Tuesday, July 24, 2007

:)
I'm in the best mood right now
the best in forever

I think things are finally gonna start changing in my life, and hopefully for the better

but I won't bother you with that
but um today I went and saw Evan almighty
and it was SO funny
I recomend it if you loved bruce almighty
anyways just checkin in with everyone
peace
mucho love
~blondie






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Friday, July 6, 2007

   mu ha ha ha!



I got revenge today against the person who broke my heart!

I won't be specific buuuut....

that boy has toyed with my heart so much and today I got a chance to toy with his heart omg I would normally feel bad, but he never knew what it felt like until now so maybe he'll understand from now on

either way I'm going out tonight to celebrate with some of my buds and stuff, not sure if we are goin to a party or not but anything is better than staying home and thinking of him right?

Anyways how is everyone????
TALK TO ME
~blondie
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Monday, July 2, 2007

   .....



*sigh* Why is it no matter how hard I try to be a good gf, no matter how hard i try toshow no signs of being hurt, it never works....

how can someone that once said they would love you forever, suddenly seem as though they couldn't care less if you live or die.

When they tell you they love you and then when you are lying in there arms crying your eyes out all they can think about themselves, when thats not how it used to be.

I feel my heart becoming calused and cold and I don't know why, I don't know what to do

All I have ever done is be loyal to the ppl I am closest to, at least as far as I know, but maybe there is something else I'm doing wrong that makes me deserve this...idk
~ blondie ¢¾
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Sunday, July 1, 2007

GAH!!
I AM SO FRIGGIN PISSED OFF!!

OK..BAD SITUATION
I WENT TO MY FRIEND BETHS BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY
AND MY EX'S EX JUST HAPPENED TO BE THERE AND SHE GETS PISSED OFF THAT I'M THERE AND SO HE DOESN'T SPEAK TO ME AT ALL PRETTY MUCH THE REST OF THE TIME THAT WE ARE THERE. HUGE MISTAKE.

NOT TO MENTION THIS HAS TO BE THE MILLIONTH TIME WE HAVE BROKEN UP (WHICH WAS LIKE 4 DAYS AFTER WE GOT BACK TOGETHER!!) FUCKING FIGURES!!!!

OF COURSE THIS TIME WAS BULLSHIT I GUESS JUST LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING TIME!!!

SORRY TO ALL THE GOOD GUYS OUT THERE BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW I HAVE BEEN WITH NOTHING BUT TOTAL DICKS!!



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Friday, June 29, 2007

past
Ok so the past few days have been....interesting
but I wont bore you
but I would like to ask anyone if they are going to the warped tour???
That way I can yell in extreme jealousy! lol jk

But ya heres a poem from awhile back ya it's depressing kinda but it's from
personal experience


longing to open my eyes

and lock away my heart

so you can't find me, torture me no more



condemmed inside

you are blind

do you care if I'm alive?



many others better than I

foolish am I to think

that you would stay with me



but cherish the past

treasure what we had

for at least I thought it was real...


plz help me come up with a name

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