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Female Location • Where the wind takes me Member Since • 2005-08-04 Occupation • hopeless romantic Real Name • the nickname's Lute
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Favorite Anime • Azumanga Daioh Nodame Cantabile FF7AC Rurouni Kenshin Hibiki's Magic Trigun Someday's Dreamers Cowboy Bebop (manga Favorite Anime Movies: Howl's Moving Castle Princess Mononoke Spirited Away Ponyo Goals • find true love, the kind with lightning Hobbies • Making people laugh and making people confused Talents • Juggling up to 3 things working on 4 procrastination piano, although I'm not a pro it helps me unwind
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Monday, May 14, 2012
I took my mom and grandmother out to dinner for mother's day. It's amazing how stressed I get just sitting at the same table with them.
My slight weight gain has made me a frantic insecure freak. Considering I bought shorts a size up, and even those were tight, didn't help.
How do you get self-confidence? I seriously lack self-confidence, but having someone say, "you're great, be confident!" doesn't seem to help :/
I've been wanting a pet for awhile now. I want the companionship, and the responsibility, and I figure it will encourage me to get out and walk everyday, keep normal hours, and be more active. And being successful in taking care of something would give me more confidence and a sense of accomplishment. But Joe doesn't want any pets, and I can understand. They smell, leave dander, hopefully I'll be working soon and it's cruel to leave a dog for hours on end, and there's no where we can put a litter box that wouldn't smell up the place for a cat. There are some ferrets at the shelter, when you're not home they can stay in a cage right? But I read they use a litter box too, but I dunno how they are on dander. Anycase, I keep dragging him to pet adoption fairs and such hoping there'd be a puppy or kitty there that he'd fall absolutely in love with like me. So far, to no avail. Yesterday I dragged him through PetSmart and we ended up looking at the reptiles. A chameleon caught my eye and I thought it might be a good compromise. I researched them and their care is a little involved with misters and lamps, but it could be fun. I was going to get one this morning, but when i was cleaning out the corner I found a bunch of sugar ants who had found their way in so I spent the morning taping up the window.
Anycase, I found this video, thought it was the funniest thing involving a chameleon:
Last night I dreamt that there was a litter of really adorable puppies, and I tried holding one but he bit me with his puppy teeth and scratched me with his puppy nails, and was squirming to get away.
women my age are going through baby mania. I'm going through pet mania, lol. The more I think about it the more I like the chameleon idea.
Thanks for reading ^^ hope everyone's having a good week!
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