Wednesday, February 20, 2008
thanks for the support guys!
although i can't be too cheerful today....
i have yet ANOTHER group of idiots making fun of anime and my love of japan. =_=
its one thing with boys--they give up.
girls however, NEVER let it go, thus the reason why gossip and rumors start.
yes, i wish i were japanese so i'd look a little more attractive than what i already look like. i'm ugly.
yes, i wish i COULD move to japan so maybe, just maybe, i wouldn't be surrounded by american idiots like everyone around me is.
don't get me wrong--i love my state as much as the next texan.
but the way politics are headed, i could care less.
hilary clinton winning being the main reason why we should all flee to canada.
nonetheless, i don't see why i should be made fun of. sarah and scorch like exactly what i like! why aren't they made fun of?
because they're popular, and i'm a nerd. it's always been that way. it'll never change.
i will never get the attention i deserve unless i move somewhere else so i can say "fuck you all, i hope you die!!"
the statement is not being made to my friends online (and of course my loyal myo patriots :) )
just everyone who doesnt understand why i live the way i do.
honestly, what else can i do? my father mentally abuses me, i have too much homework, people are constantly rushing me, i'm always getting injured mentally and or physically, and people making fun of me and my nickname?
other than becomming emo, i needed to be someone that could shut this world out.
so anime and japan came, and i took to it. as time grew on, i fell more and more in love with it (and now take VERY high offense to anyone who calls anime "cartoons".)
this is me, and i dont care if people hate me for it.
maybe when i'm a billionaire making the world's best manga, the bastards and bitches around me will be working at mcdonalds for the rest of their life.
sorry for the long post, but i just needed to let my feelings out. thank you all for continuing to be loyal, as well as trying to be patient. i promise i will check everyone's blogs eventually!!
again on bcis compy, so no toys today....sorry guys T_T