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Saturday, November 3, 2007

   Why people cry
Guys Cry :{
Body: Guys cry because:
1. Girls screw them over.
2. They just got hit in the balls.
3. They're about to die.
4. Their heart is broken.
5. Because they are true men.

GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, hug him close and hold him up as he gets over the pain of getting kicked in the nuts. Tell him he's not going to die, and if he's crying over a girl, hug him && kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did. Guys just want to know that our girls will be there for us to support us when we need them and help us get our mind off the pain of heartbreak, getting kicked in the balls, and knowing we're goinggg to die.

Girls cry because :
1. They're sad.
2. They're scared.
3. They're nervous.
4. They're frustrated.
5. They're missing someone.
6. They're alone.
7. They're PMSing.
8. They're pregnant.
9. Their heart is broken.
10. They're in love.
11. Their souls have been torn.
12. They met a boy they can't have.
13. They fell in love with a boy.
14. They hurt so bad inside.
15. They're mad.
16. Something bad happend.
17. Just because they feel like cryinggg.
18. They're drunk.

BOYS: If any girl you know is crying and you see them, don't just stand there and say you're sorry. Hold them and tell them everything will be okay, even if you have no idea what is wrong with them. Girls just want to be held and know that someone cares about them.

Repost this in:

1 minute: You'll be kissed by your lover.

2 minutes: You'll find them in two weeks.

3 minutes: You'll find them in three weeks.

4 minutes: You'll find your true love when you're 90 years old.

5 minutes: You took too long and someone else got them.

Girls respost: Why Guys Cry :{
Guys repost: Why Girls Cry :{

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

   The ones who deserve everything.
Many thoughts raced through my mind as to what one can do to recieve that which they are meant to have. I've gone through my days seeing what others are made of. What drives some to do such things? Some for attention, some to show off, others to have a good laugh. But what about the person that fixes or does a job and quickly dissappears. Does anyone see him? Does anyone notice what accomplishments have been made? Does anyone ever notice a sad face? A person might put their head in their hands and others would jsut look for a brief second then look away. Does anyone see the problem? I do, the person is of great sorrow, sadness, a hurtful stage maybe. As the class ends does anyone ask that person what's wrong? Does anyone stop to even give a second look? Me I saw, I noticed, and I did something. But most of all I felt something. Shared that persons pain, sadness, or suffering. I looked on with a face that of my own. A face that was filled with sadness not for this person but with this person. Getting up and moving to the front of the class letting others quickly run out of the class to get to their various destinations. I walked over and I saw that the person was getting up, eyes to the floor, lifeless movements almost, and a deep sadness written on their face. I stopped in front of the person, looked with the same sadness almost feeling as if I were a mirrior. I called the person's name with softness and shyness. "Are you alright?" "Is there something wrong?" No answer was given but mumbled words were heard over the voices of even louder ones. "Yeah, I guess so..." "No nothing's wrong..." My face filled for a second with a smile thinking I would cheer the peron up for asking. But then quickly receeded when an empty, sad answer rung back to me clearly. Something's wrong! A person I cared for with all my heart was sad. What could I do? Can I say anything? Do anything? How can I help? Before I knew something was wrong I cared for her. I reminded her of having a good night's sleep and that I wuved her. That I was a silly person. One that never failed to try and remind her of what I feel. But after the day of sadness. I didnt turn my back. I stepped forward when no one else was near. I told her that if she needed anything at all jsut ask. But nothing was asked. Then one Saturday I sent her a message of how was she. "Fine I guess." Once again I felt sad, "Is anything wrong?" "No..." The next thing I knew I was telling her I was going to go to see her. She said no but I cared too much to let her feel sad. I hopped into my truck and drove with the needle next to Empty. I went around trying to remember where her house was and jsut stopped at a random house. Got out and walked up the street in hopes to see her. A few minutes past and nothing... I walked back to my truck but not to give up but to wait. Just wait. I slowly made it to my truck and I saw out of the corner of my eye a house that I didnt know. It was the house I stopped my truck in front of. I started up the drive way thinking if she doesnt find me I'll ring every house til I find her. Half way to the door, it opened, and I saw her. A smile plastered to my face still walking, seeing a smile on hers. Said my hellos then gave her a hug. We talked after that then I gave her a hug again for goodbye. I frequently remind her that if she is sad I'm gonig to hug her. I Say it with meaning and do it with care. She still has sadness within her but I still have care, love, and a hug to give her. I find those that need me. I try and care with all my being. But it still hurts when I wake up crying to a dream of unappreciation, being unloved, being left behind and forgotten. I woke up crying this day because I saw her in my dreams caring for another guy. New record for depression for me to see them hold hands and seeing that they are happy. But me I stood there watching, then turned my head knowing she's once again happy. Crying in my dreams and in my sleep. Because im selfsih enough to wonder why I'm never happy.
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Thursday, August 9, 2007


What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]

Your word is: Brood. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people.
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Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people

You are dead inside and don't experience sadness that often
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What Type of Person Are You? [pictures + detailed results]

The wanderer - The lost

The one who never has a place to belong. The outcast amongst people, Wanderers find life to be rather lonely. There is an empty feeling inside of them that they can't seem to get rid of. However, not all is pain for them. Despite what others might think, they are very much capable of being happy and sad. Due to the fact that Wanderers always feel misplaced -to some extent- some adjust to how others are, just to have a place to be. The others in this category tend to shy away from people, preferring their own company, certain that they don't fit in. Both categories however, do keep most of their personal thoughts inside.
Wanderers tend to wish for a place where they are meant to be, resulting in a lot of daydreaming. Personality wise they are, in fact, dreamers. It doesn't mean they believe that they wish for will come true. Their inner world is simply better than this one. Most Wanderers try to find their special place, no matter if they are a passive-aggressive or a fearless individual. It is something they are drawn to do by nature.
Wanderers are also found to be hard to truly satisfy. Nothing will ever be the way they would have preferred/wanted it to be, and they tend to be disappointed a lot. It is not that they are perfectionists, they simply want for something to feel "right". Because of this, they often second-guess things/actions/relationships. Low self-esteem is a high possibility, as they often doubt themselves.
As their hole in their heart is constantly there, they may be prone for depression, as rarely anything is giving them true satisfaction. One day they may find their personal heaven, but it is important they are not too caught up in fantasies, or else they might pass by it blindly, missing it forever.
"Illusion is the first of all pleasures." -Oscar Wilde

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Loving Dreams
In life love is the most hardest thing to find in most peoples lives! For most love is what drives them. Love is what gives them purpose. Love is what makes the world go round, you know the big blue one Oo For me I love everyone! A friend for years past and to come. A friend I just met and already forgot the name. One who helps in time of need. A hello or maybe a goodbye. Love for me is hard to come by. Why is it so hard to fall in love?! Why do girls worry so much about how thye look so they will be loved? Love for me is a smile that goes on forever when mine does not. A laugh of friendship either at me or with me I just wish to make her happy. Love is complicated even for the most brillient of people. Girls go by high standards even for the best of us guys to handle. Guy do not apprechiate enough for what girls do for us to even say you look beautiful today. I guess both sides girls and boys have tough times. For me how can one who loves all find it in himself to love one? How can I get her to give me a chance to Love my one who I care for so lovingly? My heart achs at a thought of silence between us both. Mind wonders, thoughts embrace sadness, tears form giving sight to sorrow and pain. For the one who knows or maybe forgot of me saying this to her. I Love you!! Wish you were here to hear it. It's hard to love, it's hard to show emotion, it's hard to find the arms that will embrace my emotions and hold me tight. I think of her and that moment. But I fear it will never become true. A dream is just a dream until it comes true, then you realize that it was never a dream at all. Now open your eyes and dream!
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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

   Cave diving.
Couple Saturdays ago me and friends went to go cave diving. Searching through the dark abyss of the unknown. Well it takes about 4 hours from where I am to get to the camp area. On the way there i found the driver's Ipod. Looked and listend to his music for a couple hours then found out that it had games on it. So cool games. Well after trying all the games but the last one. Well it froze Oo *Um press buttons randomly* crap um your ipod froze :) He didn't care much thankfully. So we continued for the next hour to the camp spot. Once we got there we set up camp and made a fire. After getting bored and having nothing to do me and 3 friends decided to go check out the cave at night. It was about 1:30 AM. We made it to the cave enterance. It was cold! The air comming out of the cave was like 60 when outside was about 85. Also after like 3 minutes I noticed that bats were flying over our heads. Also out of the cave. Lets see. Standing in front of the cave watchng the bats fly through and around us now and then. We decided to get 2 of us to go into the cave. Ok rock paper scissors! I win you go in first I'll follow. We made it in half way before a bat flew into him and started to crawl on his leg. Vampires need blood I guess. Also one flew into me shirt sleve Oo!!!! Ah crap!!!!! Well after much consideration and thought it was my turn to toughen up and get over it, after saying I'll do it for 5 bucks that is :) To be continued.
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For those of you that signed my gb back thanks. I didn't know if anyone would remember me and for that thanks again. Don't know if I've changed from my usual self. I'm funny and have a very good sence of humor. Not much of a poet nowadays. Sad to say. Though I can try and get people to smile or laugh though. Once again thanks!!!
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