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Thursday, November 18, 2004


   seems everyone is sad
*sigh*torment is cutting into peoples hearts yet again.so many problems going on with my sisters and i.my other friends are all i having issues that i want to help with.today in class people around me thought i was insane cause i asked them was the damn cricket sound was coming from.they said that there was no cricket sound and gave me a weird look.i swear i heard that damn cricket it was driving me insane the whole period.i'm glad to see that my sisters are slightly happy again.i wrote a song today.i may put it on here another day,maybe.so far my friends like it,omg i want to smack my head on something until blood squirts out my ears.but i can't do that becuase i need to stay alive or my sisters will die.GAH!!!!I'm so tired i want to sleep forever,let time pass me by.right now i'm on the look for a guy dressed in all blue,so far not so good.o today my sister left for New York for thanksgiving.my chest is hurting right now it feels as if my heart will stop at any moment but i never will,it is not my time.WOA I'M WRITING A LOT!!!o also resently my sisters and i found out one of our friends mey not be as honest with us as we thought and is working against us,so that's extemly crushing becuase we think we know who it is.O.O.um...let's see what else is going on.sry if i sound so malicolly here some random happyness....Maki those puppies are messed up,lol.well i'll be sitting here for the next few hours so bye!
-Rebecca
November 17,2004 i put that since it is about to set all the sites for the 18th.



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