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Sunday, December 17, 2006



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Hey,
Sorry I haven't been to any sites this weekend. I had my band concert Thursday, and I was over at my friends house Friday and Saturday. I had a good time for the most part.

Well my concert went alright, thank you all for wishing me luck. I'm just happy it's over. I didn't really have fun, but it wasn't a disaster so I'm happy. I just hate the fact that I feel so out of place when I go to things like that. Ah well.

My heart is healing alittle I've noticed. It still hurts, when I think of certain things, it starts throbbing. And I know it's not physical pain, but it feels like it sometimes. It's odd. I just wish I could erase him from my memories, from my mind, but I can't.
I hate him for it, I really do. I don't want him back, but heartbreak takes a while to heal. And I enjoy my freedom, the fact that I don't have to worry about things. Problem is, the loneliness follows the freedom. I like being independent, but that aspect of me clashes with my romantic side. Will I ever find someone, and if I do, will they break their promises too?
But if I stay untamed, this wolf can keep going down the road on her own if that is how it is meant to be.(Though I hope this will not have to be the case.)

..Hm, you know, I don't know where that rant came from. Sorry, I guess it was venting time.(lol)

Anyways..any of you in the Christmas spirit? I'm not, nor have I been all month. My family is putting up the tree tonight, so I hope it comes to me then.
Well, thank you for reading. =)

Sayonara
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"
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