Thursday, April 28, 2005

   Good Day!!
Hey everybody!!!

I was looking through my PMs and PhoenixClawth wasn't mad!!Yay!!Also I found someone else that is in the JROTC!!!That person is HardLuckWoman!!!^^Also I wanted to ask everyone a crazy question...should I start writing a story online???I'm looking for opinions and hopefully good responces.Well today I had to run the mile today.My time was 15:00.Thats all 4 now.

*Kagami*

So I decided to post the 1st chapter...please comment..^^

Chapter One: D.A.’s Therapy Session

(D.A.’s mind): I’ve always been alone…no matter what has happened.

Sam: D.A.?…hey D.A.??You listening? Okay, we’ll end it here for today. It seems that you’re completely out of it. I don’t mind ending it here for today.

D.A.: Sam?

Sam: Yes ma’am? I don’t mind ending the session here today. It’s quite alright. I don’t mind.

D.A.: Sam, have you ever thought about how one tragedy can destroy your entire personality? I know that I don’t like to talk about a delicate subject like my past but… I know it means something, right?

Sam: D.A., I hate trying to talk to you when your expressing you thoughts out loud but, I also understand that since your father died, you haven’t been close to your family. Yet…if you choose to have your team replace your family, the least you can do is wait until they’re dead. I wouldn’t mind then but, you…

D.A.: Sam…that’s enough. I told you that I don’t have a family. The syndicate took my family. After dad died…they sided with the syndicate. The very same demons that took my father’s life. My mother…she threw my stuff out, and told me to get the hell out. I couldn’t bear the pain even though she abandoned me. I never felt so alone.
At the funeral, she wouldn’t even look at me. My aunts and uncles, they offered to help her but, not me. My brothers and sisters walked out on me saying that it’s my fault that my father died. I couldn’t even…

Sam: It’s alright. Now we are getting somewhere. You’ve finally opened up and spoke of the horrible pain you hold. I have recorded everything you said and it will be held in the strictest of confidentiality. Nobody will know what we discuss here and that is my professional vow.

(D.A.’s mind): It stood silent. You could hear the traffic outside and all I could think about was how messed up my family was and how I could stop them from destroying the rest of my life. I knew they weren’t going to stop until I was dead. That’s what they wanted. They wanted me dead and they’d do anything to see me dead. It was like a personal wish that they had.
My cousin, Chau, committed suicide because my aunt Maria told him he was worthless. He worked for my father in the underworld as it is known. When he did commit suicide he left a note saying that he knew where he was going and that he wanted no one to do what he did. He also said that he was sorry. At the funeral, dad said that it was his mother’s fault…he just couldn’t prove it. Yet I could. I knew the truth.

Sam: D.A.?
D.A.: Yeah…what is it? Oh yeah…I’m still here. I’m sorry …I didn’t mean to…never mind. I just began to reminisce about everything that has happened to me not to mention the fact that I wanted to collect my thoughts. I’m sorry…can we end the session here today? I’m laying in a pool of pain.

Sam: D.A., I know that you’re hiding something. There’s something you want to say…you’re just too stubborn to spit it out. Why? I don’t know but, I guess your just stubborn like that…just like your father.

D.A.: Sam…shut up! Leave my dad out your analysis of me. And don’t start lecturing me. I’m not in church!

Sam: Okay, I won’t lecture you about anything. I’m very sorry to have mentioned your father. Well…shall we end it here today?

D.A.: Yeah…sure thing. Let’s end it here cause I have some important business to do. So when can the next session be?

Sam: D.A., we can meet sometime next week…if you’re not busy of course. How about Tuesday? I believe I have an opening at 2:45 pm.

D.A.: Yeah, I’m fine with it. Tuesday afternoon then, right? At 2:45 pm?

Sam: Yes, D.A.

D.A.: Well later. I’ve got to go. I’ll tell Iris I’ll be here next Tuesday at 2:45. So I’ll catch ya later.

Sam: Alright. Oh and D.A.?

D.A.: Yeah…what is it?

Sam: Remember what I said about the team and your family.

D.A.: I have no idea what you are talking about.

Sam: D.A.!!! Get back here!!




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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

   Man did I screw up!!
Konnichiwa!!!

The first stupid thing I did is that report cards were issued today and my grades are as follows:
Algebra-C+
Biology-C+
World Lit.-D+
Spanish-F
Gym-A
JROTC-A
Sociology-D-
Well those were my grades.Pretty bad huh?Well that was 1st screw up.

The 2nd thing was that my sorry baca computer froze when I was talking to PhoenixClawth and so it restarted and I couldn't tell her I'm sorry.Man I suck at being a good friend.Good thing theO provides PM...otherwise I'd bury myself 6 feet under.

The 3rd thing was that I used up almost all my minutes talking on the cellphone and now I have to fill up the phone...problem is that I need $50!!~_~ Damnit I suck so much!!

Well now I have no idea what to do cuz I have become bored with my games and I am feeling really guilty.Oh well I guess that I'll have to grin and bear it for now.

Ja ne...
*Kagami*
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005

   Good Day!!
Well I have great news 4 everyone.
The Culture Day has been moved to May 21st.YAY!!Now I can put together a school girl uniform and I am going start a cosplay booth so everyone wish me luck!!^_^Well thats all 4 now and I'll see ya later!!

Ja ne...
*Kagami*
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Monday, April 25, 2005

   I feel loved and I got POCKY!!!
Konnichiwa!!!

Ok so it has been a long time sinced I talked with my best friend...she's been busy.I'm over her house as I write this.Well anyways I am glad that we are talking again because it has been making me blue.~_~
Anyways I got my order of Pocky today and that ratched club president hasn't began advertisement for the Cultural Day...that baca!!^_^ Also I have a new background I have had posted up as regular picture.Also I have begun school again..yes I went back to that torture chamber.lol.Anyways and I might not be able to go onlie as much.So posts may be up every 2-5 days.If I can I'll try to post everyday.Lastly I wanted to get a background to be of Kyouji Kagami-look I named my site after that hottie too!!!^_^Anyways if anybody knows good anime sites that contain GetBackers...please let me know.Otherwise I'll put up some bizzare picture as a background.
eeewwww!!~_~ Well thats all for now and I'll update u guys more soon.

Ja ne...
*Kagami*
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Sunday, April 24, 2005

   Hi Hi Na No Da!!!
I just had watched and read all of Gravitation and I broke a record out of all my friends...they're mad at me about it.The record was 3 hours and 45 minutes but I got it done in 2 hours and 50 minutes.
That is quite an accomplishment 4 me.Also yesterday my godmother's grandson came over and we had a water war.My kid bro Mike started by wetting my mom for wetting the Palm Trees(me and my youngest siblings).We were bored so bothered my mom!!^_^So next thing u know u have everybody soaking wet froma water war on a rainy day.We are so weird but hey we had fun!!Well thats all for now and ja ne....

*Kagami*

SOS I need sites that have Kyoji Kagami images.I need to show off the other hot guy I love.
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Friday, April 22, 2005

   BUG!!!^_^
HEY I FOUND SOMETHING TO DO!!!I THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT BUG U GUYS WITH BIG LETTERS!!!!LOL^^ ANYWAYS MY VACATION IS COMING TO A CLOSE SO I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THAT CURSED PLACE CALLED SCHOOL...GRRRR~_~ MY FAMILY IS RUNNING AROUND LIKE CHICKENS WITH CUT OFF HEADS.BACAS!!!^_^I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I AM HEAVILY CONVINCED THAT I SHOULD GIVE U GUYS A TASTE OF THE RANDOM IDIOTCY THAT SOE HAVE TO DEAL WITH.I ALSO WANT TO ASK EVERYONE FOR OPINIONS ON SCHOOL UNIFORMS 4 THE CULTURE DAY...SPORTY OR CLASSY?I WOULD ACCEPT ANY FORM OF CRITSISM AND SUGGESTIONS OF OTHER UNIFORMS.I WAS BORED SO I DECIDED TO PLAY A GAME,DOA2:HARDCORE.I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT SO I'LL CATCH U GUYS LATER.

*Kagami*

I JUST GOT MARRIED!
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Certificate of Marriage This is to certify that Lani + Aya Fujimiya were married on the 23th day of April 2005 ~~~~~~ MYFC ~~~~~~

I took a mega cool test and I'm Yugi.






Which Yuugiou Character Are You?


quiz created by siren Messages for the Void


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Thursday, April 21, 2005

   Bordem can Kill u!!I need random activities!!
Konnichiwa

I woke up super late today and its 7:48pm as I add this entry.Also its vacation so I went back 2 bed. Doesn't it suck when u have nothing 2 do or nowhere 2 go?Well that was me today and my cellphone was being a booger and lost its # for texting.I would have had something 2 do but like I said...it was a being a booger.Also I have lost my mind drawing random anime characters.Today I drew 5 pictures and thats a record 4 me.Also I suck at drawing so my characters look super lopsided.Strange how bordem makes me say a lot of random.Anyways...how was everybody else's day?I am asking hoping somebody will randomly respond.Respond in comments cause I check em almost daily if some haven't noticed.Well other than that I'd say that I need a job or need something extemely bizzare and random to do so if anybody has a bright idea please leave the comment.Okay that is all 4 me and I'll catch u guess later.

Ja ne...
*Kagami*
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005

   I am very hyper!!
Konnichiwa!!!^_^

Hey I haven't been online that long but I had an ice cream sandwich 4 breakfast and I've been talking to PhoenixClawth for a while and she made a picture!!^_^
I am having a blast!!Also HardLuckWoman is back 2 her self and I am mega happy to have her back 2 her cheerful self!!^_^ Also PhoenixClawth helped me with the background to keep it still.Now its u can view it without it moving.It looks awesome.One other thing...I would like to begin thanking everyone who has visited our club site.Our culture day is approaching and I still haven't gotten my uniform together.BUGGER!!
^_^Well other than me being hyper does anybody know how to create wallpapers?With a short simple explaination?Please PM me if u think u know how.Another thing...if u could check out the post from 2 days ago or so,u'll see that a couple of friends from finland dont get much attention.I would greatly appreciate it if could drop by and sign their gb.Dont ask why cuz I just like helping out who need help.Well thats allfor me.I shall talk to u guys soon.

Ja ne...
*Kagami*
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005

   Hey Hey Everyone!!^_^
I have lyrics to the Current Song on my page...if anyone is interested.
Anime Lyrics: Weiß Kreuz
It's Too Late
2nd Ending Song

Vocals: Seki Tomokazu, Koyasu Takehito, Miki Shin`ichirou, and Yuuki Hiro

English Translation

Like the flames I lost you to, sadness overwhelms me, too
The rain sends shivers down my spine and seeps into my memory
Who was it that loves you so? Who was it that hates you so?
I gasp in pain- the memories begin to swirl inside my mind

Should I believe in what we did then?
And if I do, leave you behind and feel regret again?
Is this the way to say goodbye, love?
When you and I had promises yet to fulfil?

That kiss you placed upon my heart, there still remains a lonely mark
Can't seem to lose the memories of when we met in the dark
And as I sigh, I can feel you once again
But it fades just as fast as it began

Why are we born into this life? Why do we die into the night?
It seems the only one who ever knows these things is the rain
Which takes my tears, keeps them oh so far at bay
Until love fades away

Gaze into the flames of blue, all my memories to view
The rain comes pouring down like stinging needles falling from the sky
Who was it that screamed in fear? Who was it that dreamed in tears?
I hear the voices but the faces have been washed away for years

I fear there's nothing that I can do
Soaked by the rain I stand upon the concrete, sobbing now
It seems so long since I last held you
And even longer since the last time that you smiled...

This rain that hides my tears away, this rain that turns the world to gray
Those happy memories of you and I are slashed in the night
Fading so fast, as I watch them, helplessly
All my tears have begun to overflow

This rain that washes pain away, this rain that blows the flames away
And lets the dreamers dream of songs to sing, releases the life
And takes my tears, keeps them oh so far at bay
Until love fades away, until love fades away...

Transliterated by Murasaki Tsukiyono

Translated by Oroka Usagi

That is the English Translation.If u want the Japanese part go to animelyrics.com.Also I have just completed my sketch of Aya Fujimiya,the red head in the background,and he looks pretty decent...more or less.I shall also say that I need help with 2 friends who don't get many visits.They r listed in the previous post.Please be good friends and show them some love.Well thats all for now!!^_^
Catch ya later!!

*Kagami*^_^



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Sunday, April 17, 2005

   I am so bored!!!Plus I want to take a nap!!^_^
Konnichiwa Everyone!!!^_^

Well I am back and for those of u who want to know about my friend...I don't know where he's at because he gave me the name and I am getting no luck on finding him.Oh well...^_^...I'll wait until he comes over and he type it in.That's when I'll let everybody know through the post!!^_^

Besides that I would like to thank everyone who congradulated me on my promotion!!!^_^ I send much love to u guys!!My mom is another big supporter of me being in the JROTC.I guess she is glad to see me do something extremely successful.~_~ But I am still confused about that!^_~

Also another thing I found this great website that delivers great wallpapers that I say r just as awesome as the artist here at theO!
The website is called animegalleries.net.^_^ I think that its an awesome site and u guys should check it out sometime.
My newest background is from that site.

Also my anime club has a web page!!The web page is tridecimalick.homelinux.net/NBHS-Anime ^_^ Our sensei needs advice on how to make our webpage look original.Just email him with any ideas and let him know the club secretary recommended the site to you.He'll know that one of his officers is trying to get him some help!^_^ *Don't tell him I said that^_~* Well that's all for now!!!I'll catch you guys later and see ya round theO!!^_^

*Kagami* ^_^

I Have 2 Friends who need help!!!They are Fuyuki Mina and Kudo Tonji.
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