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Thursday, November 17, 2005

   Food and cheerleading.... what a combo..
Soooo Hey everyone yet again im in study hall bored as ever but oh well...

i jsut got back from lunch.. nauseating lunch i hate sandwhich day.. not that i really eat that much anway.... soooooo yea.. i took Luke's advice and sat by people i usely never do today... omg... i donno i moved before we had announcements the people just looked at me like i was the stupidest person on earth. sooo w.e just goes to show i dont fit in as well with people as i might have thought i dont care.

Anyway... soo ive been thinking.. and i came to the concluesion that i really really do not like cheerelading at all.. i dont fit in with them... i mean listen
Cheerleasers:
Like to smile
Like making others happy by cheering
Are popular in some way
Are good at yelling and pretending the crappy day was the greatest

Me:
I hate smiling...especially when im told to.. i usually just smile sarcasticly like a fuck you i dont wanna smile type of thing
I dont like yelling unless its for a reason... yelling at my brother is one such occasion..
Making people happy is one of my down points most of the time.. im not good at it what so ever...
I am however good at pretending everything is fine. but i dont think i canl ast much longer in this place...
Why i stay:
I'm obligated to..
They all hate me.. but they need me
Without me they would have 4 and then there would be no squad
they dont Hate me more like dislike... and i really dont need nemore enimeys as of right now...

SOOO yea .... i wish i could change schools it would make it easier to stop everything.. i mean the mediocre life i have with people and the god forsaken cheerleading!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

::blood certiling scream:: WHY WON'T THIS STOP!?!?

ok sorry bout that....
Today was chaple i loath chaple its stupid and useless... we stand and sing and all the only person that sang was Hannah and shes justa suck up so w.e i was happy...

Ok well im done babling.. and procrastinating putting pomes up im trying to single out a few i like..

SoOo how are you guys?? How you doin? hehe... PM me if you ever wanna talk er nething ^_^
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