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Birthday
• 1989-06-25
Gender
• Female
Location
• in my head
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• a drain on society. oh and i also work at the daycare center from hell
Real Name
• Ali

Personal

Achievements
• uhh, getting my g.e.d. i guess.
Anime Fan Since
• about 3rd grade.
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist, Inu Yasha, Gundam Wing, Wolfs Rain, Chobits, Samurai Champloo, Witch Hunter Robin, DNAngel, Trigun, Battle Angel, Hellsing, All Mayazaki movies. Millenium Actress, and more i cant think of
Goals
• to learn to cook, i live off ramen noodles. YAY RAMEN NOODLES!!! if not for ramen id have starved to death by now
Hobbies
• drawing, reading, internet, walking, soul stealing...oh wait, ignore that last one! ....playing video games........stop staring at me!!!
Talents
• umm....i can draw..........yeh thats about it.....I SAID STOP STARING AT ME!!!!

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Friday, December 30, 2005

yet another unhappy post

hi everyone

well, my mom and the prick didnt fight again today. but my mom was in a really bad mood and kept taking it out on me. she keeps telling me how much she hates me cuz i remind her of my dad, who she also hates. i dont give a fuck if she hates me. the only thing that makes me mad is when shes in a good mood she acts like she never told me she hates me, or ever said anything bad to me, and expects me to do the same. it pisses me off. thats why i dont talk to her if i dont have to. cuz if i do i know ill say somthing that ill regret.

well, anyway, i think yesterday somone asked why my mom and her boyfriend are still together if all they do is fight. and the reason is mostly that we couldnt afford to live in this house anymore if he didnt help pay for it. the thought of living in an apartment is apparently just to horrible for my mom. i personally wouldnt care if i never had to see her boyfriend again. but the sad thing is, is that if they did break up long enuf for me, my mom, sis, and brother to have to move to an apartment, my mom would eventually take her boyfriend back and then we will have lost our house for no reason. i think someone else asked if i ever told my mom how i feel about her boyfriend. and trust me i have, ive told her more times then i can count that i hate him. but after awhile she started kicking me outta the house for saying bad things about him. last time she kicked me out for 3 weeks. when my dad gets his new place iam moving out of here and never coming back.

well, on the upside iam not sick anymore.
well, iam sry this was another depressing post, but like i said i gotta vent it somwhere. and sry that i prolly wont be visitng many people simply because i cnt sit at the comp without my mother either glaring at me or saying somthing mean to me.

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Thursday, December 29, 2005

iam getting really pissed, *this is not a happy post*

iam still sick, my voice is gone,iam so fucking tired i dont even know how iam concious rite now, and to top it all off my mother and her stupid fuck of a boyfriend were fighting all day yesterday and will probably keep fighting today. god i hate him so fucking much i cant even put it into words. this sounds really bad but if he died i would probably laugh myself into a coma. hes such a selfish ass prick.
i dont know why my mother is still with him. they fight so much its just ridiculous. and %99.9 of the time its his fault.

iam sry this is unpleasent but i just had to get it out. i hate my fucked up life.

you dont have to comment, iam just talking

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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

goddam iam tired

hi everyone, hows it going?

iam still kinda sick and soooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired. ive slept a grand total of about 61/2 hours the last 4 days O_O lol. but with all my free time i would usually spend sleeping ive ben able to draw some good pics ^.^ man i really need a scanner so i can put some of my piccys on here lol.

later -.-ZzZz

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

still sick

hey everyone, i still feel like shit lol. hows everyone else?

well, i didnt really do anything yesterday cuz iam so sick and sleep deprived -.-ZzZz god iam tired. but on the upside iam prolly getting a new cell phone soon cuz my old one is a peice of shit lol. i mite be able to get one of those balck razr phones, that would be cool lol.

well, iam gonna go lay down and not sleep some more lol. later -_-

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Monday, December 26, 2005

sick on freakin christmas

hi everyone, i woke up yesterday not felling to good *on freakin christmas!* and as of rite now i feel like shit lol. my throat is killing me and it really hurts when i breath. i have no idea how iam even consious rite now lol.iam so tired and icky feeling and i dont think ill be getting much sleep lol.

well, on to more pleasent things. did everyone else have a good x-mas? i got more actual presents then i thought i would.
Things i got:
$150
$70 dollar hottopic gift card.
an FMA t-shirt
this really good smelling bath set thingy *from my moms freind*
the 2 DVD's from lexi
a CD of a live greenday concert.
a new portfolio
and a book of Full Metal Alchemist art from my sisters boyfriend *hes cool lol*

the FMA book is soo cool. i was transfixed by it all day lol. its all the best FMA art from i think 2001 to 2005. its freakin sweet lol. so did anyone get anything cool they would like to share?

well, i need to go wallow in my misery now lol. later -.-ZzZzZ

PS.do you like my new theme?

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Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

is it christmas eve already?

wow, it doesnt feel like it should be x-mas eve yet but it is lol.

well, my club is doing better then i thought lol. yay! ^.^ and for those whio dont have room for it thats okie v^.^d lol.

well, anyway, everyone excited for christmas? last nite my best friend came over and gave me my present *shakes present* it feels like 3 DVD's, i hope it is lol. its one of the few actual presents i got. the rest is money and gift cards lol. well, i hope everone gets what they want.

Merry Chirstmas

PS. are my pics still on my page? i was organizing my photobucket site and so they might have gotten screwed up. pls let me know

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

club

hi everyone, hows it going?

i was really bored yesterday so i made a club. its the "dark side" club i put the banner up there on my intro. i think it came out pretty good ^^ so as always just PM me or MadlyinLov4Kira (co-founder) if you wanna join b^.^d *i hope somone does ^_^;;;*
oh and theres more banners coming soon

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

blah

hi everyone. i really have nothing to say cuz i dint do anything yesterday. so...........later

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Tuesday, December 20, 2005

i hate shopping

hey everyone, hows it goin.

well, yesterday shopping wasnt horrible but i could still think of better ways to spend my time *like staring into the abyss* lol. but on the upside i got a kick ass Full Metal Alchemist hoodie. its awsome. but i spent the rest of my money on presents for other people. and the annyoing part is i know some of the people i got presents for arent going to get me anything *sigh* but oh well, at least ill have good kharma lol.

so what do you want for christmas? *i know, such an original question lol*
^_~W

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