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Mood: Friends: Kristah Drinking: Nuffink .... LoL Time: 2:14 AM Song: Black Hole Sun Artist: Soundgarden xXx Lyrics xXx In my eyes Indisposed In disguise As no one knows Hides the face Lies the snake The sun In my disgrace Boiling heat Summer stench neath the black The sky looks dead Call my name Through the cream And Ill hear you Scream again Black hole sun Wont you come And wash away the rain Black hole sun Wont you come Wont you come Stuttering Cold and damp Steal the warm wind Tired friend Times are gone For honest men And sometimes Far too long For snakes In my shoes A walking sleep And my youth I pray to keep Heaven send Hell away No one sings Like you Anymore Hang my head Drown my fear Till you all just Disappear Black hole sun Wont you come And wash away the rain Black hole sun Wont you come Wont you come -------------------- I'm Alive!!!!!!! WoOoOoOoOoO!!! So yea! How's everyone been? Sorry I've been disappearing so much... I get in trouble a lot and get grounded... then the only time I can get online is when I'm at my dad's... That is... if he lets me... =/ but yea... life's been okay here... my... uhhhmmm.... friend i guess.. Robbie who's now going out with Shelli has pulled a knife on me three times in the past month... I think Shells made the wrong decision on who to love... =/ because not only has he pulled a nife on me... but he's pulled it on her older brother... my best friends... and hes a druggie.... ohhhh joyyy..... just whut Shelli needs in her life. The only reason I'm ever even around Robbie is because I'm trying to make sure he doesn't do anything to hurt Shell. So yea... Ohh... friday night here in the St Louis[ish] area there was a big storm... and the power at my place is out... and has been out... so early Saturday morning my mom comes down into the basement where I'm so calmly sleeping and she awakes me from my peaceful slumber. As like most people... I AM NOT A MORNING PERSON!!!!!! So I go upstairs and sit on the couch... faaaaaaaaaar away from everyone else... and my mom says.. "We're going to gramma's grab your shit and lets go" so i tell her no... for an hour we sit there... the car outside running, wasting gas and the new baby, who is now just over a week old, is sitting out there with my two younger sisters.. [my brother was already over here].. Finally... my mom;s dumbass boyfriend starts in, yelling at me and getting in my face. So of course... I stand up, and start yelling back at him and getting up in his face as well. I'm about an inch from his face and he's at least 5 or 6 inces taller than me... and stronger than me and i had every intention of smacking him. So he backs off a bit and starts yelling again, telling me whut to do... so I pull the "you're not my father and I'm not gunna put up with your bullshit" card, which totally hurt him. So my mother come over seeing that I was about to hit him and she grabs my wrists.. I push her away from me and jump over the table and head back to the basement, slamming the door and sitting directly infront of it, my feet against the wall opposite of where i am... by this time I'm in tears... so my mom runs over and she's trying to force the door open, and seeing that i'm not moving, storms out the door yelling "well fuck her then" Loving family, huh? So yea... I sat in front of that door crying for about 5 hours... I'm suprised I didn't freeze because i was in nothing but a tshirt and it was only like 5degrees in my house because we had no heat.. so yea... that's been my life so far... nothing but sunshine and fucking rainbows..... =/ Well... I have nothing more to say except I hope your lives are going smoothly... Luffers Joo~ AJ-chan

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