myOtaku.com: blackwolfpup

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Birthday
• 1989-12-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• some were in the world
Member Since
• 2004-08-15
Occupation
• Dog Handler,
Real Name
• Stacey

Personal

Achievements
• Retraning race horses, Going to the Westminster dogs how
Anime Fan Since
• since was 11
Favorite Anime
• Dont have one
Goals
• To be able to stand on my own two feet without needing the help of others
Hobbies
• Writing, Riding, Showing dogs
Talents
• Being able to live with Diabetes

myOtaku.com: blackwolfpup

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Rambling ish
I hate people, because people die, people hurt, people cheet and steal and lie and are horrable beings, we hold on and dont let go, we fight but give in when we think we cant keep fighting.

Im not hartless and i know when enough is enough, i get that i cant have a relashion ship with someone that travils like i do, I get that i worry about my frined and want them all where i can watch them, keep them where i can help them when need,

the issue here is that i really care too much, and i cant cope with loss, because its been there too much to many times

i cant stand tall white men hights over 6'0 because i feel like i cant watch them and i know thats to blame on my dad. you can only beat something so manytimes that it get that stupid stuck mode of this + this = this....

I have been told im fat, im not so fuck u,

I have been told i like pain, I dont i hate it and it scares me So fuck you

Im a bitch Yes so what so is the rest of my family

Im not relyabl, yes i am u call me even of i hate u and ill be there So suck that

I talk too much, ya ohk

Im not trust worthy, I keep secrets that store up and i havnt even told the fucking wall them...

I like to hurt things/people, No i dont i hate that and it drivres me nuts

I love my horses and dogs because they care no matter what, they dont judge u, they just want to be taken care of and thats fine by me because i want to take care of something.... Im sick of lossing and sick of being told what i do and dont do, I have watched frinds die i have been there i get it its going to happen one way or another.... and theres nothing i can chage to stop this so im going to be alone and be me with my horses and dogs forever....

my brain is fryed.... i need an off, an excape...a something....sigh

Ohk maybe im done enough so i can go to sleep or shower or something usefull i only have to be up in 5 hours.... lovely -.-

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