Birthday • 1992-08-03 Gender •
Female Location • Canada (Montreal, Quebec) Member Since • 2006-04-08 Occupation • Grade 9 Real Name • Haidee
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Achievements • Award of Exellence in Drama and Visual Arts. Anime Fan Since • 1999 Favorite Anime • Can't choose ONE Hobbies • Drawing, painting, singing Talents • Anything Artstic
myOtaku.com: Ayumi Chan
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November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Gosh, how long has it been? I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while *hugs* I'm feeling a little better from my cold *nods* yuppers (it feels good to sleep again x3) I'm going to try and visit everyone today.I have no school on friday hurray *laughs* I can do whatever I want *smiles* like work on my site, I'm creating a myotaku.com help site just a little resource site with things to help you out *nods* Heh-heh I deleted my KairixSora fanlisting it got deserted ._. *laughs*
I had an english test today^^ I love english it's so much easier than french :p *nods* notmuch is really happening in meh life it's just so boring ._. but wait....I saw my friend from my old school last wednesday on the metro *smiles* I was so happy(I'm feeling lonley at school xD ) oh yes, and on wednesday it was a victim of the Dawson College shooting's feuneral *cries* it was so sad, my whole school wore pink that day (it is said that it was her favorite colour..so to remember her we wore it) there were over 200 people who attended her feuneral...I feel so bad, she was only 18. Augh! This is getting me all sad now i better stop...well that's all for today, pretty short post.
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Delusional/Half Asleep
Currently Listening to: "Good Morning Canada"
Hello everyone,
Thankyou for all your comments *nods* I loved them all. Iv'e been asleep for most of the day yesterday and as a result I couln't get to most of your sites and I'm so sorry *huggles tight* I'm in a state of delirium this morning, so sometimes when i read someone's post I see the wrong thing and have to look back at it...same thing if I type.
I only have today to try and get better...and I Really hope I do, I have a bit of a headache and I have a box of tissue next to me x] and I have a stash of ramen (I'm all set lol ) well, whoever updated this morning are the only people who I can visit, afterwards I'm very sorry to everyone else *cries* I'm sorry...
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Sick
Currently Listening to: My mad typing skills x3
Hello everyone,
Thankyou for all your comments *hugs* I was just feeling so depressed over it...but I guess I'm okay now. It's been on the news for a few days now but I can handle it, things like that don't happen often in Montreal, or Canada for that matter.
Apperantly the guy had a blog on Vampirefreaks.com and he started talking about it, but he's dead now (on wednesady) *sigh*
Anyway, I'm feeling more and more ill as the days pass by...I can't speak that much and as I type I feel like regurgitating(sp?) I hope I get better before school *sighs* I'd rather go to school than stay at home feeling awful *nods* I'm going to try and visit people today, then go to bed...I'll be sure to get lost of rest and drink alot of fluids (and ramen ;D ) so I can get better for school.
Speaking of School, the school I'm at I get really (and I mean REALLY) high marks...I'm getting perfect marks on all my quizzes and homework...I shouldn't complain but..it's kind of bothersome :/
Bah, whatever.
Take Care
-Ayumi Chan
(Update: How do you like my new theme?)
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Disturbed
Curretnly Listening to: Let go-Frou Frou
Go here in that link you will be able to see a snippet of what I saw yesterday.
I'm sorry if I don't visit everyone....I feel awful, I'm going ot take a few days away from Myotaku to heal my mind.
Please leave a heart next to your name if you care.<3 Haidee
I was watching it all day yesterday, I find it ironic that around the time it happened I felt a great pain in my heart (at thins time I didn't know it was happening) I pray for the people in the hospital to get a healthy recovery...and I pray for the soul who lost her life in this to find peace. I'm sorry for taking your time.
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
...I am shocked....there were these two guys that went in Dawson College (in montreal, where I live) and started to shoot students and teachers...I'm sfeelign really depressed. Comments (10) |
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November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Tired
Currently listening to: Nothing
Hello everyone,
Thankyou all again for your comments as Iv'e said and I'll say it again, I <3 reading all your comments *nods*
First and for most I must apologize, I changed my layout again *is bricked* it's very..well orange x3 hope you guys like it *nods*
Anywho, class was weird...I had first period french and this dude needed to copy out one of the pages or he'd get in trouble, so I let him copy out of my book (which he wasn't allowd to do or he'd get in trouble...so either way he'd get in trouble) so anyway, we was copying out of my book and the teacher comes to our desk and he hides it under the desk *laughs* so he, emo buddy <--you know who I'm talking about neh? and me were all laughing (immature eh?) and she asks me where my book was...I kinda sorta had to lie *laughs* and I get all weird when I lie..ish weird :]
Anywho, I say I forgot it at home so I had to share it with emo buddy, and emo buddy and I start laughing...and the dude passes me back my book under the table o.o and I quickly have to hide it in my binder...and then emo buddy takes it out of my binder and he's like "Regard, Mme Mikail! Elle pence tu oblier ton livre!" xD whatever..
So that was that..relly weird.
I have Math in the morning *kicks math text book out the door and down the stairs* ^^; my math teacher freaks me out *nods* he touches to much O_o I mean he'd randomly come up and grab a girls arm or something >< he's odd...
Well sorry I don't have much to say =[ I'll try and visit everyone today.
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Distressed
Currently listening to: Utada Hikaru-Colors
Hello everyone,
Thankyou for all your comments yesterday *nods* I always love reading your comments, especially thoes long ones *smiles* yuppers! (Heh-heh, I can't stop saying that word now I love it *laughs* I hope you don't mind me using this word Angel Zakuro) wow, Jenny101 you leave long comments *huggles*thankyou so much for the read *smiles sweetly* *hands out cupcakes*
I have a headache, eyes are feeling watery, sneezing like crazy...I think I'm getting sick *faints* I'm sad now ._. I don't wanna get sick it's like the fourth or fifth week of school and I'm already sick, I think that my immune system has been reduced to bits at least that what my father says...he says I have a weak immune system just like he does (Come to think of it, out of all my siblings I'm the one who gets all these ills like pneumonia, and i have these re-accruing muscle spasms and I have ragweed allergies *sneezes* and just watch me have a blood disorder T_T *prays to God that I don't*) I mean I would be and bed--and I should be in bed but I can rest *turns off music* the music doesn�t really help with my headache now does it *is dizzy*
*Laughs* I did it again, new layout! *is bricked* ah-ha-ha-ha-ha, I'm sorry gomen-nasai *bows* the other one was giving me a hard time with the text, I couldn�t get it to stop being bunched up together (tsk! tsk! *shakes head in disappointment*) so then I started to look for a new wallpaper on the internet. So how do you like te new look? I even made an avie *nods* I like the greens, yellows, and white mix *smiles*
I'm sorry I have not visited in a while, I'm working on trying to visit everyone everytime they update and leave uber long (okay not uber long...just semi-uber-long) comments-I really hope I'll be able to do that *nods*Um...I'm looking for all my friends buttons to there sites, if you have one please let me know I'd like to put it on :3 (thanks in advance)
I have written another poem in all my boredom and being sick xD
Please give me feedback, and tell me what you think? What I need to improve on? And what can stay 'as is'
Well...um...enjoy:
Timeless
Do you remember the time...
The time you held me close and said "Everything is going to be okay"?
Do you remember wiping away my tears?
Do you remember...
thoes timeless momments?
When we were one.
When we were then,
We let our emotions loose into the cobalt blue
That was our sky.
You, who you are
Took away my pain
My novacaine for the heart.
You erased my history of hurt
Brought up a smile and held me close
Let me cry on your shoulder
Every tear I shed told a story to you
Something you understood and took to heart
You are the only one
Whose heart Iv'e fallen into
Iv'e sunken so deep
So deeply in love with you
But what are those words?
Thoes words that Iv'e said?
This blissful emotion
has taken over my head
So here I am
I hold you close
and remind you of all thoes timeless moments...
That we have shared
Hand in hand we walk away...
Into the some thing that will be....
"One day"
-Haidee
Heh-heh *blushes* so..um..what do you think? I hope that it wasn't that bad. It took me about 30 minutes to finish this poem *sweat drop* not long at all, i decided to call it "Timeless" because...um *blushes a little* I....I have my reasons x3
Well I guess thats all for today..I better get to bed.
Take Care everyone
and have a wonderful day *smiles*
-Ayumi Chan
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Stressed
Curently Reading: Saikano (Volume 5)
Hello everyone,
Sorry I didn't update for a few days *huggles* I'm sorry. Anyway, thankyou for your comments--I loved them all *nods* yes, yes..I have a new layout again x3 I like this one..but I'm still working on it.
((See how the text bunches upi together :\ ))
Remember that guy I was talking about in my last post...yeah, were freinds now ^_^ heh-heh, he's really funny I'm making friends with guys more than girls-I guess it's because I prefer "guy humor" meh.
*laughs* I'm feeling really stressed today, I want to kick something T_T *looks around* bah, nothing...nothing much else to say
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Depressed
Currently Listening to: Pins and Needles
Hello Everyone,
Thankyou for all your dear comments yesterday...it's okay if you didin't comment I don't mind. Heh-heh, I was called an emo child today - kind of random if you ask me.
I have a load of homework today,theres this guy in calss (no, I don't have a "thing" for him) he...he's really creepy, it's like he hates us all...I feel bad because no one want to talk to him, but I mean he seems like a perfectly nice guy (he's emo...people at my school don't like that for some reason :\ ) he's in every class of mine.
Anyway, I'm feeling rather depressed...I don't really know why to be honest with you, just a sunnden depression. Well, there isn't much else for me to say.
Take Care
Much <3 Ayumi Chan
((Edit: I'm sorry this post isn't as long as the last one))
November 13, 2006
Been a while since I've made anything other than abstract themes. Surprisingly enough, this layout doesn't have an FF12 inspired title, which is too bad. For those who have Hikari in their hands, remember to follow the terms and enjoy the design. It's not always I steer away from monotone - or try to steer away for that matter.
Current Mood: Apathetic, my world is a dark swirling abbyss (jk, jk ;3) Tired
Currently listening to: Linkin Park-Breaking the Habbit
Hello everyone,
Thankyou all for your comments, I loved them all...thankyou so much *hugs all* I really appriciate every single one of you, I thankyou all again for commenting-- even if what I had to post was nothing really, and I'm sorry *nods* Heh-heh, I have a new layout again *smiles* it fetures Colette Brunel from Tales of Symphonia. I really like this new theme, it's very cute but yet still keeps to a simple clean look! It's best veiwed in IE (but then again, what isn't? xD it's odd, I mean I have Firefox.)
I'm very sorry that I was unable to visit everyone's sites yesterday, gomen! I find that I have less and less time for things as of now, I'm really sorry *hugs* and I feel really bad that I was unable to make award thingers for everyone ._. I think this is the last that I'll make and it's for Lovely Black Rose, I really hope you like it...I'm working on one with all the names on it but that'll have to wait till later.
I woke up really early yesterday o.o I woke up at five and just couln't go back to sleep, and so I got up and updated early yesterday...I also hurt my leg again, I have an affinity ofr hurting myself *laughs* it's really kind of funny actually and the sides I get hurt rotate- like one day I'd hurt my right leg and the next it would be my left xD it's sad yet funny. My Xanga account has been rather addictive :3 (but no worries I'm not leaving Myo for xanga, I'd never =0 ) I posted my tales of symphonia fanfic and all of audden I was in the mood to rp, weird huh? I got like 22 comments there, gosh xD
Anywho, I hope everyone had a good labour day*smiles* although in Austrailia it wasn't so...I feel really, really, reallybad for what happened yesterday! I can't belive he died, and the way he died to reall got me...I mean I wonderhow his children are handling it? It must be so awful for them...well enough of thatit's getting me in a really depressed mood >=[ Speaking of being depressed, the new school I go to gets me in a really depressing mood. I can be super hyper happy in the morning but when I go to school in the exact same point of the street my stomach turns, and when i walk in the school my hyperness disolved into depression...afterwards when school is out, I feel really angry! *laughs* it's funny ^^ anyway, you know thoes Donate to stop poverty or like "Save the Children" and thoes "World Wildlife Foundation" conercials? Yeah, um..they always get to me x3 I feel so bad I would litteraly try not to cry (I know I'm stupid) and the ones that really get me are thoes "Make a Wish Foundation"with the children in the hospital...omg...I'd donate myorgans to these children to see there dearest wishes come true or at least a smile. Oh, I feel so bad >< I feeling really depressed now, I'm sorry...so very sorry ><
Um...
