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Sunday, February 4, 2007


How can I listen to my heart?

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Saturday, February 3, 2007


   I wish I was dead...

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   A Dying Wish...
Once I had a dream. Once I had a life. But the crulety of the world tore it all apart. People are liars and talk is cheap. There's nothing for me in this life. So why waste effort on the fight. My lesson's been learned. My path is turned. Death is peace while in life there's only sorrow.I hope to die come by the marrow. I once had a heart but broken was it twice. I won't give a chance to have it broken thrice. In pain I was left and never to forget. The pain you sent. Now I lay dying,I hear no one crying so why care. In the end no one is there.
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   I hate my Life...
God... I wish I was dead. Julie(a girl) Wants to Rape me. WTF? Again I hate my Life.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006


   My pain and the darknesses thrill.

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   My love is over. Ended and faded into Darkness. I won't show my feelings to anyone again

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   The End...Welcome to my Happy ending, It's over and gone.
Me and Matt / KamuiX broke up. I can't tell you how this has affected me. I think I really am gonna die! I can't escape this hell. My soul is gone and my heart is broken.But other fine I don't care. I only tore my heart open.I guess that my weakness was that I cared to much. A new scar to remind me that this was real. I can't feel this anymor I've gone numb.
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   I think I wanna Die. I - Matt just broke up with me.*tears*

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   I hate my life.
I'm only on tonight because I'm over at someone's house. I'm babysitting tonight. Just to let you know my life officialy sucks.I don't think I wanna live for much longer. My dad went crazy on my boyfriend on the phone. I think I'm going to lose him. I saw what he's been writing on his site c/b. I guess were in danger of breakinging up. I thought I was becoming bi but I've decided against it. I've been harrased enough these last few days anyway. I don't think my parents love me any more. My dad's being a total asshole and I fuckin HATE him. I nearly cut my wrists today because I couldn't take the pain. No one would have known because I was all alone again. I was working on my project when I stopped. Then I picked up my pocket knife and stared at. I opened the blade and held it to my wrist and then the phone rang. I answered it to hear Matt's mom's voice. I began to cry as I listened and I thought about how Matt would feel if I died. I don't think I can hang on for much longer. I feel like a prisoner who can't escape. I just want the pain to stop. No one can seem to see how much I'm hurting. Peoples eyes have become so cold. My actions lie I may act like I'm fine when I'm really screaming from the pain. God Hates me and he has forsaken me and my soul. Is Death my only freedom!? I may soon discover the answer. I just want to say I'm so sorrry for being me. I hope you all can understand. I'm sorry Matt,sis, sensei. I'm so very sorry.
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Sunday, December 3, 2006


   I thought that the song was very beautiful...Sad but beautiful...

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