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Sunday, April 2, 2006
new beginnings.....
so yesterday was lonesome without my kitty. my mom felt really bad, and decided maybe we could get him back. in order to get a pet back, you have to go through the adopiton process. when we called, they said he was adopted earlier that day. i was really upset. i had a chance at getting him back, but now it's gone. i know he went to a good family (they screen the possible adopters and they are pretty strict about who they let adopt. thats why i was afraid he wouldn't get a home). im really sad though. i know he's be a good cat, and learn to be happy with his new family. maybe it's better this way. *le sigh*
mom said maybe we can adopt another animal instead. for the whole 18+ years i've been alive, i've always had a pet. we had 2 cats, when i was born. when we moved to the city i live now (when i was 6) we had a cat, and 3 dogs. (we rented my aunts house and they were her dogs). then when we moved to our trailer, i got my first pet..he was just mine...my cat jaws. i had him for 7 years, then he ran away. a month later i got mr. kankles...the one i just gave up....so i've always had a pet my whole life. one night without one was horrible. i felt so alone. i didn't sleep much, it was hard to sleep without him curled up on me. i think i finally cried myself to sleep...
but no more tears...i'm trying to move on. i keep telling myself it was for the best, and that he has a new family who loves him already. it wouldn't be fair to them for me to try to take him away (not that i can...but i would try if i could). and maybe i will adopt a cat who has been at the shelter waiting for a new family...and may be put to sleep if it doesn't find one. i want to save an animal, whose owners had to give it away..and miss it as much as i miss mr. kankles. it wont be to replace him, but to save it from an unecessary death. no animal could ever replace the ones you've lost....never. they just help heal your wounds.
i still miss my bunnie, but i know she is safe at my sisters. i'm gonna go up and visit her soon. at first i felt bad only mourning the loss of mr. k, and not for liqourice too, but i realized it hurt so much because i'll never see him again. and i can see her at my sisters when ever i want (tho its a 4 hour drive).
*le sigh* no song or pics tonite...im too tired. its only 2 am, but im exausted. i think its from lack of sleep lastnight...hopefully i can sleep tonite knowing hes got a new home...and someone who will love him as much as i did....
*~Badkitty~*
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