Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I'll tell myself I don't miss you at all
Not much going on around here. Haven't updated in a few days, so I figured I would.

This week was finals for my high school. But because of my good grades and stuff, I exempted all mine and just don't have to come to school because of it. So now I'm stuck at home this week with nothing to do. Mom's working. Dad...haha that's funny.

After the half day was over today, Tyler and Sarah came over with a 6 pack. We sat in my room, drank, and talked about life. It was very exciting...not. But they had to go because my mom should be home in like 15 minutes. It was nice to see another living soul. The neighbors might complain about how loud the music was...maybe. [Tyler brought his electric.] But whatever. Now I'm just sitting around, doing nothing but listening to my fingers on my guitar and a little music in that background. Such an exciting life.

I added a few new fan arts. Might wanna check those out. Here's a random picture. Tyler took it on the bus yesterday when he stole my phone. My pretty red and green braces. I had to go and get a bracket fixed because it popped off when I got it stuck on Eddie's jacket. Don't ask how that happened, we'd be here all day. Let's just say it wasn't exactly funny standing in the middle of the hallway with my mouth attached to the sleeve of Eddie's jacket while my friend Lisandro tries to pry it off.



peace.

PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.

-Lissa-


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Sunday, November 26, 2006

   |..My pulse is flat-lined as I'm running to you..|

'This is For Keeps'---The Spill Canvas

The streets are dark, my pulse is flat-lined, as I'm running to you, You sit completely unaware of what I'm about to do, The air is thick with tension much like when we are together, My fangs are aching as I'm pondering about you and I forever, As I round your corner, I am nervous that you won't be my lover, I knock three times and hope that my pale complexion won't blow my cover, You answer the door with your innocent face, Would you like to leave this human race, tonight?, Eternity will never be enough for me, and eternally will live our infallible love, My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust, Your eyes are softer now, and your chin, it drips a bloody color of rust, I am raising up the stakes of this round, I am playing for keeps, Oh, would you like to leave this human race, tonight?, Eternity will never be enough for me, and eternally will live our infallible love, Follow me into the sea, We'll drown together and immortalize you and me, Leave behind this lonely town, We're both better than this, it's not worth being down, Eternity will never be enough for me, and eternally will live our infallible love, Follow me into the sea, We'll drown together and immortalize you and me, Leave behind this lonely town, We're both better than this, it's not worth being down…


He looked at her. She was pretty still, with thick hair and soft eyes, and she moved so gracefully that it almost seemed as though she were gliding. He'd seen beautiful women before, though, women who caught his eye, but to his mind, they usually lacked the traits he found most desirable. Traits like intelligence, confidence, strength of spirit, passion, traits that inspired others to greatness, traits he aspired to himself.
She had those traits, he knew, and as they walked now, he sensed them once again lingering beneath the surface. "A living poem" had always been the words that came to mind when he tried to describe her to others...

Current Song: 'Self Conclusion'--The Spill Canvas
Current mood: Sick ._.
Current Time: 12:06 pm

Hello all. I had a fun night last night..I wasn't even tired when I got off the computer at o' dark thirty. But I woke up with some unwanted allerigies this morning. I was in a throw-on-some-jeans-with-the-knees-worn-out-and-a-T-shirt kind of mood. I plan to laze around the house and read while drinking coffee, unless a certain someone signs on. *streches* I am so not ready to go back to school tomorrow..At least it's only for a few weeks before we start another vacation, a longer one.

*huggles all* Talk to ya'll later!

-Liss-

Ps: If this is Austin, I still love you.



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   |..You mean the innocence may kiss you..|
I've watched you change, Into a fly, I looked away, You were on fire, I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel, So alive, I've watched you change, I took you home, Set you on the glass, I pulled off your wings, Then I laughed, I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel, So alive, I've watched you change, It's like you never, Had wings, I look at the cross, Then I look away, Give you the gun, Blow me away, I've watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel, So alive, I've watched you change, Now you feel alive, You feel alive, I've watched you change, It's like you never, Had wings…


Hello all. I've had my whole dad's side of the family here and it's driving me nuts, but it's cool, I'll survive. Whoever thought I would depend on my stupid cell phone as much as I am?
My disturbed aunt picked me up an issue of that one magazine Allure just for a joke because she knew I would hate it. But I was actually reading it and I found an article that said this:

'When in the throes of an allergy attack or a skin rash, it may help to pucker up. A Japanese study suggests that kissing reduces allergic responses. Among the 48 subjects, half suffered from eczema [a form of atopic dermatitus] and half had hay fever. All the volunteers kissed their lover or spouse for 30 minutes while listening to romantic music. Two weeks later, they listened to the same music and embraced their partner without kissing. Blood tests revealed that after the kissing phase only, the participants expierienced a significant decrease in their levels of immunoglobulin E, an antibody that the immune system produces in response to allergens, thereby eliciting an allergic reaction.''

-Lois B. Morris, Allure Magazines

Isn't that interesting? I'm terrible when it comes to allergies, so I should try something like that.

My dad's leaving again and my family leaves Saturday and I can actually sleep in my room again. Ya'll are free to leave comments and let me know you're still alive..otherwise I'll hunt you down and make sure you're still breathing.

Hope ya'll had a good Thanksgiving!

-Elissa-

PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.


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Monday, November 20, 2006

[..quote..] you are my soul [..unquote..]

It wasn’t like we had planned to leave, to get up and go, just like that.

Everything passed by me, the timeframe of an hour whirling by into a five-minute moment, from when I saw Him and opened the door into His world to the breath I stole when we set out away from everything we knew. There wasn’t a doubt in my mind that this was what I wanted to do…nothing could stop me now.

So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars, I’ll be home tonight, Take a breath and softly say goodbye.

I wonder how long it will take my mother to realize my bed was long left empty. He bottled up my scent and essence from the sheets, leaving nothing but a memory; I trust Him with it. She’ll curse my name down to hell and hope to never see my face again, but deep down I know she understands why I’m doing this. It wasn’t the love for Him that I had kept bottled up for so many years, or even the faint pink lines of remorse left on my arms…it was the blatantly hidden fact that I had found myself in Him and now I was a whole person, no longer in pieces. I had found me in Him.

hello love,
where did we go wrong?
riding all weekend
in the passenger seat of your truck
chasing away the tears that blinded me
and killed you.
in return for my mourning
the windshield stole images of your eyes
the ones I loved…
the ones I kissed…
for weeks I plastered my body
to the steering wheel
grasping what the air left of you…
hearing tires kissing pavement
a screech
[death in a whisper]
my voice
as it watched the glass shatter in a collision
that killed you.

I’ll Keep You.

PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

   You're supposed to drink the water, not inhale it.
as promised..


not a very good picture, but that's okay. just being my weird punk self. I was getting ready to go out with my totally best girlfriend, Andy (who is indeed a guy..gay as Hell and I love him) to Hot Topic. They tried to hire me, but I'm not 16 yet, so I couldnt..so I just flirted with the hottest employee there and Andy took a picture of him and me..will have to post that when the pics are developed..maybe even the one with me and my pink tiara. So how is everyone? If you dont know who the Spill Canvas is, you should find out. They are my favorite band of all time, by far..I love them to death. Tomorrow I have band concert, a flute solo for me, w007 w007. My dad's home for the week and I can't stand him, he's driving me insane. I remember why I hate that man so much now, doesnt trust me worth a damn. Well, check out my new fan art please. I'm quite happy with it.

(-Serena-)

PS: If this is Austin, I still love you.

<3
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

   The day Faith died...
Hey everyone, what's up? Nothing much here. The other day I was almost raped on my bus by three seniors who are all football players..I didn't really stand a chance, but beat the shit out of one of them and managed to get away from the others. Now I've found out who they are and the school and my mom are taking their sorry asses to court. They messed with the wrong Goth. Robert's been watching my back ever since then..him and I are really close. We hold hands everytime we see each other in the hallway because we can, sometimes we make out just because we love each other. One week we're close, the next it's the occasional hi. It's weird, but I love him to death. I don't care if he's 18. Dad says he's just after sex. I don't believe him.
I'm moving on the 26th of next month to Texas, where I am from, born in Fort Worth. Robert said he'd come out to see me soon..if that will really happen, who knows, but it's nice to think he will. Maybe we'll get married someday and fall madly in love. haha,yeah right. <3
I've changed a lot since the last time ya'll saw a picture of me..I'lll have to put up a pic sometime. I'm actually something worth looking at now.So how may people are endulging their lives with the new Kingdom hearts game? Aren't the guys just bagfuls of eye candy? mhhmmm, sexy. I've almost beat it..can't wait 'til the end. Well, I have to go down the street and see Robert..I stole his beanie today and I told him if he was extra nice, I would give it back, probably make him beg, maybe a little more, who knows?
Love ya'll, message if you want to talk.

Ps: If this is Austin, I still love you.

-Lissa-
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Friday, February 24, 2006

Happy birthday to me!!! ^_____^
YAAYY, 15!! Hee hee, thank you everyone at Otaku for being the best chain of friends a girl could have, I love you all! *huggles*
I got two more piercings, making it a total of 11..w007 w007!! ^^
Well, I gotta go, but yeah..pm me if you get the chance..I'll post pictures from my party tonight for you guys laters ^_^
*huggles all*
*~Serena~*
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