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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-02-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Kentucky (soon to be Tennesee...)
Member Since
• 2004-07-20
Occupation
• 9th grade High School student
Real Name
• Alayna [pronounced: Uh-lay-nuh]. (tolerable) Nicknames are: Chibi Excel, areina-chan, bara-chan

Personal

Achievements
• saw/touched D'espairs Ray (best night of my life so far); maintained a reading/spelling level 4 grades above my own since elem. school
Anime Fan Since
• third grade when I met my 1st anime-crazy friend
Favorite Anime
• many many, but my favorites would probably be...Yu Yu Hakusho, Ayashi no Ceres, Kare First Love, & Samurai Champloo
Goals
• Attend a Duel Jewel concert and hug every member ^.^; widen my japanese vocabulary until I can read/speak it more fluently; go to Japan (in whatever way possible); learn how to make a kick ass site and conquer this evil computer!! *clutches keyboard*
Hobbies
• -drawing -writing -listening to visual kei/Jrock -looking at pics of my favorite bands -playing my guitar -playing the violin -playing my keyboard (with as little skills as I have ^^;;) -updating my sites/profiles
Talents
• obsessing (but who can't do that, lol); writing poetry/stories; drawing (in the right mood of course...); complaining *shifty eyes*

myOtaku.com: defectiverose13

Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Gomen nasai, this post is very late. I was sleeping most of the day today...

Crappy day again.

I am giving up on Ii (remember, it's "ii" as in "ee"), I never even knew the kid anyway I was just attracted by physical features. Shallow attraction, nothing more. It was his smile and laugh that made me happy all day long, not his personality...I didnt know his personality, thus I couldnt love it.
Besides I can't get another smile out of him, he isn't interested in me...

I am having difficulty getting money to go to Sugoicon. I need this job that Katie and Jen might get too at a haunted house thing for a week or two.

My grades might be getting a bit better in SOME classes. Other than that I am doing my best to help them but it's to no avail.

My dad got offered a job in either Columbus, Ohio or Nashville, Tennessee. He said that if I dont want go, and if he accepts it, I can stay here with my mom. I dont want to either way.
So no matter which I choose I'll be unhappy. If I stay, then my freedom depletes because I'm with my mom. If I move, I leave all my friends AGAIN and start all over AGAIN. I have never once in my life gone to a school for it's fixed amount of years.
Here was my school life, broken down:

Hillcrest Elem. - grades k-5; I only finished through half of fifth grade there.
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Mountain View Elem. - grades k-5; second half of fifth grade finished.
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Adele C. young Intermediate - grades 6-7; I finished halfway through seventh then moved to Kentucky
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Ockerman Middle - grades 7-8; I finished the 2nd half of seventh and full 8th year
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Ryle High School - grades 9-12; currently in Freshman year.

See? Not once.
I'm sick of moving.

I have three more therapist appointments to go. Joyousness, ne?

One good thing happened, at least I hope it was a good thing. I made up with Sakura-chan. We were in a fight over something stupid, or rather I was.

Maybe forgetting that Ii sits behind me in math will make it easier to concentrate...
I hate that class anyway. The teacher is a stupid bitch.

I have lost 2 more pounds, not that anyone needed that information but I thought I'd get it out anyway. Because it makes me at leat a little more happy.

Oh yes and I'm still humiliated at the fact that my pictures are going to be in the yearbook. My mom and one of my teachers said they liked them a lot, but my mom is obligated to say that and the teacher was just trying to be nice. Everyone else I have shown told me something bad...
I hate being so concerned about something so superficial but I can't help it. Stupid excuse, ne?

And I want to cut my hair and redo it in a really cool way I designed myself, but I've decided it's probably stupid b/c it wuldn't look good on me. It owuld involve cutting part of my hair short, and I have a big head so it would look weird.

Okay I suppose I'll update tomorrow perhaps...
goodbye.

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