Friday, February 23, 2007
Words cannot express my sorrow. I hate myself more and more each day. I want to end all of my pain. "I'm sorry" would it help to say. Don't worry I don't matter anyway. I'm so sick of always feeling like this. LIFE'S JUST NOT WORTH THIS! Life is just a hell on earth and me living just doesn't work. I wish I could take back everything and make things okay again but a can't it was a dance. I'm not sure of myself anymore. I think about what if it was you. I never had the right to. I'm sorry I LOVE YOU and this is ripping out my heart. Tearing us slowly apart.