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I sang my heart out for him...but he would never hear me, singing: He'll drag us all down,
down,
down- Take a little peice of us with him-
He'll drag us all down,
down,
down... Little droplets of soul trickled down my cheeks, but he would never see...And even if he did, would it matter to him? I put so much of myself into this song, so much passion into this performance, and he would never see me, nor would he ever care... Drag us down down down
DOWN!!!!
Friday, September 23, 2005
Yes, I'm Still Here
Yes, my dears, I am still here. Am I the very air you breathe? If I died, would you suffocate and expire? Please leave me alone for awhile; if I were going away, I'd tell you.
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Feelings of Sadness
...Cry alone...
Never, never, never, darling. I never meant to hurt you the way I did...So, why did you have to go? Why'd you have to leave me like you did?
Where is it that you went? Some celestial afterlife of eternal bliss, or infinite flame? Cole, if you burn in Hell, I shall as well, my sweet...I shall as well...
...I've gone away...
It hurt to watch you die like that. It hurt to know, while I was holding you, that you couldn't remember even my name or what the ring on your finger meant, and what the matching ring on mine meant. But it wasn't your fault.
...No more nights...
I'm so sorry for the way I treated you; as if you could stop the disease, as if you had caused it. It was just so hard to watch my world fade so quickly. Everything I am went with you, dearest; everything.
...And no more pain...
I'm so sorry I couldn't ease the pain I saw in your eyes...
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Broken
I just love this song... And I think it is absolutely perfect for the way I've been feeling.
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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Wish You Were Here
Finally, I've gotten in touch with Jack (a dear friend of...well, mostly everybody who knows him), and thins are alright-ish between us, now. I'm still quite worried about our "relationship" (which is notthe lover sort of relationship), because I haven't seen him in ages...But Jack will be Jack, and there's nothing I can do about it. There's really nothing anyone can do about it, but I do so wish I could. I want so badly to see him again, but he's always "too tired" or "busy" or something of the like. It's already hard enough watching him fade away and start to not care whether he lives or dies - why does he have to just go away all of the sudden? Blast, it doesn't matter... I did the same thing to him, so I'm being a bit of a hypocrite.
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Apollo Adonis
Went to the cafe a couple days ago and my, my - come and gape at what I brought home...A gorgeous redheaded male who also happens to have a beautiful lack of tan, and freckles like you would not believe...God, it just makes me want to press my mouth on his and never take it off... Haha, Apollo sits blushing all sorts of shades of red beside me...So shy...
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Hell's Kitchen
| How to make a Darkness Calls |
Ingredients:
3 parts envy
3 parts lust
2 part sadness |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of beauty and enjoy! |
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