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Saturday, April 21, 2007
 Yous sooo rad! rad! rad!
OMG. I live.
Well what's been up with everyone? I've been great actually, no drama, not anything.
I got my hair cuuuut. it's awesome =] Wish I could show you guys but I fail to have a camera=[
I'm gonna change up my profile. Because I'm tired of this music and the background. I am a bit sad because chris is being gay and wont tallllk. lol. he takes forever xD probably playing WoW. lmao xD; hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Uhm. boyfriends suck and I don't want one. lol.
yeaaaahhh. whatever....mmmmk.
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Sunday, March 4, 2007
 soooo.
It's been a while. lol.
How is everyone?
A lot of stuff has happened since the last time I updated. XD
Let's seeeeeeee....
Well, some friends I have lost =[ But it's okay because in the end you know they wouldn't want you to be sad. My grades have plumaged a lot. But I went through a stage of deep depression. So i have an excuse! xD; I dated and made him dump me. If i would have dumped he would have cried...I didn't want that to happen. But I think I'm in love again...but I loved this boy for a veery long time....and he knows it xD; Too bad I can't have him xD Hmmm...I'm slowly trying to keep up with da O..o it's horrible! too many messages.... ahhhh
I forget. xD
sorry.
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Tuesday, February 13, 2007
 Love is for the restless.
Love, what truely is it? Are we just here for sex....or is there really something called love?
Wow what a question.
I'm in love, and fallling ever so deeper.
Too bad I can't have him.
I'm an anti valentine day person =]
hope you enjoy your bloody hearts!
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
I don't know anymore...
I'm finally updating, but I don't think it will see fit to anything or the next time I will update. I might not update ever again. I don't know. Right now, I have life issues I need to get over. The depression is really unbareable. It then leads to more than once attempted sucides or sucidal thoughts. The reason why. I don't know. I'm pretty much a living corpse. My heart aches and I can't figure it out. The boyfriend is a big impact...I love him, I truly, truly, love him. But for some reason he just makes me want to cry...I fear....if I get to attached it will just destroy me on the inside. And the fear of losing this relationship over all just really hurts me. But I don't have a reason to be upset with him...We have never even gotten into an arguement.I don't know how to show my emotions anymore....the real ones. Affections are the hardest, and I feel absolutely horrible for danny...he's the one who suffers from it. I can't even hug him. I just put on a smile and become annoying so no one ever knows. I don't want them to worry because of me.
My parents are another reason. The way they fight and yell with evryone is unbareable.
Most of the time I just find ways to stay at school or anything to prevent me from going home.
But it doesn't bother me. Nothing seems to phase me.
The sad thing is all the pain and depression I feel isn't from anyone else....it just from me.
I justed needed someone to listen.
So thanks if you read this.
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Sunday, November 5, 2006
doom doom doom.
I'm revising my site to fit me. And me alone. No one else, which means, I'm not trying to impress anyone. I want me on this site.
enought with that.
Anywho, life is boring. I'm grounded on week days so there is a chance that I wont update often and probably not get to visit anyone. I feel slugish lately...to the point of not wanting to puncuate. I' am very, very, very, happy that My boyfriend dumped me. I am as free as a bird now! I guess it's because we were exact opposites anyway...i was attracted to him but then I absolutley couldn't stand him. He was this little gangster shit...and I was the chic with the pericing in her face. Well. I'll justhave to stick to my own kind now lol. I didn't even cry for that boy. how sad. not.
Hm....I am overly excited about next year! I get to get my first tattoo! yesssss! I have decided I want it right on my wrist bone off to the side...and it will either be something grostique or a simple star lol.I think that's about it...yea. sooo you guys have a good week and ill try to talk to people as soon as i can.
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Saturday, October 7, 2006
IIIIIIII.......luuuurrrrve yooouuu, hallowwweeeeen
Le gasp.
I'm updating.
I am soooooooo excited for halloween. I guess you can say it's one of my favorite holidays, welll other than thanksgiving. For one, it's my dad's birthday, two, parties,and three, I am in loooove with the spook walks, haunted houses, ect. They don't scare me, they make me laugh. My new theme is coming up, of course. I'm not sure what I want but the song goes well with some holloweenie stuff.But if it's not going to work out, I'll use Korn's freak on a leash. I have a wedding today. I'm dreading it. dread, dread, DREAD. I have to miss octoberfest because of it. That makes me very, very sad. You see, our octoberfest is cool because a lot of the places bring in imports from a lot of places...and i love to death the weaponary tent...lol. i bought a sword last year. And the year before that...i bought a dagger xD. Then there is the fully loved to death japanese and indian tents. i loooove it.
I'm in love....with a boy. with a boy that is nothing like me. But for someodd reason I am very attracted to him. ahhhh....who knows how I came about saying yes to when he asked me out. he's so cuute though.
Other than that stuff nothing is really going on.
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Saturday, September 9, 2006
Let's trace back these one-liners.
I'm cold. I'm tired. I'm lazy.
My mom has the air on and it's cold out. What's wrong with that picture? I feel like luigi's frozen ice. lol. ahhhh. The dance. Come up it shall... I dont waaaaannnna go. Yesterday I was told to go cry in a dark corner and cut myself. HA. Not all of us cut ourselves.And you can't just assume we are all alike. Assuming makes you an ass. I'm not used to being up this late anymoreeeee. I have to study and such. It makes my brain huurt! maaan, I think I might ditch school lol. Spanish is a pain. But thats the only foriegn language we have in that horrible place. Let alone this town sucks. I have though found something very, very amusing. There is this kid, named tim...and he wears a bra. And yet I get made fun of? lol...Want to hearwhat I have heardfrom some real assholes in my school? "Why don't you get that hair out of your face, or are you just so ugly you have to hide?" "Get a fucking normal haircut!" "You and your piercings disgust and disturb me." "hey bitch, stop cutting yourself when all you want is attention!" That's justa few. Ha. it makes me laugh. lol. Though also I get told to go worship Satan lmao. buuut what can you do? I'm too lazy to get up and go to my room. But I have to. ;_;
Well see you guys later!
(I'll try to visit as much as I can today)
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Monday, September 4, 2006
...rawr?
Ahhhh, I am a picky, picky, picky theme person. I wanted something simple, but something not so nice. This is what I got<3 Camping for Kati's party was great. It was fun got to hang out with a bunch of new people. In which....I got one's phone number ^_~. People kept asking me if I was going out with him. D< Okay, yes he is very cute. Yes, I know he likes me, and I as him. Butttt no...we are not going out! At least....not that I know of. lol. Well...Whhoooo School tomorrow. so cool. not. lol...I have nothing better to do with my life..so yeah =D See you later!
There's this boy....who will always have this broken heart. I don't think he can ever repair it. |
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
 Updating on demand.
So I'm here. Exciting<3
So......what has been going on in my life? I'm not so sure myself. School has started if that counts for anything. lol. I was trying to be forced to go to homecoming. That's not happening and I am NOT going. D< You can try and try all you want though. lol. Let's see....I like a boy out of my school....amazing isn't it? -sighs- never will notice me though. lol. I haven't got the slightest clue where I'm going in that school though... damn a and b days...I am tired...in fact very, very, tired of being called emo.D< I don't understand why the call me that. Okay so the lip ring....but you know what..That doesn't count! and if you're going to poke me as say poke an emo. you pay me twenty-five cents. Listening to Meshuggah...pretty good band.. I dont think i like this theme all too much....will change lol.
well, new art is coming! annnd that's pretty much it.
bye my loves!<3
cya!
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
 moo
Hello again.
This may be a bit long xD
My life feels empty for some reason…at the beginning of summer everything has been great. But now, it feels like I don’t have any friends, any life. It’s as if all I do is spend my time on the internet. But really I’m not on the internet that often….Is that really wrong or is it just me? Maybe I’ll never know. I got in touch with fuzzyllama678, it’s been forever since I’ve talked to her. I mean after the insadent we just stopped talking. But then she asked me if I was mad at her….Actually to tell you the truth I wasn’t. I found that strange. But who knows it was just something that happened neither of us knew it was gonna happen. I met the boy who likes her at that too.^-^ he’s a cutie. It was fun talking to both of them in a chat last night. They seem perfect for each other too. It’s great I suppose. I saw a picture of them together, Lauren got her hair cut and well Andrew has shaggy hair xD very cute if you ask me.(well I mean together xD) I still need to catch up on a lot of pms. Sorry totoro19(?) I still need to fix the character for you…
Hmmm.. I really like grindcore music… people always ask me how can you listen to it even though you have no idea what they are saying. Well, I really don’t care what they are saying I like the screaming and how you can’t understand them. So right now ‘m listening to waking the cavader.^-^ maybe I can find a song that I can put up. Or maybe I’ll put up a song by kurt stash… I like him too. Ahhhh, I guess that’s it.
Oh yesh…
Angels and Airways- Yes I laugh a lot, maybe to much. Lol. But oh well. I don’t think it would be cute xD but then again I have self confidence issues.(I can’t even handle when people tell me I am hott xD;;)
Cia-chan- Of course I remember you!!! Why wouldn’t I?
Visualkei-ummm.. well a lot of the time they are posted on the volks site… but other times jake always sends me pictures that he finds xD no I’m afraid I don’t have a dollfies myself….so expensive…
Well cyA!
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