Saturday, January 8, 2005

Ello
Hey. Long time no speak. I guess you could say I was busy. Then again, I really wasn't. I just didn't feel like typing anything. I haven't really felt like doing anything lately.. Life just seems.. empty. I dunno but lately.. i dont see the point in living. Im not saying that Im going to commit suiside or anything, but life just seems empty to me right now. Love i have but.. it feels like something's missing. Why do i bother to get up in the morning? Why do when I stare at something for so long, I feel like "What's the point?.."? So many questions.. and no answers to them. I just feel empty.. and I dont know what i lost..
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

Somethings are just not the same..
Sup?
I am so swamped with requests for avatar drawings. @__@ ugg.. i never thought id get so much business. but its good in two ways. 1) I get more gold to buy stuff. (I got Goti Clips!) 2) I get to practice drawing. ^^ so i guess it pays off.
besides that, i havent been doing good. i dunno if something's wrong with me. i dont feel normal. im acting more clumsy too.. whats happening to me?.. my emotial status isnt doing good either.. *sigh* i hope i feel like i used to.. i wish everything was back to normal..
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Friday, November 26, 2004

   L.L zzz..
Have you ever had one of those days when you dont want to get up in the morning? i have them every single fucking day. --.-- ugg.. maybe i should listen to me mum once and while and go to bed before 1am.. I need sleep! Even though its vacation and i dont have to get up at 7am, i still feel tired. And something keeps waking me up! Sometimes its a person banging on my door telling me to wake up, sometimes its the racket outside of my room (you can hear everything thats going on in my house. EVERYTHING. and yes.. even THAT..) i wish i could move out already.. But i cant yet. I promised Amy i'd stay here in Dalton til she got back. Her mom sent her away to Maryland to live with her father because she couldnt stand Amy anymore. Amy couldnt stand her mother either but she still didnt want to leave. She said she'd miss all of us. Me, Rebekah, Kathy. And she left yesterday. What a drag.. Ill miss Amy. poor Amy..
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   First
So its Thanksgiving and i had nothing better to do. I never do anything on holidays. Holidays are for sleeping. L.L zzz.. heh. Since i had nothing to do, i decided to update this. I havent in awhile. ^^; ive been busy. okay, not really. just lazy. ^^ I dunno why i made this though. I already got a weblog thing on Xanga. and Xanga looks better. oh well... anyway.. back to gaia!! i need more gold. if you're on gaia, and i wish you were, look me up. Aniru 's my sn there. PM me! ^^
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