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Tuesday, February 20, 2007


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~hate me as much as you want:the more you hate me:the stronger i`ll become~
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Finally i`m done updating my site....yeah back to the black theme again...Where`s the confiusion,lost and misunderstood came from ne...Anyway i donno,maybe i`m just gonna be like i used to be.....and i donno maybe i love to be in darkness,to be hate......hahaha,i`m confiused again.....damn,damn,i wish i could end this confiusion....i wish i could find myself in this darkness.....but still,i never found myself.I`m so stupid ending up play with people heart....hurting people feeling.....maybe i don`t have any feeling ne?I`m sorry for people i`d hurted ne.....

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Sunday, February 4, 2007


Post for February 7th.....


Song:Breaking benjamin-the diary of jane
Mood:Waiting for someone :)
Avatar:
Dance,dance...........

Hola everyone.....-_-"
ok today post suppose to be this wednesday post but i think i can`t loggin this wednesday.Anyway yeah this wednesday is anniversary of mine and Oly as gf and bf....ok i know this`s boring cause i always talked about her...and sorry i can`t stop talking about her lol...I know she might not remember the date when i`d became her bf,but i`ll remember it....hmm never thought it has been 2 month we had been together.Yep time moving fast....and yesterday Oly said that her teach had asked her "How`s eriol?" in front of her class.....and Nico(her friend) laughing at her when her face turning as red as a tomato.Well that`s what she`d told me....ohh how`s the teacher had know about me*eriol* is because i`d accidently add Oly`s teacher in my YM list when i`d hack her email lol.......
Anyway people "HAPPY VALENTINE" so for people who have bf or gf i hope you guys will have a great date and for who doesn`t have any don`t worry cause your teddy bear will always be your compinion.....HOHOHOHOOOO(O_O its isn`t christmas lol)

Poem of the day
~Roses are Red,Violets are Blue,Sugar is Sweet and so are you~

Qoute
Nee Sweetie,Daisuki zutto,zutto

Quiz of the day:
1)What`s your fav animal? ETERNALDARKNESS

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Thursday, February 1, 2007


Hello people......welcome to my site and comment ok....
Well right now i`m just chatting with Olivia.O_O gosh she`s chatting with Klarrize(my ex gf)....i wonder what are they talking..OMG maybe about me though.....grrr.Anyway today i`m just visiting people site and....and gosh i donno what to write.....damn....anyway today i`m just put my pic in my site.....hehehehe...I guess that`s all...

~Eriol~







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Friday, January 26, 2007


Damn...........

Oh....hi people!!
Sorry for not updating my site....anyway my day is getting better and worse at the same time.... especially homeworks......grrrrr,teachers why did you gave homeworks.....Well tomorrow my school gonna have something like marotton and i`d been force to joined it....TT_TT
And something interesting had happen*grins* i`m just realize that,there`s a girl who`s like me.....hehehe cause a girl accidently said "poor bla..bla...*that girl`s name*" when i said i already have a gf.....well how i wanna like her if i even donno who is she and what`s her name lol....the worst part is she`s my classmate...what the heck do i care about her....maybe i could try hurt her feeling and bully her around.....nah maybe not
Anyway my laptop*my mom`s laptop actually* had been kidnape by my sis......and she had open my file and she asked me which one of those girl is my gf*the photo that Olivia gave me*......hehehe i`m not gonna told her...and my mom doesn`t seem very agree when i said i`ve a gf....and she always said my friend in front of other people.....grrrr*smacked head to wall* anyway people i got to go......

Quote
-Its better you take a risked than sitting like an idiot without trying.......- ETERNALDARKNESS

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Friday, December 29, 2006


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Name:Hadri
Nickname:Eriol
Best memory:Donno and dont care
Worst memory:Being left behind......
Best dream:Killing people
Worst nightmare:The day i`m dead
Weaknesses:Donno what i`m really felt to something/someone
Strengths:My dream......
Anyone have the same birthday as you?:I donno and I dont care
Would you...
die for a friend?:Nope....unless she/he is worth to die for
die for your crush/bf/gf?:Maybe......
die for your family?:Although i wont die for them,I`ll do my best to protect them
ever kill yourself?:If i do....i am dead already
Kill someone else?:Yea.....not just one but more
If you had to choose- save your cat or save your enemy?:Kill both of them
rather freeze or burn to death?:Someone like me just deserved to be burn till die
admit you love someone?:Yep
break the law or lie to save a friend?:Break the law yea...but saving a friend no...
Have you ever...
cut yourself?:Nope
been in love?:I guess
thought about suicide?:Yep....but what a waste if i`m kill myself
hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them?:Always
starved yourself?:Sometimes
forced yourself to cry?:Nope......only babies do that
forced yourself to throw up?:Nope
betrayed a friend?:Yep and i didnt felt regret at all..
hurt someone else so you would feel better about yourself?:^_^ always hurt someone else even i didnt mean too<---- -_- *pure evil*
Which is worse?
your friend dying or your parent dying:Both.....so it`s better i end their suffer by myself....*grin*
losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones:Losing my memories........something are better been forgoten
being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...:Having my feelings backed
to be dumped a month later:Nope
being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it:The second one i guess.............
having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months:No emotions......I wanna be Heartless
losing all your friends on earth or never having found God:Losing everyone around me.....
being dumped or dumping someone:Dumping someone is more fun.......
falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity:Anime character........
a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you:Losing touch with a friend lives near me....lol
Dreams
What is your dream in life?:To be an animator and manga-ka
Do you have insomnia?:No i`m nope....but i wish i could have it sometimes
Do you often wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream?:Nah i`m not fear of anything....even if i got nightmare i`ll continue sleeping
Do you get deja vu?:Nope
Did you ever have a dream that came true?:Nope,if it is.....this world would be miserable and full of pain
What about a nightmare?:I`m not dead yet......
Did you ever have a realistic dream that truly scared you?:Nah......if i could i would be cool
Do you daydream?:Not anymore
Have you ever dreamed you were falling?:Yep falling into dark place.....
Fears
Greatest fears:Failure
What are you not afraid of at all?:Hatred.......and being alone
Name a weird phobia you have.:Hmm...i donno but i`m afraid of love.....
Has your fear ever come true?:Yep
Is your fear a common fear?:I donno
Any particular reason for the fear?:Maybe cause i hates to many things....lol
Does it ever control your life?:I donno....maybe
Have you had nightmares about the fear?:Yep
Are you more afraid of rejection or failure?:Rejection
The Past
Most missed memory:No...i dont miss anything
How have your feelings changed throughout your life?:it`s change from love to hatred then love again and it`s go on till i`m dead
First memory:I donno
Happiest childhood memory:I dont wanna know
Saddest childhood memory:Never have a dad lol
What was your first word?:I donno........but i wish it would be "destroy" or "kill"
First friend?:My conscience Dark........he is my evil thought and a lil devil
First crush?:Dont want to remember >_>
First love?:Chisu-chan.......but still i donno her real name...too bad..<_<
What would you do if...
your best friend died because of you?:I would be mad.......cause i dont want anybody get into my problem and the worst part is I`m gonna owed him
your true love moved out of the country?:Yep i love adventures
your friend gave you the choice of cheating on the really tough math final?:XD you kidding me......?!I`m genius in math....
a friend offered you drugs or alcohol?:Kept the drugs yourself......gimme all of the beers
a friend of the same gender told you they were gay and asked you out?:Yea i would but just going out as friend and you have to pay everything for me...and the last one you need to be 5 metre away from me....
your bf/gf asked you to have sex with them?:Hehehe why not.........?!
you were sexually abused?:-_-"
you were betrayed by someone you trusted and cared about?:Hmmm....so?I`d get used to it already.......
you found out your friend wanted to die?:Convinced him to stop thinking about that...*whisper*cause i`m gonna kill you one day
Final Thoughts
Are you saved?:Hmm.....maybe for now...but who knows how`s my future looks like
Do you believe in God?:yep and I`m respect my God very much*salute*
Why or why not?:Cause his the one who`s create this world and me.....
Are you depressed or sad all the time?:Yep....24-7 hours but now...i only felt that sometimes
What are you hoping for in the future?:People live happily in peace..........or people just dying cause of war...
What makes you happy?:When the one i love happy
What makes you sad?:Heh......for not been able to feel anything....
Do you believe in the Bible?:Nope
Why or why not?:Not need a reason
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Friday, December 22, 2006


Farewell everyone......









Well this might be my last post....until 2008 i guess.Anyway today special post is about a girl that have change me lol...from a depressed boy this girl have change me into happy boy.Her name is Olivia,she is 15 years old and a romanian.At the first time we met each other in Myotaku we didnt ever think that we gonna be loving couple....and now we are.She had been my gf on December 7th till now we still together.But i can`t be with her for a year next year.... so i hope she could wait for me....even there are many different bout us we still love each other.Ok now about a friend who`s make me create myo account again after i delete it.I`m gonna call her Michiyo..She`s one of my good friend in Myo she have made up my mind to have account in MyO again,if not because of her...i wont be here and be with Olivia.So thank you Michiyo.Now my chat buddy in MyO Kyouki......XDDD yea yaoi Death Note.....and yaoi anime...she`s one of my good friend in MyO too.We always talk about yaoi thing(although i`m not yaoi fan).Thank you Kyouki it is fun talking with you...and special thanks to Magnus Lensherr,fantasy hearts,angel slayer,vestque and mystic~angel.
Thanks to everyone who`s have sign my gb and visit my site....

Quote
Even i`m gone that`s doesn`t mean i won`t be back

Picture of Olivia.....she`s the one with green scarf....with glasses


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Monday, December 11, 2006


Avatar of the day


Current Mood:Sleepy
Current Music:
Rated of the day:Weirdo

Quote of the day
Where you go,I miss you so,it`s been forever since you gone..................

Konnichiwa and Ohayo Gozaimmas Minna!
Well I donno what to post today....so i think i would upload my skecth or should i said drawing lol and if you have time just listen to the song of the day cause i like it although i donno what its about(can`t find it lyric in english lol)..........

maybe later..........cause my brother-in-law wanna use this com..

Question of the day
1.Hoohooohooo christmas is coming what do you people wish for?
2.Would you kill Santa if he being annoying fat old man?How will you kill him?
3.How you wish Santa looks like?Old and fat like the old school or tough and hot or etc?

Answers
1.I wish i have 100 bilion milion US dolar(lol not gonna happen)
2.Stab him with knife and burn him in fireplace then sing Christmas song....lalalala
3.Huh maybe i prefer a lil kid that unannoying.... ETERNALDARKNESS

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Saturday, December 9, 2006








Mood : Great
Song : Numb-Linkin Park
Rated : Devil(by SweetD)

Song of the day
Lying from you


Quote of the day
I`ll sacrifice my own life for the one i love...........


Ok yesterday was a happy day for me....Well i`m just chatting with Olivia.^_^ I`m glad yesterday got better than before.Yup we have fun chatting with each other.She also teach me how to say "i love you" in Romanian language.It is "Te iubesc",wow i can remembered it lol.Before this i can`t really memorize things that well(gold fish memory).Plus yesterday have make me love her even more.Urrghh i`m in hurry though my sis is buggin me and she try to read what i`ve said.Anyway ja nie everyone.Olivia love you*kiss*
~Eriol~




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Friday, December 8, 2006


Yeah one of my fav picture....No this is not my lil sis drawing ok(just kidding SweetD)

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Mood : Good
Listened to : Linkin Park-lying from you
Rated : Back off...I already have a gf

Song of the day:Blink182-i miss you


Quote of the day:
Love is a poison that give us energy and drained us till we die.But who cares.........

Hi guys....Yeah i`m change my site theme.....how`s it look?Anyway SweetD don`t worry i just luv you at this moment.Those people i`m flirt are not the one i love.Yup i luv you...^_^.I`m glad you like that song SweetD.Ok since you have been my girlfriend i`ll stop flirting with other girl.Anyway i might moved in to my old house and school back but that would be in March.Yeah this make me happy.So it mean i can still update my site next year.

Quiz
1.If you find out there`s another you what would you do and said?(another personality)
2.How long you guys think love will last.....?
3.Have Conscience friend?

Answer
1.I would be freaked out....and said OMFG who`s the F*&^ are you?What you want from me?
2.Hmmmmm random picked.....4 months,wait maybe 4 years or maybe 4ever..
3.Yeah i have one its name is Dark.Like teddybear and cute things
Ok that`s all for today.Ja nie guys

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