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HI! my name is Josh. i'm 20 years young (not old ok. my friends wont let me say i'm old... i dunno why) i've been drawing since i was three so i've had a lot of practice and a lot of people tell me that i'm good at it but i could be better. If you want to check out my artwork maybe you'll like it if not then hey thats cool just make fun of me and tell me how much i suck. lol =P actually i honestly wouldn't care if you did that i draw because i love to not to get people to like me or anything. I am a Christian yep i know that kinda came out of nowhere but i felt like letting people know. i'm a member of DeviantART and i have artwork there that isn't Anime stuff so if you wanna check that out heres a [LINK]
yep well thats about all i can think of to put here so
i hope you have a great day/night
oh and feel free to add me as a friend if you want.
Jesus loves you ^_^

and now this because

--R.O.D (instrumental) by YKZ--


Friday, March 10, 2006


   decided to drop by
yep so i got bored... really bored...
and so i thought i'd drop by here.

uploaded that 18x24" drawing for Kelli i was talking about last post ^^; actually finished it sometime close to christmas.
it would've been sooner but i'm so lazy and cant stand working on one thing for that long without it driving me crazy. so i took a really big break lol x.X

if i dont reply to things don't take it meanly... it just means that i haven't been back.
which will likely be the case because i still find this site a bit odd when it comes to navigation and deviantART is still my online home... until i make my own website at least... and even then it'll still see more of me than my own website XD

Hope everyone's doing well. if not then well you should be... because i said
peace yo!

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Friday, August 19, 2005


   time to go
yea i finished the background on the WIP that i uploaded here the other day. i'm not going to upload it here because some parts of it ended up looking a bit wonky. If you want to see you can just click this [LINK]

++EDIT++ yea strike that i'm putting it here... ++/EDIT++

hope everyone has been having a nice past few days. now if you'll excuse me it's 5:20 AM and i'm kinda tired... though staying up this late did get three drawings finished... and if i haven't forgotten any i'll be able to start back up on this 18"x24" drawing that i've been wanting to make look wonderful. it's for Kelli-Ann so that always makes me want to do my best on it. =P wish me "luck" eh?

oh right and like i was saying g'night (for me... even though it'll be day soon)

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005


   i'm back ... for a little while and this is why...
yep well... there's some totally bogus stuff going on at DevinatART... you know like the co-founder, Jark, getting fired by the current CEO/President of DeviantART (Spyed) ... he really screwed Jark over. btw Jark is the one who created the site him and Matteo were the co-founders. Spyed was just there at the start of dA because he worked for the company that originally owned dA.
anyways... over the spread of time Spyed took away Jark's Presidency of deviantART (without notification) he also kinda shifted around the ammount of dA stock Jark held (without Jark selling it or being notified) and he also witheld company documents which legally had to be given to Jark... anyways Jark demaded it all back and that Spyed tell the truth about dA (Spyed was spreading a lot of lies about himself being a co-founder and taking credit for the creation of deviantART in many interviews. in the interviews he wouldn't mention of Jark who actually wrote the code and made the website completely himself OR Matteo who helped out with the idea of the site.
anyways the submission agreement there totally leaves the artists who submit there open to be screwed over (pretty much you had to trust them not to) and seeing as how i no longer trust the administration (for obvious reasons) i've gone and hidden all of my stuff on dA until i just go insane and submit more or until something changes.
hmm... and while i feel certain that i probably wouldn't get screwed over by deviantART (atleast not until the "better" artist did ... unless they just screwed everyone over at once...) i felt the need to join into the whole "Restore Trust to dA" deal which is why i hid everything.

anyways i uploaded two of my latest drawings... hope you enjoy.

--edit--
strike that i put my "deviations" back up cause i mean it would be pretty rude of my not to use the account my sister got me... and DA really is like my online home... even if it is pretty screwed up right now...

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