Thursday, September 22, 2005

   Freaky-est Thing and Frusterating Copy Machines
ARGH!! I had to make copies of my picture for art today. The damn thing!! *KICKS MACHINE* I made about twelve or so copies with more than half which are C-R-A-P!! MAKES ME SO ANGRY!!!!!!

On the brighter side saw cute girl which I thought was a girl from behind. LOL, O.o I was taken by surprise. He asked me to repeat myself and I tried to ask help on the copy machine, but he laughed and said he also had no idea on the mystery.

I had another bad night...serious talking here...I don't know how to describe it except complete lonliness and reminscience...I tried to go to bed but I ended up having to get up and leave the room constantly so I wouldn't wake up or possibly scare my little sister. Nights like these don't go easy and I'm seriously thinking of going to a counselor and just venting.

I only got four hours of sleep and my entire body just ached. On the bus I enjoyed reading, but it was a sad part in the book which almost made me cry. *light chuckle* I almost become the characters when I read, so I experience their hurt and accomplishments as well. I was early as usually, but didn't want to sit in an empty classroom.

The highlight of my day would be just sitting by the pond here at Cal State just watching the coy fishes. A sudden inspiration came over me, I wanted to take a photo and maybe use it as a new post background. They were just so beautiful, but sadly I had no camera handy. (I use to in highschool.)

The day progressed with little hassle. Sherry helped lighten my mood talking about the fair with her. She said the biggest fair she had ever been to just had a petting zoo. After class we hanged out since we got out early. I showed her the coy fish and she was amazed, made me smile. She showed me her silver car which had tiny windows.

Bleh! I had to walk across campus to get my HSF dinner tickets. A couple stared at me because I was wearing my trench coat today. I felt like Seto Kaiba, heh heh. Cold, grouchy, throwing demeanoring stares felling far superior to them. lol. When I enter the business building I was told to go to the President's office. I felt like a lost ryouga!! I was so stressed about missing my next class!! I eventually came to the building and felt like such an idiot for missing the huge sign in front of it.

Rushed to my next class to find it hadn't even started! My body was aching even more when I sat and I felt like just passing out. Couldn't pay attention, people are stupid. I was just in a bad mood today. Venting here sure does help though.

I know this is completely different issue, but what is your view on abortion?

Personally, people pro-choice might as will say they eat babies for breakfast. They're all idiots saying it's the mother's choice whether she want the baby or not. Well, I have news for those morons if they're all so "Pro-choice" Your choice does begin when your already pregnant. It's all about before. You know what I mean the choice starts with whether to have sex or not. It just pisses me off. If you didn't want the baby then why the hell you go a fuck the guy? Stupid idiots...I am sorry if I have offended anyone.

Just that no seems to take responsiblities for their actions anymore. Always trying to find a quick fix solution. I find it all just wrong that someone has to suffer for their mother's incapablity or just---ARGHH!!! MAKES ME SO ANGRY!! WHAT THE FuCK IS WRONG WITH SOCIETY?!!
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