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Birthday
• 1991-02-24
Gender
• Female
Location
• Houston, Texas
Member Since
• 2004-11-29
Occupation
• creative thinker,musician
Real Name
• Elissa (pronounced uh-lis-uh) but you can call me Serena

Personal

Achievements
• discovering the beauty of rain...
Anime Fan Since
• forever
Favorite Anime
• Inuyasha,Wolf's Rain,Chobits,DNAngel,Samurai Champloo,Full Metal Alchemist,Paranoia Agent, Elfen Lied, Kare Kano, Death Note
Goals
• Follow the backroads of America with Slipknot blastin' and His eyes on me...
Hobbies
• writing, drawing, listening to music, shooting, playing my guitar
Talents
• playing the flute,drawing, soccer, playing my guitar

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*~....She seemed dressed in all of me, Stretched across my shame, All the torment and the pain, Leaked through and covered me, I'd do anything to have her to myself, Just to have her for myself, Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, When she makes me sad, She is everything to me, The unrequited dream, A song that no one sings, The unattainable, She's a myth that I have to believe in, All I need to make it real is one more reason, I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, When she makes me sad, But I won't let this build up inside of me, A catch in my throat, Choke, Torn into pieces, I won't – no, I don't wanna be this, But I won't let this build up inside of me, She isn't real, I can't make her real.... ~*

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She made a shadow-hidden grave, The day Faith died; Therein she laid it, heard the clod's sick fall, And smiled aside- "If less I ask," tear-blind, she mocked, "I may be less denied."....She set a rose to blossom in her hair, The day Faith died- “Now glad,” she said,” and free at last, I go, And life is wide.” But through long nights she stared into the dark, And knew she lied....

98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this into your profile

Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

I'm bottling up your soft, dream-like scent…In my head for the ride home…I've been searching with bruised limbs…For ways to get me going…To give me confidence to stare…And observe the world…If I could sleep forever….Would you still be in my dreams?...If I could sleep forever….Would you still be in my dreams?...Under the covers…

A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug till its with the one you're thinking of.
A dream is just a dream till you make it come true.
And love is just a word till it's proven to you.

I memorized all the words for you, But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me, I wait up late every night just to hear your voice, But you don’t know that’s nothing like me, You know I wonder have you already figured out, All these things that I try to hide, All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out, All these thing that I hide on the inside, I can’t be held responsible, This is all so new to me, Just when I think I’m invincible, You come and happen to me, I want to make sure everything is perfect for you, If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through, Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you, But you don’t know that’s nothing like me, I wonder have you already figured out, All these things that I try to hide, All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out, All these thing that I hide on the inside, Now I’m waking up, I’ve finally had enough of this wreck of a life, How I never thought I’d survive, Now I’m taking back all I gave up for that, Leave my pain behind, Wash these stains from my life, Just when I thought all was lost, You came and made it all ok, I can’t be held responsible, This is all so new to me, Just when I think I’m invincible, You come and happen to me, I memorized all the words for you, If you only knew how much that’s just not like me…

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

You come to me with scars on your wrists. Tell me this is the last night feelin like this...
Supness...not much here...

Started physical training in ROTC class now, which is awesome. I could use the exercise...plus I get to start staying after and commanding the people going to boot camp this summer...which will be kick ass...I can't wait for boot camp..and then again I can. A whole week without my cell phone or i pod...I can do it, but still...-_- +

So how is everyone? good i hope >_> Hasn't been much anime on adultswim lately...or anythin i wanted to watch. anyone got any good free downloadin sites? could use some good anime....

Well, i'ma go...

*huggles everyone*

-Liss

P.S. If this is Austin, you know I love you.
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