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blah blah blah thats my life story if ur interested in it then read it! plzz sign my guest book too but u dont have too.

For what you did to me,
and what I'll do to you,
you get, what everyone else gets,
you get a lifetime!

Let's go!

Do you remember that day when we met
you told me this gets harder
well it did!
been holding on forever,
promise me that when I'm gone you'll kill my enemies,
the damage you've inflicted temporary wounds
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

We never got that far,
this helps me to think all through the night
bright lights that, won't kill me now, or tell me how
just you and I, your starless eyes remain.

Hip Hip Hooray for me, you talk to me, but would you kill me in my sleep
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary
we could lose ourselves
and paint these walls in pitchfork red

I will avenge my ghost with every breath I take
I'm coming back from the dead and I'll take you home with me
I'm taking back the life you stole

This hole that you put me in
wasn't deep enough
and I'm climbing out right now
you're running out of places to hide from me
when you go
just know that I will remember you
if living was the hardest part
we'll then one day be together
and in the end we'll fall apart
just as the leaves changing colors
and then I will be with you
I will be there one last time now

when you go
just know that I will remember you

I lost my fear of falling
I will be with you
I will be with you


Wednesday, September 7, 2005


   Torn Apart
She hides it all - everything in the dark she sits alone torn apart `*'
she hates her Life she wants tO die she dOesnt talk much - shes`
much to shy no one knows about the cuts on her arm every time
shes alone - herself she harms this shy little girl with nothing inside
but these feelings shes had to learn to abide she wants nothing "
but for someone to care for some one to know - for them to be there_ _+
she hates herself when she cuts her wrist she finally wants it to '
end with a little twist sheíll write you a note to let u know all the*
feelings she couldnt let go sheíll let you know + everything + shes done '
all the signs u never caught - not one sheíll write you a note n she
knows uíll cry she just wanted to know she loves you and goodbye *`
shes sorry for wat shes put u through but she did all she could 2'
get to you sheíll let you know that life will go on and sheíll watch after'
you once she is gone this little girl no older than 16 choose her own fate
or so it may seem maybe you pushed her just a little to hard maybe inside'
she was just to deeply scared maybe it was that her friends never cared
maybe it was that they were never there maybe it was that she felt alone
maybii her heart couldnt be sown maybe it was dat boy who she seemed
to love so much maybe it was just a little crush itís a shame that now uíll *'
never know these were her feelings she just couldnt show

~Melzzzz*

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Sunday, September 4, 2005


   The Dream Eater
The Dream Eater

Have U Ever Wanted To
Close Your Eyes
And Fall Sleep Forever?
To have All Eternity
Alone In Bed.
Dreaming Of The Perfect Life,
A Life You Could Never Have?
Well Tonight When U
Lay Awake In Bed
Donít Think About What Ur Living
Think About What Lays Ahead.

~Melzzzz*

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Friday, September 2, 2005


   HeadLights And A Tree
Head Lights rise from above the hill on one foggy
winter night. Im in the middle of the road and froze
to the ground. I hear the bird flying away, the lights
are getting closer. My feet cant move, im trembling,
scared that im going to die. The car is speeding up
and I think its spotted its target, me, the froze ice
cube in the road. I can see my life flash before my
eyes. Then see the car in front of me......................
A tree fell in the road right before the car got to hit
me. On the tree I seen a heart with mine and my ex
boyfriends name in between a heart. I remembered
where I was now the place where we first met. I
could see us smiling as we wrote on the tree, our
love for ever other. Then I noticed the car, it was
his and my feet were able to break free. Then I walk
over to the car and see he was dead finally out of my
life.....thankx to that tree, that dead looking tree.

~Melzzzz*

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Thursday, July 14, 2005


   Self Punishment (the poem)
What is there to do
when ur all alone.
Ur body trembles
and ur crying non-stop.
When the person youíve because
is now ur worst nightmare,
the only thing u can do is bled.

Just bled all of
ur pain, agony, hatred, and sorrow
out of those hidden crimson beaded lines
on ur arms and legs.
All because of the person who youíve become.

U feel as if
no one understands u,
all because of a little dirty secret
that no one nos about.

U keep it locked away inside ur
deep, dark, never-ending
thoughts of death infested
little-mind.

Everyday u feel
that u want it to be ur last,
but it never is,
u always return to skool the next day.

U always have the same smirk
on ur Barbie doll face.
U look like ur having a great time,
but in the inside
ur in to pieces,
and both sides agree
that they want this to be over.

People donít understand
what goes on
in the mind of a
suicidal teen.
People donít realize
whatís wrong.

They think that ur life
is so perfect
that nothing could ever go wrong.
But nothing in life is perfect!
No one could ever be.
They just donít get it!

Now u cry black tears of
anger, hate, and pain.
U bleed black blood of
rejoice, relief, and forgetting.
U canít remember what had happened.
Cause it doesnít work that way.

U made those other dashes on ur body,
cause u wanted to forget
those other Ďbad daysí.
But when the
pain is over,
it comes back and haunts u.

All u can hear
is chattered voice
running through
ur twisted little mind.

Youíve lost that
inner child u once were.
Youíve lost ur identity,
all because of the person who youíve become.

~Melzzzzz*

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