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Female Location • Philippines, Cebu City Member Since • 2003-09-03 Occupation • College Junior Real Name • Jacky
Personal
Goals • A Successful Pharmacist with a powerful company
myOtaku.com: Blue Hawk
Tuesday, February 3, 2004
Deep Thoughts
I want to disappear.....I want to forget everything.....I wanna lose everything so badly.....I'm so tired.....so tired of everything.....I'm tired of sacrificing....this burden I have in my heart....is burning me inside.....it's tearing me apart.....I want to fade.....I dont want the memories anymore....I want to forget those happy and sad moments.....I want to close my eyes and only see darkness....Im tired of giving, Im tired of living.....I wanna give up....give up everything....I want to fall....I wanna hit hard on the ground....I want to be forgotten.....not to be remembered....I am nothing....my life is void....I feel like crying but the tears wont come out from my eyes.....the mask has deepened through my face......it wont come out....its too late now...everything is too late now.....I cant break free...and I dont want to...I'll always be stuck in the shadows.....only see darkness..goodbye to the light......farewell to the warmth......Im loosing my grip now....my wish has come true....I'm falling...
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