Wednesday, November 15, 2006

   #Bad... me.. bad me..

>..Current mood: Okay, sigh..< >..Physic condi: ouch, foot..< >..Fave song:would you feel..< >..Saying of today: In times of need, be there for them In time of desperation, hold them close In time of dying, Let them go..< Ohio otaku, How are you all... Well actually I'm doing pretty good.. accept for the fact I;'m failling at school misabrely.. the next two weeks comming.. I have about 10 test..!! 10!! ..and.. if I don't make them all good I won't pass this year.. I know it already.. I'm failing here... Enought about school since it only stresses me out more.. I get more stress.. my forum is dying literlly.. *has used crash cart and is now going over to mouth to mouth figurly speaking* this is so bad.. I had few members and I lost the few members I had.. how bad can a site/forum be... *looks at mine* I guess veryy bad.. other then that I'm doing just fine.. *kicks fridge door* yeah fine.. cause guess what I'm a lousy friend.. lyt of my0 was going to finland and I wasn't on her site to tell her goodbye cause when I readed the post she was already gone.. and.. I can't visit anyone tonight since internet is like screwing up.. and I have to wait untill tomorrow.. after another day of sucky school yes people.. I'm on the point of a breakdown.. cause other then I'm failing school and feeling misreable.. my parent's are breathing down my neck telling me on how I should work harder, find a job, act more like a girl, dress more like a girl ec ec.. nag nag NAG!! .. it's awfull.. it's like.. rare when they say I did something good.. it's awfull.. and it hurts.. Well either way I made poem about.. it's about.. being uncertain of love.. and I wrote it from a point of vieuw of me being in another person's shoes.. its dedicated to you sis.. if you all want to read it scroll down words towards the end of the post... Well people I'm about to get going and hit the bed.. or my bed.. sleep will help me.. it's the only time I feel happy.. lol when I'm asleep *sigh* Lots of love and big huggels Cati/iris >---------------------------------------< Every sort of heart has it's weakness It doesn't matter if you're heart Is made out of wood, glass or stone Cause it's got a weakness, No matter how strong Love issn't good, it destroy's the heart It's burns wood out of passion And it breaks glass out of pain It makes stone hearts sink It to a bottemless pit Love is evil, I keep it far away Don't come near it, it issn't safe If other poeple love it, It's okay with me If other people find love a miracle indeed I won't stop them from believing And instead keep my mouth shut and hear them talk about it and let it pass For my heart is made of glass And a part of it is stone and then a little of it is wooden also other then that my heart is fragile and can't handel much pain So for me no love, keep it away Don't come near it, it issn't safe All rights reserved to Iris de wolf - Cati0vz

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