Friday, December 3, 2004

Why does everyone think there fat?! This is realy bothering/annoying me. Practicaly everyone I know no matter how much they weigh thinks of themselves as fat. For example I have one friend shes about 110 pounds and a size 0 and shes always pointing to her stomic saying look at these roles of fat I'm discusting. What? I'm sorry but I just don't see it as far as I'm concerned she looks like a model. So, I point out to her its not true and for example I'm about 135-140 pounds and a size 6 or 8 depending on the store/clothes. Most girls my age are probably 120 and a size 2 but I'm by no means fat. I just actualy have hips compared to some other people. She's much smaller then me and smaller then average so if shes heavy I'm basicaly a walrus. She says I'm different I don't care. So, it doesn't matter. Huhh? In fact I get that answer from everyone I point this out too when they say they need to loose weight say the same thing. Doesn't realy make sence. But seriously friends of mine who weigh from 90+ pounds think they need to loose weight. Well I mean even if they do loose like 10 pounds there just going to whant to loose 10 more. Its realy stupid and people wonder why there are so many people with eating disorders. Witch brings me on to buiety in general. People always ask me if there ugly. I don't now why sence everytime I tell them there beuitiful witch is true. I mean I relize that some of your hair is sticking up or your makeups wearing out but that doesn't suddently turn you ugly. Then I point out I'm not wearing make up and my hairs all frizzy and they again say I'm different I don't care. (Why do people think I don't care about anything having to do with myself.) Witch also apreantly makes it different. Its realy hard to convince people that your telling the truth about them when they think you don't care about how you look (I do but I'm not going to be obbsessing over how I need lip gloss and I'd rather be confortable then execptionaly pretty). Though that brings up the question of why they ask me in the first part. On to the third part of my little rant, its the last one I promise. This is the my life sucks part. No not mine, mine. This is something else I hear everyday. Please people your life is not that bad. You live in the middle class suburbs with one of the richest/best school systems in the nation, you have a place to live, last time I checked your not starving, and you worries consists of school and how over protective/stupid your parents are being. It could be a lot worse. I'm sorry your grounded but honestly you'll get over it its not a reason to complain alday I mean you were the one to set the blender on fire. I'm sorry that sence your parents got divorced you have to go to a therapist to "discuss your feelings" even though you don't need to (the over use of therapist is another rant of mine but I'll save that for another day) but its for 15 freaking minutes a weak you'll survive. I'm glad I got that out. People tend to come to me with there problems even though I'm terrible at helping them I like to try. But sometimes these things just seem so stupid.
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