESS

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I`m so in love with Death Note now so here Death Note: The Last Name trailer...(its second movie).=P in japanese though no subtitle




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Thursday, November 30, 2006


If i create another account i`ll visit your site everyone.But 90% of me said that won`t happen


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You guys have been a good friend.Thanks everyone.Even it sad to said good bye,but what the hell i care,so good bye ^_^






Manatsu no Yoru no Yume
Lyrics: Suga Shikao / Music:Suga Shikao
Song:Suga Shikao

Boku ha kodoku de usotsuki
Itsumo yume bakari miteru
Kimi ha kiduitenai furi
Dakedo soredemo dakishimerunda

Marude kyuuketsuki mitai ni kimi no yasashisa wo
Suitsukushite shimau ki ga surunda

Hitotsu owaranai kanashimi ga bokura wo tsutsumikondara
Dakiatte asa wo matou
Itsuka naoranai kizuato mo bokura yuruseru no kana
Ano koro to kawaranai egao de...

Mayonaka boku ha yume wo mite
Hidoku unasarete me wo samashita
Manatsu no yoru no kurai yume
Mado no soto ni hatenai yami

Kagami no naka ni utsutta nikushimi to shitto
Ai to yokubou to nukumori to

Soshite yukkuri me wo tojitara kimi ga mabuta ni ukande
Furimuite kieteshimau yo
Moshi yakusoku no ano basho ni tadori tsukenai to shitemo
Kimi no te wo boku ha hanasanai darou...

Kimi ga yasashiku waratta tooi sekai no dekigoto mitai ni
Boku ha kodoku de usotsuki itsumo yume bakari miteru


Midsummer Night's Dream

Call me a loner and a lier
All I do is dream.
You pretend to not notice
But still I hold you close

Sometimes I feel like I'll drain all your kindness
As if I were a vampire

If one endless sadness wrap around us
Let's embrace and wait for morning to break.
And do you think one day we'll be able to forgive unhealed wounds
And smile like we used to...

In the middle of the night a saw a dream,
A terrible nightmare woke me.
A midnight summer's dream.
Outside the window is endless darkness.

(All) the mirror reflects (is) hatred and jealousy,
Love and desire and warmth.

And when I slowly closed my eyes you floated before me,
Then turned away and disappeared.
Even if I cannot reach that promised place,
I will still probably not let go of your hand...

You gave a warm smile as if in a world far away
I'm a loner and a lier all I do is dream

Death Note Image


Kira.....I`m Kira too



Death Note Trailer


ETERNALDARKNESS

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Wednesday, November 29, 2006


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Yosh.Konnichiwa minna.Today my Sweetie have create her site,i`m helping her though.Right now i`m at her house and she`s make some spaghetti for us.Anyway her username is elli natsuki.So my friend pls sign her gb ok.Ok i guess that for today i`m better help her right now.Ja nie

~Our love song,we choose it together~


lyric in english

At twelve I run out
And kick the door
My glass shoe breaks
And my dress has ripped

You're disgusted, aren't you?
You don't even come after me
My tears overflow and I can't run anymore

This might be jealousy...it's sad...!!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I'm Breaking my heart
I want you to find me right now and hold me tight

The headlights shine
...where are you Bad boy?
Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love
I can't see anything

I want to gather stardust
And throw it at you
Why do you even bother?
You only love yourself...

This might be a lost love...are you serious...?!

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party time...I can't bury it
When you aren't here the world is empty

I want to see the next part of my dream
"I miss you Bad boy"
Don't lock me up inside excitement
I'll break

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
Where are you Bad boy?
"Lonely in Party night"

"Lonely in Gorgeous"
I'm Breaking my heart
I miss you Bad boy
"Lonely in Party time"

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night...I can't smile
I don't need anything just be by my side

"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah...
Party night
I'm Breaking my heart
Inside of the box of excitement that you gave me
I hold on to my loneliness and I can't move
I don't need anything just be by my side
Kneel and look at me
And swear that you love me

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006










Yeah finish another wallpaper.Well today got nothing to do though.Here the wallpaper i created

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Listen this sound while looking at this wallpaper.Read its lyric in english pretty sad you know.



Lyric

Japanese
Kazesasou kokage ni utsubusete naiteru
Mi mo shiranu watashi wo watashi ga miteita
Yuku hito no shirabe wo kanaderu GITAARA
Konu hito no nageki ni hoshi ha ochite

Yukanaide, donna ni sakende mo
ORENJI no hanabira shizuka ni yureru dake
Yawarakana hitai ni nokosareta
Te no hira no kioku haruka
Tokoshie no sayonara tsuma hiku

Yasashii te ni sugaru kodomo no kokoro wo
Moesakaru kuruma ha furiharai susumu
Yuku hito no nageki wo kanadete GITAARA
Mune no ito hageshiku kakinarashite

Aa kanashimi ni somaranai shirosa de
ORENJI no hanabira yureteta natsu no kage ni
Yawarakana hitai wo nakushite mo
Akaku someta suna haruka koete yuku
Sayonara no RIZUMU

Omoide wo yakitsukushite susumu daichi ni
Natsukashiku me fuite yuku mono ga aru no

Akatsuki no kuruma wo miokutte
ORENJI no hanabira yureteru ima mo dokoka
Itsuka mita yasurakana yoake wo
Mou ichido te ni suru made
Kesanaide tomoshibi
Kuruma ha mawaru yo

English
Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind, I'm lying face-down crying
I saw a version of myself I didn't even recognize
On this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed on
A star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen again

Please don't go, no matter how much you scream,
all it will do is quietly stir these orange petals
Saved on my soft brow,
I send the memories in my palm far away
An eternal farewell as I keep strumming

The heart of a child clinging to a gentle hand
The blazing wheels cast it off and continue on
On this guitar I'm playing the grief of someone who's passed on
The strings in my heart being plucked at violently

In the pure white unstained by sorrow,
the orange petals stirred in a summer shadow
Even if my soft brow is lost,
I'll cross over the far off, red-stained sand
The rhythm of farewell

Branded into my memories, on the ever-turning earth,
there is something sprouting in remembrance

Sending off the dawn's carriage
Those orange petals are stirring somewhere even now
The peaceful daybreak I once saw
Until it is placed in my hands once more,
please don't let the light go out
The wheels are turning


ETERNALDARKNESS

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Monday, November 27, 2006









Ding Dong
~eriol~

Quiz
1.What would you do and your reaction if you trapped in another world?
2.What kind of weapon and element power would you choose?
3.What mythical or normal creature you wish to summon?
4.Would you be a good guy or bad guy?
5.Be in group or alone?
6.Which zodiac would you choose you would be?
7.Do you thing avenge/revenge is important?Would you have your revenge?

My answers
1.Freaked out at first,then happy to learn new things
2.Double short katana(speed) and wind power(suitable for speed although i want darkness)
3.Falcon
4.Bad ass guy though...maybe good guy a lil
5.I`m better off alone
6.Gemini,double personality yeah evil and kind personality
7.Considered the case,I`ll have my avenge for sure

Quotes
~The more further your journey,the stronger your enemy will be~
~I do what i want to do,but it doesn`t mean i`m irresponsible~
~Why my love didn`t reached your heart,is it my love for you doesn`t strong enough~
~Wake up now, didn`t you realize what you were destroying~
~My hope is dead with my heart,nobody couldn`t stop me~
~The person you love is the person you hate,would you kill the person you love~
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