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Thursday, July 28, 2005


scary pics @_@
Current song: none...just watching South Park, does that count? lol


Hey guys! Gomen nasai!! *bow bow bow*
I was aiming on posting yesterday (Wednesday), but I was at Katie’s house and we didn’t get on the computer ^^;

Ugh, I don’t have a bathing suit, okay, well I do but I can’t find it and I wouldn’t wear it anyway b/c I hate my legs, lol. And Katie lives in apartments, of course, so she has a pool. Well I told her no, I didn’t want to swim which got us in a big (but not angry) argument, lol. In the end I did not bring one, not intending to get in the pool, I thought I would just sit in the pavilion and out of the sun, and Katie and Sakura-chan would just swim. -_-

I was wrong.

They were calling the entire time for me to get in, and I gave in, only meaning to put my legs in the water b/c I have pants that come off on the bottom, (actually, I ripped them off and pinned them back on LAST time I got in their pool with my clothes on -_-; which was, I’d say about in early May or so, it made a cool effect I think, lol.) I can’t quite remember why, I just know one minute I was sitting on the edge, and then I was in the pool (yes Sakura-chan and I got in in our clothes. ^^;) And SINCE I wasn’t intending on getting in the pool, I did not bring sun block, and I couldn’t use theirs even if I WANTED to run back to her apartment to get it b/c I need at least 55 SPF. I have very fair skin, burns VERY easily -_- *glares at Sakura-chan* I asked her if I was getting burned and she said no, but I should have known b/c of her dark complexion she wouldn’t know the signs of it, lol. Thanks a lot Sakura-chan, thanks a lot. So I ended up burning my poor lil face ;-;
Mostly just my nose and the cheek bone area. Grr, I was mad about it. I had to go to a ‘party’ thing for my otosan’s work on Wednesday and I had red on my nose ;-; *sniff*

Speaking of which, I was actually dressed fairly nicely for once o_O
It was not a formal occasion, as it’s only a Home Depot grand opening (otosan = store manager), but my mom wanted me to dress at least a little more “appropriate” than I do normally *shifty eyes*
So I wore this black sweater that sort of resembled mesh but fuzzier, lol. It has a white tank top built in underneath it, so it’s okay I guess, if I MUST wear it *sigh*
And black plain dressy pants, or at least, dressy to some extent.
The pants amused me when I first got them, I looked at the tag which said the brand name in big letters, and at first I could have SWORN it said ‘MIYAVI’ XD
But then I realized it said ‘MAVI’ and felt kind of dumb ^^; Close enough, right?
Lol
Oh and my red circle-studded belt and my infamous black shredded/randomly decorated hoodie.
Hey, I had to wear SOMETHING that I felt comfortable in -___-;

OMFG *stares at arms in disbelief* OoO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
My arms got a little darker where they were exposed to the sun!!! AACK!
I don’t tan much, thank the gods, so it’s not like dark or tanned or anything…
Just…not as pale as normal…maybe half a shade darker.
;-;
I love my light skin, when it’s clear and cooperative anyways, lol. Otherwise I loathe it.

We had the most interesting conversations at the pool XD
Sakura-chan is such a pervert *nudges shoulder*
*ahem* of course I am NEVER such a hentai *looks around nervously*
Teehee ^___^
I think we frightened a bunch of people there with some of our topics of conversation *shifty eyes again* And then we started singing random Jrock songs ^o^;; More Sakura-chan and Katie than me, I merely hummed, most of the time, mwahahaha.
I think it was ‘Vanilla’…
Yes…
And ‘Beast of Blood’…
And ‘Last Song’…
Lol ^^;

All in all, excluding the fact that I got crispified (okay okay so it’s a bit over-exaggerated, I was only a little pinkish ^^;) it was fun.

We got into a little snit about the DUMBEST thing possible on Tuesday, Katie and I -_-;;
*shakes head* But I won’t get into that now.


Back to that party or w/e the hell it was…
It was sooooo boring *dies* We did nothing really, we were only there as “moral support” and to shop for some stuff -_-;; I got to see some curly bamboo called “Lucky Bamboo” though and it made me quite happy ^o^ lol And I brought my mom’s CD player b/c I cant find mine and I listened to Miyavizm (Miyavi’s new album, which rocks ^^V) and a Diru/Nightmare/Duel Jewel mix…
I think I started to listen to another CD when we left...my mixed CD with ‘Vanilla’ on it ^^
It started around six, we left around 8:30. -o-;
my mom KNOWS I have severe lack of will power, and there was cake…bleh…lol yes when in doubt, blame my mom XD No, no, no I’m just kidding, lol. I could have resisted, but GAH it’s so hard *rips out hair* lol
dramatic? Me? Never. ^_____^
It was only a little piece.
I felt sick for a little while though XP
I think it was b/c on Tuesday all I ate was a little thing of nonfat yogurt…and a cherry…and then on Wednesday I didn’t eat until like, 3:00 when I got home from Katie’s (Thank you Katie’s mom for taking me home!!! Lol). And when I DID eat it was too much XP
I ate a bowl of cereal, then a thing of nonfat yogurt again, then a tiny bit of ice cream (there was like a scoop left in the box, if that XP)…and a peach when I got back from the ‘Home Depot’ thing…then another little handful of cereal…I wasn’t even thinking about it but I didn’t eat very much after that b/c I felt sick @_____@

Maybe it wasn’t really “sick”, it may have been more guilt added with too much food. B/c I’ve COMPLETELY gone nuts b4 and eaten like everything in the house (^^; that was a long time ago, okay? Lol) and I haven’t gotten that sick.
Hm….
If I ate less junk I wouldn’t feel as guilty, it’s just so satisfying to know I ate more healthy things that won’t make me look a manner I don’t want to appear. But I have so little f***ing will power that I will refuse it a few times, then give in. ;-;
And it doesn’t help that people MAKE me eat stuff like McDonalds food or just simply wave it under my nose on purpose to annoy me *eyes move slowly toward Sakura-chan*

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(comments are all ABOVE pics this time btw)
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!! *stricken face* WHAT THE EFFING HELL IS THIS?!?! O_o I like SP but…this is just disturbing ._.
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Whew, this one makes me feel better *wipes forehead*
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OoO now THIS is hot….*drools* Kyo-san you sexy biotch, you.
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O.O…this is hot…mwahahahaha
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*mouth gapes*
…*ahem*…n-no comment…O_o
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Well….
Now that I’ve officially disturbed myself…
I think I’ll just go slowly rock back and forth on my floor….
._____.

~Areina-chan






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