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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
Dose anyone know
Is love real or is it just a mask pain wears?
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Tuesday, March 9, 2004
Oh my goth! I'm so much like Kirk its scary. Kirk was the one that killed himself awhile back and I was dreaming about his death. Only thing different is if he took the this test the dependent would be very high and not just high. *cries* In time if I don't watch myself it will become very high. Why did I take that test? It's all I can think about now... So what if I want to die. It'll get me out of the house and away from everyone. But then again I'd get lonely. I'll have to take someone with me. But who?
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Monday, March 8, 2004
I got Alice in Wonderland on DVD! *dose the happy dance* I keep watching it over and over again. And that sad part is by the 3rd time watching it I started to sing along. *blushes* I love the Cheshire Cat I asked Willow to draw me the Cheshire Cat cause she did such a good job on that pic of Alice holding the Chestier Cat. ^-^
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Saturday, March 6, 2004
I thought you guys might enjoy half a poem
All alone,
No one left in this world,
Until I see your face,
I get lost inside those eyes,
I can't find my way back,
But do I really want to go,
I'm used to being so alone,
Until I feel you holding me,
Until I see your face and those deep eyes,
Until I know there's no escape,
Until I know, that this love will never end,
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I just found a quote in an e-mail that seems pretty true.
Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections!
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Monday, March 1, 2004
Thank you
Look what Mary made for me today ^-^ Aren't they cute?! *hugs mary*
 
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Poetry
I wrote some poems last night... I was crying when I was writing them so they sound stupid. I never can write a good poems. So what if two of my poems got published. They both suck! I think the editor was blind when he/she read them. Anyway here are my poems...Do tell me what you think of them.... If you guys think of anything to make them better do tell me.
Poem 1. (I haven't named them yet)
Body's shaking
I am breaking
Falling away again
I hear voices
So many choices
I can't breathe again
I'm so numb I cannot feel
Pain attacks and I'm forced to kneel
Will I ever live again?
Poem 2.
I want to die
I want to cry
I want to sleep again
I want to dream
Of things unreal, not as they seem
I want to give away my life
I take the knife
And tear into my skin again
I close my eyes
Try not cry
It's happening again
Then I wake up and see again
Then my life begins
And I'm born again
*sighs* I feel so silly writing about death and cutting
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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Another day
Why is everything so hard for me to do? Why is my imagination so creepy? I look okay on the outside but I feel like I'm dying on the inside. I keep having the same dream over and over and over again. To some it would be a nightmare, I don't know what to think of it. Last month a close friend of mine killed himself and I watch him die in my dreams... I watch him through a window and the whole time I'm trying to get this window open but It wont open. Right when he shoots himself and falls to the floor that's when the window opens. By then its to late if I could have opened that window he would still be alive. I know how much he want to die and he could never be himself because of his parents. That's why its so sad to me but I'm happy for him. He got what he wanted. I just miss him...
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Monday, February 23, 2004
 Go Spidy!
 
Good spidy dance for me... *slides a $1 up his mask* hehe Sorry I think spiderman's got some sexy moves I thought you guys mine want to see some of them. Was I right?
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Thank you
Look what Kueenbee drew for me... Isn't it cut?! I love the lips they look like mine. I got big red lips. *blows a kiss* And I want a lip ring. The drawing has one why can't I?
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