Monday, September 20, 2004

Onokij showed you guys his room last week and I thought it would be a good time to show you guys part of my desk ^_^ I took pics of it awhile back. I'm to lazy to take new ones. I got new shit on my desk now its so messy....

My nightie light when its on and off with all my chokers and rings hanging by a fork behind it.


And my happy little clown giggles and most of my DVDs.


Some of my mangas I've gotten many about 3 more since that pic was taken.


And all my pills and glue >_< Dosent that just make a good mix right there?


Some of my toys I now have some Chii toys next to my Di Gi Charts ^_^


I do hope you guys enjoyed half of my messy desk ^_^ Bye for now
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Sunday, September 5, 2004

My close friend Michael wrote this for me

You are unique…
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Saturday, September 4, 2004

A Girl In Glass

It's what she meant with open ends
The scaled cracks our numbered and counting down
There is no contact - so shrive away
She cannot save it from herself

Rather be somewhere else
Rather be someone else
Her judgement from the mirror meets
With shut reaction
Its conviction is cause to her decline

The quiet touch of addicted glamour
Dates the tyrant child unsatisfied a portrait's trash
Attempts corruption to marvel the ovations of thoughtlessness

White knuckled substance - no self-control
Ghost faced smiles - cut ear to ear
Strung out reprisal -dated and covered in
Dope sick afternoon simplicity

Hedonistic escape to shroud her symptoms decrements the ordinary

She can shatter
She can break - forever young
The girl in the glass is one of us
Hurt it more to make her yours
The girl is interrupted

Immense illusion can end transmission till death will she part

Kill it and put it to rest
She's never coming back
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Wednesday, September 1, 2004

Fae Tsukiakira your right. But that coffee loneliness makes taste so good sometimes. You know like he leaves you for a while and then your long for him because he's coffee was so good. Its like now that loneliness is my safey blankie like when that warmth comes back for a little while I get scared because I know it wont last. So I just hold on to loneliness' hand cause I know he'll always be there. I'm sure you know all about this feeling you seem to have been in the same place as I am once again *hugs back* Do you think if I dont get to those joyful days that are awaiting me someone else close to me will get them?
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Humdeedum.... I'm going to post more okay okay... Ready? I'm getting ready to make a long post... Ready now? Okay just a sec I'm not ready. Humdeedum dum dum la la hum dee eee wee wee Dose anyone remember what I was going to say? Oh yeah... There's pain inside I cannot live with it. It feels like no one really understands it's always killing me inside. Oh well This isn't a long post like I said it would be sorry. *wavers* bye for now *kisses my hand and blows a kiss to whoever is reading this*
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Monday, August 23, 2004

Dose anyone feel lonely inside? Like they had something a little while ago and now its gone? Like me with me I use to put my hand over my chest and feel this warmth run though my body it felt so good. But then it slowly started to die and now is no longer their. It might come back for a min or two but that's not long enough. I should give myself away to something. Something that'll bring that warmth back.... I really dont care if it kills me either I'd already hurt someone I loved I can't do anything worse. Where are the people of the night when you need them....I enjoy talking with them I hope I'm not a both to them.
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Sunday, August 15, 2004

My cat ate a fly....


Oh and I joined Deviantart.com 2 days ago... Oh Friday the 13th ^_^ awesome huh I love the Friday the 13th... It just rolls off you tongue to say
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Monday, August 9, 2004

I have some questions to ask you dont have to tell me anything if you don't wanna...

1 How do you know when your with the one?

2 How do you know if your happy?

3 Should I be happy that I'm going to be 18 soon?

4 Dose my Mother have any rights to take things away from me once I'm 18?

5 If I don't have a b-day party will that stop me from being 18?

6 Why is this pop tart so hard to eat right now? I'm so hungry but Every time I pick it up to bite into it I feel so sick.

Ah headache I can't think of anything else to ask.
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Sunday, August 8, 2004

Oh this sucks I got a B I think I could do better

I did it in 34 seconds.
I deserved a B-!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!

Yep I got a B the 1st time but I thought I could do better so I took the test again and I an F ^_^ That's much better then a b *claps* humdeedum *dose my very happy sexy dance*

I did it in 1 minute and 52 seconds.
I deserved an F--!!
Take the How Dexterous Are You? Quiz!!
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Friday, August 6, 2004

  

*screams* I'M ONLY WEIGH 108!!! *pulls on my hair while I scream* This isn't good is it I'm like 5'7ish and I'm only 108 this isn't good at all.... I don't like this *pulls my shirt up and pokes my rib* EK! I'm starting to see them more *sniffles and crawls under the bed to cry* By the way I hope you enjoy my screaming anime ^_^
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