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Friday, August 20, 2004

i don't want to be a bad person anymore
this is the kind of person i am,
i had i massive crush on this person at school, at the time i thought it was love, i doubt that now though, but really i couldn't see anyone else falling for him in the not too distant future, he's a geek i won't deny it, he's a mega nerd and he knew i fancied him, and he didn't feel the same way, whatever i did he threw it in my face. and one day i found out that his best friend had a crush on me, and his best friend is an even bigger nerd, but i was naive and i thought perhaps he had a wild side (well thats what i told myself anyway) and i lied to him shamelessly, saying i'd always secretly had a crush on him, and i just pretended to fancy Matthew so i could try and get close to him, he swallowed it all up unquestionably. but really it was just a ploy to try and show Matthew exactly what he was missing, it didn't work though, he was just happy for his best friend, "and i discovered Terrie had no wild side", so the next two weeks consisted of me being flattered, showered with gifts and being taken to "romantic" little coffee shops, while all the time i was lieing through my teeth, anyway, i dumped him and returned to drooling over Matthew, it must have hurt him so bad, cos everybody was saying they'd seen him crying yada yada yada, anyway this is the kind of slag i am, and i haven't even got started on drink fuelled rock nights....
but i don't want to be like that though , i don't want to use people to my own ends, i just want to be a niceperson who people want to be around, and i wish i could stop feeling the urge to tease Terrie aswell, cos whenever he's around i'll always start hugging my friends, or flirt with his mates
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