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Saturday, July 3, 2004


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Today, I'm a little out of it. I've lost all of my energy and feel the need to sleep the day away. But, I can't even find a moment of peace in this house.

I'm always needed. Never alone.
Just for today, I wish to be alone. No one listens to me.
I feel pitiful.

Damn hackers...
What's the use of attacking my comp? Does it pleases you to see me activate the command prompt to wipe out your viruses? You're lucky that I don't know where you live...

Not only that, I had a nightmare. It was about my friends. I thought it was just another horrible thing that I fear of. Then, I found that it was true.
Two of my friends are dead. And, they were both happily married. It's not fair.
I called another friend about how this happened. The wife died in the middle of her coma. The husband died of depression. Their child is now living with my friend.

Strangely enough, the husband's body was missing the day AFTER he was found dead.

What makes me feel worse is that I've been living in lies for about TEN years. I thought they were alive, at my side.

Ah crap, this is just not my day...

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